Saturday, October 20, 2007 ; 2:41 AM
ever felt being so helpless? you see your loved ones around you suffering and feeling so miserable, yet you are totally incapacitated. well, no doubt you can provide them with that moral support. but so what? and on top of that, you cant confide in anyone. no, not that you dont want to, but you cant. and all you can do really is secretly weep every night. slowly, the pressure is building within. happenings after happenings. the first was quite a blow, the second came as a shock and the last broke thy heart. i rather go through another three painful break-ups. i wonder how long more i can last with the smile across my face. i say "take these as obstacles and thrust all your fear and worry to God" but even doing so cant resolve the situation. i need a miracle.
and once again, the vision is being smeared by those tears. i should get to bed now. its getting late, and school is starting this monday. oh by the way, happy birthday keith. :)
