Saturday, July 14, 2007 ; 9:43 PM
its really funny that boys at the age of 15 are still so fucking immature and irresponsible. i just called him and he said he is only on his way to his friend's place. like fuck? when its close to our bedtimes? you didnt even bother informing us about your whereabouts until i called, which shows how fucking responsible you are as a son, and as a brother. the entire family is dead worried and wondering where the fuck you are, whether you even had your damned dinner (because you dont even know how to take care of your own meals), and most importantly, your safety. but no, you dont give a fuck. and neither do you care about the time we get to bed, whether we are fucking tired or not. all you care really is whether you can have fun, self-centered little one.
and sometimes, im really glad that he is dating charmaine. after all, birds of the same feather flock together. both childish, immature, rude and brainless. i guarantee you he will enter ITE at the rate he is playing his dumb and useless computer game and really not studying at all. so what about his future? well since he doesnt give a fuck, they both can suffer together and live in poverty. yay! id wanna see her suffer. :) :D and no, i dont think im being mean. she is ruining my brothers future. so why should i be giving her my blessings? funniest thing is, she calls its love. love is when you depend so much on your boyfriend, consistently chat on the phone with him, sms with him, regardless of his phone bills, whether his parents are screaming their lungs out at him, whether he is occasionally tired at night? you call that love, little girl? its hilarious. whats even funnier is that she doesnt mind the fact that we hate her. love? when you truly love the man, you will want to please his whole family. because you dont want him to be put in a difficult spot whereby he is squashed in between both parties. dignity will be thrown aside, you will just do whatever for him so that he is slightly more comfortable. but you? the idiot who calls it love when she doesnt give a damned fuck about his family members? haha, bitch, grow up too.
its hopeless. im giving up. i really cant do anything because he doesnt listen. you know, kids at the most rebellious point in their life. so i will just sit here, watch you fall and regret for the rest of your life. oh, and wait till he becomes a father (who loves his children), then maybe he will understand how it feels like when his child isnt home and has absolutely no idea where he/she is. maybe then, will he learn to be more responsible.
now im fucking pissed.
& i really wonder when he will ever grow up.
grow out of your damned shell, please. urgh.but i know i still care, at the end of the day.
