Wednesday, January 31, 2007 ; 10:18 PM
just got home not too long ago. went out for dinner with some classmates. jacinth, wilder, charis (chow) and yihui. :D ate at some japanese restaurant and dinner cost me $12.20. really not as expensive as expected. hahaha. and even until now, am still darn bloated.
anyway, its picture time again!
from left to right: yihui, charis, me, jacinth.
and wilder is so called at the bottom! :D
we took so many times before all of our faces could be really properly in the picture. which is the one below. :D
:D
from left to right: charis, yihui, me, jacinth.
then we took a picture without wilder! hahhaa. because wilder didnt wanna take picture with us right? RAWR.
and i swear charis loves me. :D
see! she wanted a picture with me. :D
and lastly, our footwear.
have absolutely no idea whose is whose. but for me, am wearing the silver and black heels. :D pretty?
nods.and i noticed my veins are starting to pop out, thanks to heels. really ugly. but its not like mine are that high what. o.o
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ; 7:03 PM
the month is coming to and end! hiphiphurray! :D
am actually looking forward to the month of february. although the olevel results would be released soon, but there is
valentine's day and
chinese new year! :D valentine's day will be special this year, because im spending it with my girlfriends. (i love em!) & jacinth will be getting me a pink rose, right?
nods. hahaha. so thankfully i am still receiving at least a flower this year! as for chinese new year, i really cant wait for the
angpaos to come rolling in! :D money money money! shopping shopping shopping!
must say today is a really happy day! :D melissa had to apply for urgent leave and couldnt come for work though. that caused me much stress during pengboon's lunch time since i was somewhat left all alone at the counter. diana was helping me. but she isnt that familiar, since she isnt working in frontline, so we were really quite slow. but but but!
prayers get answered! :D i prayed that the clients would slowly come in one-by-one and it surprisingly did happen! so praise the Lord for that! i love it so much when that happens.
on the whole, everything was very calm today. not as many clients as compared to the previous days, when the market boomed and every shares illiterate came in to open a trading account. so yeah, must really thank God for His mercy. :D and i just love the way
that stockbroker smiled at me today. i think guys with really charming smiles are very appealing. yeah. but well, no crush on him. fret not. hahaha. :D
that should be about all for today! till tomorrow.
p.s; melody's mother will be baking kueh lapis (normal/chocolate chips/prunes) to sell for chinese new year. satisfaction guaranteed! so please place your orders with me if you are interested. its either 600g or 1kg. $20 and $30 respectively for the normal ones. $24 and $36 respectively for the chocolate chips/prunes one. :D
buy please people! support her. :D even my mommy is gonna patronize her kueh lapis. she claims that she will always give face to people, unless im the one baking it.
rolls eyes. yesyes, i admit i cant cook for nuts.
Monday, January 29, 2007 ; 6:54 PM
disclaimer: those who are allergic to profanities, please do NOT even read this entire entry because im damn pissed off now and everyone should know by now that when i am, all sorts of vulgarity can spill.okay, there was just this bastard (he doesnt even deserve to be called a client) in his mid 40s who was just so fucking rude and unreasonable. and was really surprised he even knew the word "sucks" existed, because that word is definitely perfect for describing him and his fucked up personality.
first, he came in and demanded to see the manager of client services (charlene) without any of us knowing what exactly went wrong. how can we just call our manager out like that? like come on, just use your fucking peanut-sized brain. if its a small matter, we really shouldnt be doing what you just instructed us to do. after all, she too has a hell load more work which requires her precious time on. and fuck, he was damn bloody rude about it. he couldnt even ask a question nicely. yeah thats how fucking annoying he was. but then, its still rather tolerable.
so we decided to call gelyn out. since she was more patient and experienced, as compared to the rest who were free at that point in time. and i swear, he was so fucking rude to her that she too couldnt tolerate it. "NO, YOU LISTEN TO ME. I SAID LISTEN TO ME!" mind you, he even slammed the calculator which he borrowed from us right in front of my face. it was like, dude, it isnt the calculator's fault. (really pitied the poor calculator man) why vent your anger and frustration on it, when we are the ones who ought to be far more pissed than you are? and behind the closed door, we were both gossiping and bitching so hard (thats the very first time i actually bitched about a client in office) about him that everyone else in the department went out to have a good look at his fucking face. urgh.
by then, he began to demand even more. he not only wanted to see the head of client services, but the head of finance itself. (regarding some forex issue. not even sure if its called forex or spelt that way) honestly, im sure that person wouldnt meet you. even though i dont have any clue who that is, but that position is considered high. (actually my uncle too is head of something, but its a different department) anyway, after gelyn, came charlene. they really had no choice but to call her. and you know what the fuck he actually said to her "YOU ARE POWERLESS!" like hello? where art thou, manners? im not even close to charlene, but i could still feel angry about it.
thats not all. then came my uncle. he happened to come down to find charlene, and so he was informed about the matter. initially when he first confronted that bastard, that fucking bastard actually went "YOU SIT DOWN" it was like even more than an instruction! it was a command! an order! thankfully my uncle wasnt that tolerant. he was like "OI, CAN WE HAVE SOME RESPECT PELASE? WE ARE NOT KIDS ANYMORE Y'KNOW" and it was like thank God, someone pointed that out to him. and at that moment, i realised how important power and position is. us clerks really have no say at all. we cant even voice it out, even when we are in the right. thats really how pathetic it is. but well, thats not the main point either. LOL.
and then that bastard just kept going "IVE BEEN WORKING IN THE BANKING INDUSTRY FOR 25 YEARS ALREADY YOU KNOW?" cmon lah fucktard, if youre so professional at it, why dont you handle your own shares or even be a stockbroker? then you can play with all your fucking shares like nobodys business. i bet youre just incompetent. so just shut the fuck up about going on and on about you being in charge of all sorts of shit. because its not that i wanna boast, but my parents are sort of running a business and they dont even say a thing about it. youre really not even on par with them and you wanna talk all sorts of ballshit. i say fuck you, you son of a bitch.
urgh, he totally ruined my mood today. and until now, im still quite pissed with him. T.T
Sunday, January 28, 2007 ; 8:09 PM
little cousins never fail to put a smile across your face. :D
thats keith! with spectacles. yeah, he just started wearing em. how cute. :D
and i swear he is so full of shit. but so funny. he really makes you laugh! :D
and thats little kaylyn flaunting her mr.incredible watch! hahahhaa. :D
she is so cute that the boys always bully her.
Saturday, January 27, 2007 ; 9:16 PM
urgh, my art piece turned out really bad. very much worse than expected. i lost touch with art? :(
blah whatever. currently playing with fake jared on msn. :D and did you guys notice "keep holding on" by avril lavigne playing on perfect 10 very regularly lately? cos i definitely did.
"Keep Holding On"
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
; 3:54 PM
like i said, i was gonna do art this morning, and so i did. the theme is on spring. because the first question that popped up to my mind was "whats next?" actually my instincts told me it was the olevel results. but i cant possibly draw something based on that. so i thought, since its winter season now, it must be spring next. which explains the sunflower and butterfly. so far, i have coloured the butterfly. (yes am using colour pencils like a primary school kid) and my sunflower is a major disaster. still trying to console myself that it doesnt look that bad, although it really is. :(
it seems that everyone who knew that i was doing art thought i was crazy. my mom laughed at me and went "why do you like art so much?" then she went on and on about how i enjoyed art since i started holding the pencil. and that i would use both my hands to draw. (yes i could initially use either hand to write and draw) :D yadayadayada.
after colouring the butterfly, i went out shopping with mommy and daddy. okay not really daddy. daddy was more of a credit card, there to pay for us. and am really thankful my dad can afford all my clothings. AND PERFUME! yes, i finally bought salvatore ferragamo's incanto dream. CHECK IT OUT! :D
the bestest fragrance ever, for now. :D love it. and you can see three quarter of my teddy and half of patrick behind. hahahaha.
okay, back to clothings. shopped at zara, miss selfridge and topshop. for some reason or another, mommy and i just dont look good in zara clothings. i swear. especially one silky jade green blouse! it was annoying. the sleeve just grabbed onto my arm like a monster. and i hate it so much when my clothes get stuck on my body/fats. which is also why all my clothings are usually baggy. :D
the designs at miss selfridge was gorgeous. wonderful. splendid! only problem was i didnt look that fantastic in the clothings. somehow, i just look better with clothings from topshop and dorothy perkins. oh and i tried this rainbow striped dress from miss selfridge! (because my friends have all been complaining that i dont wear colour at all, so i tried the extreme) and trust me, i looked so much like a clown. T.T
topshop is still the best. :D bought a milky brown (like milk tea colour) dress/long top. and a silvery-grey top. yayness! and i really need to find leggings. really comfy ones. the type which doesnt hug onto your thighs like nobodys business. but then again, leggings are meant to be tight. LOL whatever man. someday, im sure id manage to find one that is suitable!
off to continue doing my art piece!
Friday, January 26, 2007 ; 11:03 PM
just got home not too long ago from melody's church. there was a seminar so we attended it together. topic was on sex and sexuality. and well, yeah i did learn certain things from there. especially the part on the link between getting physical in a relationship and your self esteem. i think its really true. not that i have any experience in it, but it is true. (im still a virgin and proud of it okay) :D
and the only reason why melody wasnt in the picture was because she thought it was embarrassing taking a picture in front of the masses.
and and, wilder asked me if i wanted to go to nanyang polytechnic today for the open house, but i couldnt cos of work. urgh so sad lahhh. :( blahs. whatever.
im off. nights! no, actually im off to telly. heh hehs. TGIF TGIF TGIF! :D
and and and, thou shall do some art tomorrow morning! suddenly felt like painting and all this morning. but couldnt. why? because of work again. sigh. :(
Thursday, January 25, 2007 ; 6:39 PM
OMG.was going down the escalator, feeling all delighted that work is over for today, swinging my hands to and fro, when it collided into some guy's (probably slightly older than me)
groin area! and damn it, it was hard. (you know what that means) O.O but before i could recover from shock and apologise, he ran down to the toilet. lols.
another embarrassing senario which occured today was when i was helping some guy called
dennis fill up his application forms. yes, similar to my name. so i wrote my name instead of his name. fanastic. :D but i guess its not surprising, after all that was done early in the morning. my brain hasnt really started functioning just yet.
oh and i got a
sweet from pauline! :D wonder how she looks at me. i thought only little kids get sweets after doing a good job. how come she gave me too? bleahs. but anyway she gave me cos i helped her to stamp a little on the application form. the finger stamp. super cute! you should see it.
and biying was surprisingly in a very good mood today! :D honestly, im quite scared of her. you never know when she starts having her
extreme moodswings. some days she can chat with you, laugh, joke, etc. and others, she can just totally ignore you. i even heard that there was once she was literally
throwing things on her desk. to vent her frustrations. and mind you, its in office! so she really is quite scary. hahaha.
what else?
OH YES. i so have to
bitch. so bear with me for awhile. and melody, fret not, there arent many vulgarities below. so its safe for your eyes to read! :)
so, received a message from charis (soulmate!) sometime this afternoon. and it read "what the hell. my friend just told me that ben was just playing with my feelings? like what in the world" therefore, i decided to dedicate part of my entry for
that jerk. and if youre seeing this,
GOOD.
sometimes i really get all puzzled why so many people get involved in relationships when they werent really serious to begin with. no doubt, i was guilty of doing so myself. and i dont think id give myself any excuse to make myself look better. but the question is,
why?
and till date, i still am pretty clueless with regards to that particular question. curiousity, on whether you both might become a perfect pair in the future? mood, at that point in time, maybe? i really dont know. and there most probably
wont be a definite answer.
but well, everyone makes mistakes. and frankly speaking, i dont blame him very much even if he has toyed with charis. after all, it could always be seen from a different perspective. from this, she has seen your
true colours instead of knowing very much later and possibly resulting in a greater loss. and yes, it is yet another lesson learnt for her. :D
what i really dont get is. since you know very well you played with her, why give her
hope still? wont reveal what i know, because i have to protect charis's privacy too. plus, it isnt something anyone would wanna brag about. but you jolly well know it yourself.
and all i can say is, youre really such a
big disgrace to the better men all around the world. you just showed us what kind of
lousy guy you are and i seriously thank you for that from the bottom of my heart. you are just another
inconsiderate pig who barely gives any thought about how others feel. you are one
jerk. and you know what? even though i usually feel sorry for those who get cheated by their significant other, although they might be total strangers, but i really
dont feel sorry for you. in fact, id term it as
your retribution and just laugh at you. :)
thats really how horrid you are. i dont even think you know all these and thats why im pointing out the key points to you. your balls really deserve to be kicked. and trust me, i would actually kick it if i meet you someday in fairfield. my brother studies there, wont be surprising even if i visit the school.
as for charis, all i can say is, this guy isnt worth it.
you deserve way better. and if there is anything, id be here for youu. :D
yes yes.
oh and speaking of men, jared was being so ungentlemanly today and it really did annoy me. for some reason or another, i just cant tolerate guys who are just so ungentlemanly. it just pisses me off lah.
was carrying an entire stack of paper (it was really heavy) and i passed by jared who was walking towards the toilet. expected him to offer a helping hand, since he is a guy and it was obvious i was having quite some difficulty carrying it. but nooo, he just didnt. kick his ass for that. and on top of that, he could even point and go "WHOA!" and laugh it out. pfft.
you know, at least the guy who was in another department, and who i hardly knew, offered help. he even joked with me going "you need help? if you want, i can carry you and that stack of paper. hahaha" and jared? NOTHING. just WHOA. !#$%^& RAWR. and the only reason why i didnt accept the other guys help was because i felt really paiseh. i dont even know him and i get a favour? abit weird right? and jared? my colleage, same department, sat behind me for a week, and didnt bother to help me at all. grrr.
ungentlemanly guys piss me off. T.T
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 ; 9:08 PM
argh, i screwed up my hair dye. okay not screwed up. but i read the instructions wrongly and washed it off after 10minutes instead of 30minutes. T.T
now i have to buy another hair dye. and now my hair looks even darker than before. just has the red tinge under light. yeah thats about all. how pathetic.
; 6:45 PM
for some reason or another, im in a good mood today. the moodswing thing just occurred at about 4pm. so im just feeling all bright and chirpy! :D
and i have this taiwanese adding me on friendster? what the hell. LOL.
okay that was really random i know. but am presently checking my emails and friendster and all as well. later am gonna dye my hair again. red! for cny. :D
wonder how red is the red. if you get what i mean. hopefully its not too wild, because im working now. and jacinth was really surprised when i said that! haha.
oh and during work, i met this guy who really looked like one of my ex boyfriends. honestly, i was so shocked when i saw him. and his name is really weird. rothschild? O.O
now thats all for today. will post a picture of my hair tomorrow or something. but before i leave, here are some pictures. taken on 19 jan. the previous outing with sisterhood. :D
most were taken at the playground in vivocity.
at carls jr! about to eat our lovely burgers. :D
gawd, im missing these girls and all our ballshit.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007 ; 6:37 PM
work was super duper busy again. :(
why cant they just transfer jacinth back to uob plaza? especially since she is so free over at oub centre. she even has the time to read magazines or books. while we are so busy at uob plaza. :(
annoying.
and everyday, there would be at least one or two very irritating clients.
rolls eyes. the guy was being so secretive that he didnt even wanna reveal his annual income. oh cmon, like im gonna rob you tonight? and if you dont wanna fill in everything in the application form, you might as well just not open a trading account. :)
and and on top of that, my stupid phone is giving me problems again.
thats it. im off. dont feel like blogging. today hasnt been a very good day.
last thing. stole it from melody. :D
http://www.seductiveshorts.com/#goods/quizand my results >
http://www.seductiveshorts.com/images/blogs/bubble.gifoh my. same same as her. LOL. now thats surprising.
Monday, January 22, 2007 ; 9:33 PM
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT? LOL. well charis, thats what you see when you click view source. because when you try doing a right click, you see this. msmurderx^edition` !dunch test miie baii copying! =) so i had to view source. and look deeper into the blog.
like wow, i didnt know by doing that, you can prevent others from copying your html code! please, if you wanna do it properly, include the script which doesnt allow others to copy and paste. goodness gracious. and if you need that script, i can spare you. just email me, girl. my address is on my blog. :)
hahahhaa.
poor charis.
we both hate it so bad when guys have such bad taste. :(
okay, now i sound really mean. but whatever. im off to bed!
; 6:37 PM
how quickly time flies. once again, im back to work after the weekend. sigh, how tragic. and to make the monday blues worse, two male clients annoyed the shit outta me.
the first one was a man at his 50s. its during lunch hour when the amount of clients waiting to be served reaches its peak and this asshole came in. pardon me for the choice of words. but was seriously pissed off. he sat down and claimed that his eyesight was bad, yadayadayada, when i requested for him to fill in the necessary forms. so naturally i took his word and did him the favour. but whilst doing so, he just kept chatting on the phone with whoever and even visited the toilet! now thats wasting my time because then i wouldnt have the chance to ask him for some of his particulars which i need to fill in. okay, thats fine. maybe his eyesight was really that poor and he was sooo busy. but nooo, he actually managed to fill up the remaining particulars on his own. and that seriously pissed me off. honestly, what the hell did he take me for? some three year old toddler who foolishly helped him to fill in the application forms? whats up with the lie about his oh-so-terrible eyesight? screw his ass man. if he told me he was really busy and needed my help to fill in, i wouldnt have felt so irritated.
the second man was in his late 60s. he came in and asked me to check some information on the computer. and so i did. but he just couldnt patiently wait for even 10 seconds and he started asking the questions again and again and again. and i just kept going "yesyes, im checking for you now. hold on please" but nooo, he just had to ask and ask and ask and ask and ask! what the fuck was his problem. i so wanted to seal his lips with scotchtape or with uhu glue. whichever available man. i swear he can beat the chickens in a noise-making competition. or if i took a snapshot of him and placed in on the kitchen floor, it would definitely be able to chase away all the cockroaches. i bet even the cockroaches would be scared of him. pfft.
annoying.
but there were of cos the good things. like, my aunt gave me percy pigs! through my uncle though, who in turn passed over to charlene to pass over to me. but charlene gave me in front of my other colleages so now they know im philip's niece. fantastic. now they arent gonna treat me like how they would treat others. pfft. ohwells.
tomorrow will be a better day. :)
Sunday, January 21, 2007 ; 10:04 AM
just completed yet another serial. its a hongkong show, more towards the lawyer and detective side. very interesting. but until now, i still have no idea what the title of the show is. :D
from this show, i realised how scary people can be.
ohwells. thats all i have to say. oh and im going for hightea laters. :D lovelyyy. all the fooood. mmm, makes me feel so hungry! lols. am gonna starve myself and not eat lunch. yeahs.
Saturday, January 20, 2007 ; 4:39 PM
shall once again do a brief update because time is running out. am going out again for dinner. just got home from temasek polytechnic open house. would say it was really quite good. not that unorganised. and you can tell from the environment that life is gonna be fun in there. only thing i really dont like is the distance. so effing far from my place. it takes slightly more than an hour. but i think i would put one of my choices in tp. the law course, i like. :)
bumped into many people there. first person was my tuition friend. cant remember his name, but anyway i didnt bother to say helloo. second was ivan. my mom's colleage's son. and because i met him today, i now have a different impression of him. when we went for holiday together with the rest of the company, he just seemed so proud. possibly because he acted on telly when he was a child. i mean, he barely spoke to anyone. not even a word of hi. but today he not only said hello to me but offered to guide. so i was really quite surprised. maybe he isnt that proud after all huh? :) and lastly, i met colin and ruth. oh my goodness. i really didnt expect to see them there. was totally unprepared to meet ruth. but well, she is really nice. and i notice she likes to wear chokers. whatever the spelling. seems like its her trademarked accessory. and i never knew her hair was so long!
whines. why is mine so short?
shortly after, we decided to go back home. and on our way in the bus, we realised that we actually went the wrong way. goodness gracious. i messaged colin and he said it will still end up at tampines mrt though. but i really dont know the place. so well, we got off, crossed the overhead bridge, waited for the bus and cam-whored. :D here are some of the pictures. just gonna post those with four of us or the funnier ones we have.
a picture with four of us pouting. its in memory of getting lost in the east. :D
jacinth and her stupid kawaii nehz. :D because of that, justine started laughing and couldnt pose for the camera. so she spoiled our picture! tsk.
last one! three of us looking at justine's handphone. hahaha. and thats because when we wanted to take a picture, justine just had to sms. and so we decided that we should just pose like that.
its retarhded.
but what else could we have done, whilst waiting for the stinking bus? :D
and in the end, we didnt visit ngee ann polytechnic. way too tired. especially since i was with heels. not high at all though, but even then your foot would hurt after walking aaalot. yeahs. and anyway im really not into ngee ann polytechnic. honestly i prefer tp to np. the only course i wouldnt mind taking in np would be accounting. and thats only because for accounting, np is better than sp. otherwise, fat hope man. id definitely be going into sp! :D
heard sp is really boring though. and yeah, from the open house you can tell its really not the hip kinda thing. really boring. but what to do? i really need a conducive environment in polytechnic so i can study hard and get into nus/ntu. otherwise, goodbye to denise man. id just migrate to usa. dont think i wanna go smu/sim or any other universities in singapore.
nods. plus, when i go usa, id be able to do psychology!
alright folks, thats all for today. sayonara! :D
Friday, January 19, 2007 ; 10:57 PM
it was girls night out. :) love em.
meryl, melody, me, justine, jacinth
just got home not too long ago. and im really too tired and lazy to blog right now so id spare you the details. gonna download coral later into this computer. and charis shall teach me how to renew the trial period in the near future. :D
time just seemed to pass so quickly when i was with my girls. and i swear, we still have so much more to chat. if not for time, we probably would have continued till dawn. there is just so much to catch up. can you imagine girls who used to speak to each other non-stop for five days in a row cutting down to once every fortnight week? thats like so pathetic. but the good part is, we will be meeting each other again tomorrow. at the open houses. unfortunately not all five of us will meet each other. for temasek polytechnic open house, only me, justine, jacinth and meryl are going. whereas for ngee ann polytechnic, its me, jacinth, meryl and melody. so ohwells. :)
actually, im pretty tempted to visit nanyang polytechnic as well. but i wont even be studying there. chances are really really low. plus, its relatively far from my place. and the only reason why i wanna go there is because i saw the brochure. the campus looks really beautiful.
okay, am diverting again.
so to cut things short, today has been fairly good. except for this morning. there was this super duper crazy auntie who went hysterical for nothing. really nothing. i dont even understand why she asked for the statement when she didnt even know how to read it. and because of the misunderstanding, a huge fuss was made in the office. seriously, she looked as though she was gonna get a heart attack. but does she even have high blood pressure? blah, whatever.
oh and i received yet another email from topshop.
yay! sales. :D excellent. just the right timing, since i should be getting my pay this monday. mmm, retail therapy i love. so love.
happy birthday kelsie! :)
Thursday, January 18, 2007 ; 7:02 PM
the lamest joke i have heard for the day, but the one which made me smile after a horrendous day at work. :)
Havok - Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away says:
i saw a mosquito
Havok - Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away says:
and failed to kill it
Havok - Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away says:
inexcusable
Havok - Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away says:
u mean why i failed to kill it?
Havok - Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away says:
coz i missed duh
Havok - Life is not measured by the breaths you take, but by the moments that take your breath away says:
lol
and thats eugene, for your information.
sigh. today has been such a bad day. lets start from early in the morning. was early for work, so i waited for jacinth at the mrt station. and guess who i saw?
the girl on the left. and that picture was taken two years ago, which also explains why i look so different in there. but thats beside the key point.
point is, i really dont wanna see her ever again since that incident which i will spill out later. but i keep bumping into her for God knows what reason.
rolls eyes.okay what exactly happened was two years ago, we went on a double date + one. i was with my ex boyfriend, she was with her ex boyfriend and her ex boyfriend's friend tagged along. so five of us, two girls and three guys. we went to the arcade and i left my handbag on the ground, right in front of her because my bag was in the way and i trusted that she would take care of it. on the contrary, she stole my digital camera. im very certain it was her because firstly, she left the arcade in a hurry even before i played finish my game. and after which, no one else stood behind me. secondly, after i realised my camera went missing, i immediately called my mom and she came down to town to look for me. and the moment she saw my mom, she went "i didnt touch her bag" or something along that line. even before my mom could open her mouth. how is that possible? for her to know and answer what my mom was just about to ask her.
how stupid.
and in addition, she didnt apologise to me. all she did was just deny everything even though a third party could easily tell she did steal my camera. so thats the reason behind it all, why i really loathe her to the core. sorry, but i just aint that forgiving. :)
on top of just bumping into her, there was this bloody TR (trading representative/stockbroker/dealer/remisier) who pissed the hell outta me. she was so fucking rude. and i really cant stand rude people. i was assisting anna for an ESOS account when the conversation as follows occurred.
tr : eh, come here.
me (to tr) : huh? orh.
tr : help her open trading account.
me (to tr) : yeah okay.
goes over to the table to grab the application forms.me (to client) : hello. may i have your ic?
client : oh, i already photocopied it.
hands the photocopied ic to the tr.me : uh sorry, but i would need to photocopy for you again because it should all be photocopied on one page instead of two.
tr : THEN GO DO IT LAH!
like what the fuck? bitch, you had better tell me nicely because im doing you a fucking favour here. and if you aint happy, go photocopy yourself instead of standing there, trying to look all pretty. after all, youre just another old hag. no man would fancy you. urgh.
and then, after lunch came this client who just annoyed me even further. was already pissed enough with those two $%&*#! she just kept asking the same question over and over again although the question was already replied. like at least three to four times. sometimes i really wonder if she is deaf. grr.
thats all for today.
only good thing that happened at work was I HAD A FREE BROWNIE WITH ICECREAM. :D my aunt was having her birthday lunch with my uncle at fullerton so she decided to pop by and just surprise me! really didnt expect to see her. cos all my uncle said was "meet me outside dome in fifteen minutes time. i have some assignments for you to do" and i really thought he wanted to make me do some stuff. either run errands or maybe help him pick some gift for my aunt. but anyway we just sat down for awhile and i had my brownie with ice cream. hehs. but because of that brownie with ice cream, my uncle realised how orange my hair is. LOL. ohwells.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEEYEE! :D loveloveya.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ; 6:44 PM
mommy and i wore similar clothings today for work. :D both of us wore a black dress. but mine was tube top, while hers was just sleeveless. and we both wore a cardigan over. okay, mine isnt really a cardigan, but it more or less does look like one! have a look at my dressing today.
took it whilst waiting for jacinth's arrival. and i also took some other random pictures like the floor, the pillar, signboards, etc. was suuper bored lah. :D
and here is another picture!
jacinth and i at mcdonalds. :D we were piggies for today! i had like, japanese udon plus mcflurry. and jacinth had japanese rice plus french fries. hahaha.
and can you see the change in colour for jacinth's hair? well, its mahagony copper red (unsure of spelling) now. nice colour. but i think she looked better with copper hair.
and and, my hair looks suuper flat there can. it looks as though its wrapping around my face like how people wrap the popiah skin. and my face is the ingredient! :D
and and and, that reminds me. i had better book an appointment for my hair. planning to dye + highlight it specially for chinese new year! not too certain about which colour to do yet though. its either medium brown with dark red highlights or dark red with dark orange highlights. no idea how it would turn out to be like, but i personally prefer the dark red with dark orange highlights. it sounds wilder than the first option though. but well.
shrugs.what else?
oh, thank goodness ngee ann polytechnic's open house ends at 7pm on saturday. :D so we shall go over to temasek polytechnic in the morning. then travel all the way to ngee ann.
yippeee! :D
but i think i might have to visit mitch. he asked me to find him when im there. pfft. not that i really dont wanna visit him, but we really dont have much time.
UNLESS he wants to bring me out and treat me for dinner! then i wouldnt mind finding him towards the end of the open house. :D
what else?
i dont know. life seems so unexciting for now. work seems to be duller as the days go by. maybe because everything now seems like a routine. and im so sick of it. but persevere! my paycheck should be coming in at the end of this week. :D that also means
ITS TIME FOR SHOPPING AGAIN! screams.and last but not least, i didnt get to see
that stockbroker again today. RAWR.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007 ; 6:32 PM
i dont know how many of you actually treasure smiles, especially when others smile because of you. be it a joke from you, your actions, your words, etc.
but i definitely do. :)
and because of that smile, i would say my day has been really good! although the down side is that i didnt get to see
that stockbroker again today. hahaha.
yesterday night was pretty bad. couldnt contact daniel at all, which was the main reason why i felt so fucked up. on top of that, my mom went blabbering non-stop. its like, im already desperate enough here, trying my utmost best to find him, and she was there lecturing me as a substitute for him. fantastic. rolls eyes.
but well, thankfully everything is more or less settled between them both for now. i cant believe i had to actually play the role of a mother. but as i did, i looked back at my past and you know, i really felt quite horrible about myself. i guess you just have to place yourself in the other partys shoes in order to understand how he/she feels.
alright, thats all for today. its dinner time! mmm, my tummy is growlinggg. :D
RAWR!
Monday, January 15, 2007 ; 6:46 PM
feeling damn fucked up now. not blogging for today.
Sunday, January 14, 2007 ; 8:39 PM
urgh, so annoyed can. bitching with choyyoke now, via sms. but its really not enough man. i tell you, some girls just dont have this thing called class. cheap sluts. apparently, some of our dear mg girls who went over to millenium institute gave the im-so-fucking-desperate impression. yes, four girls. and what pisses me off even more is that the mg cheerleading skirt was lent out to someone from MI. what a disgrace to our school name. i wonder how the others think of mg girls now. sluts, despos, loose? yeah probably. so annoying. what the fuck is wrong with those four girls? have they not met guys before, or never interacted with any before or what? urgh, screw their fucking asses man. whatever. lets change the topic. its supposed to be a happy picture update today. RAWR.
well, nevermind, cheer up denise. :D
HERE WE GO! but first, show y'll THIS.
aww, isnt she cute? thats little kaylyn slurping up her beef noodles. taken yesterday. she was over at my place. so effing cuteee! love her. <3
and of cos, i love my dear friends too! was at melody's church this morning. only jacinth isnt in the picture!
from left to right; meryl, justine, me, melody! :D
THATS THE AHPEK ON THE LEFT! :D
us eating at mos burger. :D why did meryl hold up her drink?
so i decided that all three of us shall hold up our drinks too. :D
me & meryl! :D
we were trying out hats at heeren! and heeren changed so much. now its so boring. used to be my hang out place 2-3 years back. now its like shit.
then we went to the neoprint shop to take FREE NEOPRINTS! :D hahaha. we sound like cheapos man.
and another picture to my collection! somerset mrt. :D im so gonna take a picture at every underground mrt station in singapore.
grins.check out my dressing! something slightly different again. only similarity from the usual is the colour of my clothings. hahaha.
IM COLOURLESS! :D
Saturday, January 13, 2007 ; 2:39 PM
OH MAN, ITS A HAPPY DAY TODAY! :D
because, i went shopping with my mommy!
yayyerrs! which also means an unlimited amount of expenditure. okay, im exaggerating. not unlimited, but at least i can just buy it if i like it. and therefore, the princess spent a total of $210 on clothings alone. its basically just 2 tops, 1 pants and a jacket like thing which i would use when im wearing a spag top or tube top. :)
and i decided.
maroon shall be my theme colour for year 2007! last year was jade green for me, according to millimong. so this year will be maroon. im just suddenly into maroon. dont ask me why. black is the colour of elegance (which is one of the main reasons why black is my favourite colour), and now, so is maroon! :)
back to clothings. the two tops which i got are brown and black. yes, black again. and the pants i got is black too. for the jacket thingy, its maroon. and its seriously darn cool. its REVERSIBLE! :D hawwwtt. im so in love with it! thats it, im wearing it one of these days. maybe on friday. when i meet out with my girl friends.
speaking of em,
IM REALLY MISSING EM A HELL LOAD. :(
but anyway, id be meeting em tomorrow!
screams. cant wait mannn!
time for telly. currently watching this korean show which is related to the beach? gawd, the guy is hawt! love his bod. <3
and i feel like a playgirl now. "crushing" on that broker and this actor. oh damn it. but whatever, im single anyway. no harm done! :)
Friday, January 12, 2007 ; 7:11 PM
spent a total of one and a half hours trying to settle things out between my mom and my brother (daniel). then spent another half an hour just counselling daniel last night. gawd. that caused me my telly time! but its okay, its worth it. now things are more or less settled between them both. we reached an agreement, yadayadayada. thank goodness.
it seems that i have to always be the middleman between them both. and thats probably the only time denise actually plays the role of a peacemaker, i think?
and now, my mom and her massage lady are talking about me, in front of me. brilliant.
well, onto the main subject, which is today. okay, just allow me whine a little first. bear with it.
OMG, I SO DIDNT GET TO SEE THAT BROKER TODAY! so damn sad. but the amusing thing though, is that i dont even have a single tiny winy clue of what his name is. LOL. all i know is that he is really attractive. and his presence makes me smile. :D
secondly,
I HAD TO HANDLE AN ESTATE ACCOUNT TODAY! damn it. i dont like dealing with those accounts. because it takes a long time to complete, much thanks to the amount of application forms the deceased family members have to fill in and submit. plus, it just feels really bad when youre filling in the particulars of the deceased. somehow, there is that tinge of sympathy there. like, gawd, poor guy, he died. :(
alright, now onto the happier stuffies! :D
LI YAN IS GONNA HELP ME GET ADOBE PHOTOSHOP 7.0! which also means that im gonna start doing blogskins. after i have learnt a decent amount of how to even use photoshop and the brushes, of cos. :D three cheers for li yan! hip hip hurray! x3.
RETAIL THERAPY IS IN FOR ME THIS WEEKEND! :D gosh. i can already feel adrenalin rushing through my veins! okay, its really been some time since i last spent on clothings. or even had the time to do some shopping. honestly, the only things i have pampered myself with this year are a pair of earrings and a bottle of nailpolish, which i intend to apply during chinese new year. its dark red in colour with gold glitters. very unique, i feel.
whatever it is, shopping means love. :)
and last but not least,
TGIF! yes indeed, Thank God Its Friday! jacinth and i finally understood the meaning of that. tralalalas. im feeling happy and bouncy! the only thing that happened real bad today was not being able to meet that broker. yes, that broker. :D
Thursday, January 11, 2007 ; 7:39 PM
my apologies for not updating yesterday because blogger screwed up. so my entire entry got erased, i got so fed up that i immediately closed anything related to blogger.
but to fill in for yesterday's loss, i shall just highlight the main points which happened yesterday. :)
1. i finally started learning how to open a trading account and even started serving clients yesterday. dont really like it, but when your superior asks you to do something, you just cant say no.
2. got to know this young stockbroker (28 years old) whom i found really attractive. we did chat for awhile. he is definitely one humorous guy. made me laugh so much. plus, he practically helped me do all the paperwork for the client so all i had to do is sit there and answer his weird questions. LOL. and and, he went "you should go to ngee ann poly, because the guys there are more handsome! unless you like sotong guys like me?" then grinned. hahaha. super funny!
3. i really cannot handle chinese-speaking customers because my mandarin really is too poor. i cant even translate "do you have any experience in trading shares?" the best i could possibly go would be "ni you mei you trade shares guo?" and they dont even know what trade shares mean. wonderful, brilliant, splendid!
4. the topshop outlet @ suntec city will be closing soon. bad news. :(
another thing, i realised that working life makes you feel as though you dont have sufficient time to do everything thats considered as leisure. time just isnt enough.
its so bad.
and thats all im gonna blog. no more time to spare. msn needs me. goodbye. and till then. :D
last thing, before i end. a new equation for you all. i wonder if anyone else has thought of this. but nevermind, here it goes anyway.
trash + asshole = trasshole. :D
therefore, the next time i call anyone a trasshole, please, dont thank me. id just burst out laughing my ass off.
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 ; 7:08 PM
oh gosh, work was far busier today, as compared to the previous days. so much so that i was literally doing jobs the entire day. okay maybe not the entire day. but 6hours, out of 7 half. usually id get to slack around much more. yeahs.
and because i had so much work, i had to keep going up to the 30th floor to use ji ren's computer, which is also duncan's computer. but since duncan is on leave, till next week. felt so paiseh everytime i went up. its like "heh heh, sorry, i gotta use the computer again" T.T
but it was fun towards the end of work today! mei ee was sorta picking on jared. hahaha. cos initially jared asked me if im waiting for my olevel results, how much i think id actually get, how did i score for psle, blahblahblah. so i replied his questions and then the conversation continued with the rest joining in.
biying : oh my! i think it was like, so long since i took my psle lah. at least 10 years ago!
jared : hahahha. old already lah!
biying : mei ee even older lor!
mei ee : what what what!?
jared : biying, which animal are you born in? (zodiac)
biying : pig. { attempts to look like a pig }
mei ee : eh eh eh! you know what? i think i know why charlene and i talk to fast already. cos charlene is a snake. so she goes sss { the snake sound } and im born in the year of a chicken! so talk talk talk!
jared : CHICKEN? huh, you
gai (apparently it could mean prostitute in cantonese)
ah!
mei ee : what
gai? { pretends to get offended then starts picking on him }
mei ee is so funny. she was like "did anyone watch crime watch?" no one did. so she went "no wonder you all dunno lah! jared's face was inside lor!" and she just went on crapping. even pretended to be the news reporter for crime watch. and i swear, she can memorise everything, word for word. it was just so hilarious. i was just sitting over there, laughing my ass off.
so thats really all for today. will be meeting coocoo tomorrow during lunch time. pass him my amathematics textbook for his brother. cant wait to see how much he changed. he said his friends said he grew fatter already! :O must be because ruth has been feeding him lotsa goodies! hahahha.
another thing. im running outta clothings for office. all my clothings seem so inappropriate for work. just look at the way those people dress there. its like, wow. okay, most of them dress quite well. especially the ladies in their 20s. so thats it, im going shopping soon. probably this weekend, as my mom promised. boy am i craving for more and more pretty clothes! <3 :D
Monday, January 08, 2007 ; 8:42 PM
eugene is so gonna kill me after he sees this. but nevertheless, here the pictures goes!
from left to right; eugene, the fake lee kuan yew, someone related to eugene?
TAAH-DAAAH!who agrees with me that eugene and lee kuan yew look alike, please say I! :D
kor is just the younger version of lky and vice versa, dontcha think? hahahahha.