Tuesday, January 16, 2007 ; 6:32 PM
i dont know how many of you actually treasure smiles, especially when others smile because of you. be it a joke from you, your actions, your words, etc.
but i definitely do. :)
and because of that smile, i would say my day has been really good! although the down side is that i didnt get to see
that stockbroker again today. hahaha.
yesterday night was pretty bad. couldnt contact daniel at all, which was the main reason why i felt so fucked up. on top of that, my mom went blabbering non-stop. its like, im already desperate enough here, trying my utmost best to find him, and she was there lecturing me as a substitute for him. fantastic. rolls eyes.
but well, thankfully everything is more or less settled between them both for now. i cant believe i had to actually play the role of a mother. but as i did, i looked back at my past and you know, i really felt quite horrible about myself. i guess you just have to place yourself in the other partys shoes in order to understand how he/she feels.
alright, thats all for today. its dinner time! mmm, my tummy is growlinggg. :D
RAWR!
