Thursday, August 16, 2007 ; 12:11 AM
meh, hear me whine. im so sorry dear bloggy.
im somewhat being little miss emo now. this might make me sound a tad despo, but im really wondering when my mr right will appear. ):
its so depressing. i was on friendster, checking out who viewed me and i noticed my ex viewed me again. so i clicked on his link and there were really sweet pictures of him and his current girlfriend. :) and no, im not feeling jealous. its just, aww man. so sweet. lucky him, found the love of his life! (or so i hopefully assume! cos he is a nice guy and we are still friends!)
and im being little miss loser here, all single.
rawr.
but then again, i dont wanna enter any random relationship just to feel loved or some sort. plus, i dont want the number of ex boyfriends i had, to be a double digit. (in case you didnt know, yeah i have had 9 ex-es) and i promised myself to keep to my word so i must
not break it. and therefore im here whining all about being single and lonely and dying!
okay no, im exaggerating. just ignore the shit im talking.
but seriously, i doubt i would be getting involved for the next three years! just look at the guys in tp. (no offence to any guy though) looks like i gotta wait till i enter the university! and i dont even know if i can make it in!
grrrh/ and now i dont even think i will ever get married. ): im gonna be left on the shelf to rot for decades, until the day i lay in my black and pink coffin.
thank goodness i have my girlfriends though! aww. okay thats comforting to know i still have good friends.
now bye. i shall quit whining and blogging for the time being until the fucking exams are over.
happy belated to twinnie (zhi) & vannie! :) so sorry, a few minutes late on my blog! but you know i love you both. haha.and wtf lah. some pervert typed "camwhored panties" and entered my blog. nuffnang told me so. eew, disgusting. just as much as i camwhore, i dont do porn images dumbass.
