Monday, December 18, 2006 ; 3:02 PM
happy birthday eileen! :D
have so many questions running through my mind at present. so i decided to turn on the computer again and blog it all out in hope that i would feel better after which. but, where do i start?
lets just say, i read some stuff early this morning. should i say i feel sympathetic towards a particular someone? i dont know. unclear about that. what i do know is that i just wanna help her.
but then again, who am i to her? not even her friend, and vice versa. chatted with her once though, over the internet. but even then, we still arent considered as friends. you get what i mean? yes.
plus, the last time i tried to help her using my method of approach (not revealing my identity though), she not only didnt appreciate it, but also felt offended by my words and shot back. it seemed that the effect rebounded then. was i too straightforward? were those words too harsh for her to handle? maybe. but she really is so pessimistic about everything. she looked at someone who really wanted to help her as a bad person. like, okay? so be it, your loss, not mine.
but now, it seems that she partially agrees with some of my words. and that really makes me wanna help her even more. was feeling quite troubled the whole morning. thankfully i had hiro accompanying me. thanks! :) he told me not to bother too much. because there is no point. even if i wanna help, i wouldnt be able to. because the only person who can help herself really is herself. understand? yes. and that really is true. so im just gonna type out 3 steps you (yes you) have to follow in order to move on.
1. learn to accept your unhappy past. whatever it is. even if you may not be a christian, just remember that if God has put you to something, He will definitely pull you through it.
2. now that you have accepted and resigned to your fate, let it go. dont keep thinking about it. dont think about what you could have done, what went wrong, etc. because that wouldnt salvage the situation. its over already. OVER.
3. move on. :)
isnt as easy as it sounds, but just keep positive. yeah. thats all. id stop here.
sigh. maybe kaypohness really isnt a virtue after all, right jaimeepoks? :D LOL.
psst. im gonna have my hair cut later! at about 6pm. going down to town myself. pity me please. :D and its justine's birthday tomorrow! remember to wish her happy birthday y'll. hahaha.
