LPit seems that ive been coming home later and later as the years go by. back then, it started off by dinner. (which is around 6pm) then by 8pm, then by 9pm, then by 10pm, and now, i come home by midnight. (daddys car, being my mode of transportation of cos! my parents never allow me to take public transport back when its getting late. but their definition of late is definitely not mine. haha!)

melody voiced her opinion on an issue earlier on, after justine and meryl left, which got me thinking a little bit. that is, people who do drinking, smoking, clubbing, etc, dont seem to have a goal in their lives. or rather, they dont seem to know what they are living for. and when asked, they probably would shrug it off and say "i dont know"

so i began to wonder how true that is. and to me, i dont think its 100% true, but no doubt, it is partially true. those who do those stuff on a regular basis, seem to be wasting their lives away. and why would they do so, unless they dont have a goal in life?

but then again, there are also those like me, who like to try new stuff. (yeah, believe it or not, ive even considered trying drugs. only thing that is holding me back is that youd get addicted to it and i dont wanna get addicted! i just wanna try. i dont intend to ruin my life. plus, drugs are expensive stuff anyway!)

so do i have a goal in life? if so, what kind of goal is it?

and needless to say, there are those who arent a tad bit interested about those stuff.

does that necessarily mean they have a goal in life? and if so, what kind of goal do they have?

and after pondering, i think people do know what their goal in life is. its probably just the value it carries, which differs from the rest. for those who waste their life away, maybe their goal is just to enjoy themselves until death arrives. for those who want to try new things, perhaps their goal is to experience every bit of life. the bitterness, sweetness, yadayadayada. and then die happily! (thats not my goal, by the way. even though i do like to try out new stuff)

i dont know. but whatever it is, we should at least have a goal in our lives so as to make our journey a meaningful one. :)

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now onto today!

sigh. OP was really bad. i swear it couldnt have been any worse. i dont think i screwed up my presentation. but i definitely screwed up the Q&A. and its not that i didnt know the answers to the questions posted to me. its just that i had a really horrid mental block. you know those which you sometimes get during your mathematics paper? even though you know you do know how to solve the question, you just cant do it at that point in time. or maybe for the writers, its writers block. where you just cant create a story because you just have this block in your head. well thats the kind of mental block im talkin' about.

and damn it, i just had to have it during my Q&A.

seriously, thinking about the questions now. i think the answer is quite obvious. just that i just couldnt even absorb what the teacher was asking. and somehow, in my mind, i was trying to differentiate between diagnosis, treatment and advice! like what the fuck? which law student cant explain what the three are? LOL disastrous. plus, for the second question, pb actually told eunice and i the answer to it because we asked her about it before the OP. and i dont know why i just couldnt answer it. dad thinks i was too worried before that, and hence had the mental block.

super bad. life sucks sometimes. ):

but im really glad its over. now i shall have a really good weekend, before i begin mugging for the upcoming exams. that is about two weeks later, after this weekend. and i can see the word "vacation" drawing nearer. mmm, love!