Thursday, January 25, 2007 ; 6:39 PM
OMG.was going down the escalator, feeling all delighted that work is over for today, swinging my hands to and fro, when it collided into some guy's (probably slightly older than me)
groin area! and damn it, it was hard. (you know what that means) O.O but before i could recover from shock and apologise, he ran down to the toilet. lols.
another embarrassing senario which occured today was when i was helping some guy called
dennis fill up his application forms. yes, similar to my name. so i wrote my name instead of his name. fanastic. :D but i guess its not surprising, after all that was done early in the morning. my brain hasnt really started functioning just yet.
oh and i got a
sweet from pauline! :D wonder how she looks at me. i thought only little kids get sweets after doing a good job. how come she gave me too? bleahs. but anyway she gave me cos i helped her to stamp a little on the application form. the finger stamp. super cute! you should see it.
and biying was surprisingly in a very good mood today! :D honestly, im quite scared of her. you never know when she starts having her
extreme moodswings. some days she can chat with you, laugh, joke, etc. and others, she can just totally ignore you. i even heard that there was once she was literally
throwing things on her desk. to vent her frustrations. and mind you, its in office! so she really is quite scary. hahaha.
what else?
OH YES. i so have to
bitch. so bear with me for awhile. and melody, fret not, there arent many vulgarities below. so its safe for your eyes to read! :)
so, received a message from charis (soulmate!) sometime this afternoon. and it read "what the hell. my friend just told me that ben was just playing with my feelings? like what in the world" therefore, i decided to dedicate part of my entry for
that jerk. and if youre seeing this,
GOOD.
sometimes i really get all puzzled why so many people get involved in relationships when they werent really serious to begin with. no doubt, i was guilty of doing so myself. and i dont think id give myself any excuse to make myself look better. but the question is,
why?
and till date, i still am pretty clueless with regards to that particular question. curiousity, on whether you both might become a perfect pair in the future? mood, at that point in time, maybe? i really dont know. and there most probably
wont be a definite answer.
but well, everyone makes mistakes. and frankly speaking, i dont blame him very much even if he has toyed with charis. after all, it could always be seen from a different perspective. from this, she has seen your
true colours instead of knowing very much later and possibly resulting in a greater loss. and yes, it is yet another lesson learnt for her. :D
what i really dont get is. since you know very well you played with her, why give her
hope still? wont reveal what i know, because i have to protect charis's privacy too. plus, it isnt something anyone would wanna brag about. but you jolly well know it yourself.
and all i can say is, youre really such a
big disgrace to the better men all around the world. you just showed us what kind of
lousy guy you are and i seriously thank you for that from the bottom of my heart. you are just another
inconsiderate pig who barely gives any thought about how others feel. you are one
jerk. and you know what? even though i usually feel sorry for those who get cheated by their significant other, although they might be total strangers, but i really
dont feel sorry for you. in fact, id term it as
your retribution and just laugh at you. :)
thats really how horrid you are. i dont even think you know all these and thats why im pointing out the key points to you. your balls really deserve to be kicked. and trust me, i would actually kick it if i meet you someday in fairfield. my brother studies there, wont be surprising even if i visit the school.
as for charis, all i can say is, this guy isnt worth it.
you deserve way better. and if there is anything, id be here for youu. :D
yes yes.
oh and speaking of men, jared was being so ungentlemanly today and it really did annoy me. for some reason or another, i just cant tolerate guys who are just so ungentlemanly. it just pisses me off lah.
was carrying an entire stack of paper (it was really heavy) and i passed by jared who was walking towards the toilet. expected him to offer a helping hand, since he is a guy and it was obvious i was having quite some difficulty carrying it. but nooo, he just didnt. kick his ass for that. and on top of that, he could even point and go "WHOA!" and laugh it out. pfft.
you know, at least the guy who was in another department, and who i hardly knew, offered help. he even joked with me going "you need help? if you want, i can carry you and that stack of paper. hahaha" and jared? NOTHING. just WHOA. !#$%^& RAWR. and the only reason why i didnt accept the other guys help was because i felt really paiseh. i dont even know him and i get a favour? abit weird right? and jared? my colleage, same department, sat behind me for a week, and didnt bother to help me at all. grrr.
ungentlemanly guys piss me off. T.T
