Sunday, December 31, 2006 ; 2:14 PM
the year has come to an end.
is it a good thing, or is it not?
i dont know.in retrospect, i can say with much affirmation that this year has definitely been a
blast! an uncountable amount of events (which affected me) has happened, come to think of it. and i probably changed in the process of it all. more matured, perhaps? hahaha. but certainly learnt quite a couple of things.
there are so many things which im going to miss. mgs, the amazing school which i studied in for the past ten years, or close to that. cant believe im going to have to part with it, real soon. b3, the best class ever in the whole century! filled with all my effervescent classmates. i love them so. all the noise and fun we make early in the morning before assembly, in between classes, during classes, during recesses, after school, anytime anywhere.
and then, i imagine myself placed in a totally brand new environment. yes, the polytechnic. i received three newsletters so far. from temasek polytechnic, singapore polytechnic and republic polytechnic. no idea which polytechnic id land up in, ultimately. although i think id either go to singapore polytechnic, ngee ann polytechnic or temasek polytechnic (yeah, just the three top polytechnics), but we really never know what the future holds.
is it going to be scary with strangers all around you? or is it going to be exciting, making new friends and socialising with everyone whom you meet? i really wonder how it would be like. would i dread going to school everyday? or would i love it just as much as i love mgs? i think its more of exciting to me now. but we really never know.
just last night, i was also wondering what my olevel results would turn out to be. its been haunting me much more recently. i know i didnt do my best. yet on the other hand, i did put in more effort for this major examination. didnt even study much for my prelims. what would my result be? can i get my 8points for l1r4 and 12 for l1r5? can i?
then i remember my amathematics paper. i screwed it up. or at least, to me, i did screw it up. losing that 8marks, which i could have gotten if i didnt make careless mistakes, caused me quite a heartache. but then again, im pretty confident of the rest of my paper. so would i still get my A1? or because of those 8marks, i get an A2? or what if i get a B3? id be really disappointed with myself.
february is drawing nearer. which means the results would be released in less than two months time! oh gawd, its so freaky. wonder if i would cry on the day itself, when i receive my score. cry bitterly or cry because im overjoyed?
its scary. very.
so lets not talk about it anymore.
shall now do a shoutout to all my classmates. its not gonna be that long though. :D its according to the class pullover, which is also according to our seating arrangement from the back. my name starts first on the list, so id start with the next person.
jacinth; HELLO HELLO! we have been sitting beside each other for most of the time this year huh? start of this year, at the back of the class, and towards the end, im sitting with you again at the back of the class. hahaha. thankyou for being such a great pal! its been fun hanging out with you girls. definitely. the five of us must must must keep in contact with each other. even after we get married and have kids okay! :) loveloveyou!
justine; AYE AHPEK! HELLO HELLO. hahaha. been good friends with you for about four years already! every year we are in the same class, for secondary school life man. thankyou for being so supportive all the time yeah! and we have to keep in contact still alright. yes, the five of us have to. must. by the way, i still have your ahpek video! taken at my place two years ago. hahaha. i shall blackmail you next time. :D LOL kidding. loveya.
melody; MILLIMONG! thankyou for being such a good friend and a really good listening ear. all the advices you have given to me whenever i have problems, i really do appreciate them. and not forgetting the amount of time you spent with me on certain afternoons doing follow-up! i know my relationship with God has now been drawn closer. :) last thing, like what i said in jacinth's shoutout, we have to keep in contact yeah! loveya.
meryl; HELLO HELLO MERYLEE! we too have been in the same class for four years yeah! really long already. may not have been close to you in secondary one, but am glad we became closer in secondary two onwards. id miss having a friend like you! yes you, perfectionist! hahaha. all your art, and painting of nails! LOL. id miss hanging out with you, yadayadayada. never forgotten. lovelove! :) keep in contact yes!
melodie; hey! its been nice having you sit at the back row with us. we have hung out quite a few times too. its been fun! :) and have fun with your adventures of anna thing. hahahaha.
grace; HEY YOU, THE MAD ONE! thankyou so much for travelling home with me sometimes, when my parents dont fetch me home. yeah. and all the gossip sessions we have together on the bus! girl talk, about anything random. love it! :)
mansheel; HELLO MUNCH. its been really nice knowing you and sometimes sitting with you too during literature classes in the lecture theatre. all the gossiping and girl talk we had, its been fun! :)
jamie; JAI-MEEEEE! id miss all the gossiping sessions i had with you at the back of the class during one period of time where we were sitting together man! and youre seriously quite funny lah! :)
melissa; hey! nice having you in our class this year. id always remember you for the girl who has a really loud voice. :) trust me! youre much louder than i am! haha.
shermaine; HARDO TURTLE! hahahhaa. id never forget the image of you doing the bob head thing, pretending to be meryl's mom. and how you pretended to be HARDO GAYO! its damn funny lah. and thanks for choreographing our dance! its really nice, although i never liked dancing. LOL. :D
muriel; hey! aint really that close with you, but i always see you laughing with wilder and sometimes, you make me laugh too with your jokes! you and wilder make a really good pair for floorball. :)
kimberly; OUR TARZAN! orh-yee-orh-yee-orh! :D hahaha. youre now in arizona, in the middle of the desert! i really dont know how it looks like. but well, have fun studying there yes. and remember what i wrote on your book!
yihui; HELLO YIHUI! its been nice going out to kap with you once in a blue moon. and the church event which you/cherie invited me too. yes, id never forget that. it was really quite fun yeah. really enjoyed myself. so thankyou! :)
celestine; hey! my special partner, for i dont know what reason either! but anyway, id never forget the mathematics test thing which we joined together. yeah, and it killed two birds with one stone cos we gotta pon chinese class. :D
charis; CHARIS CHOW! youre so weirddd. :D hahaha. thats what you always say to me okay! but in actual fact, youre the weird one! sometimes youre so serious, sometimes youre so full of nonsense. whoa, scary lah. but its fun playing with you, nevertheless.
faith; HELLO MISS CHEONG! hahaha. always hanging out with you during free periods. and youre the only one in b3 who actually played maplestory until level2x okay! goodness. and of cos, id never forget our little gossip sessions too. :D
gina; PREFECT AH PREFECT, learn to me more guai like me can? :D tsktsk. stop booking people, learn how to be more corrupted! thats the way a prefect should be! hahaha. and you always say my skirt is short, when its not. im going to bite you someday!
vanessa; hello vannie! aint that close to you, but well, we still do gossip with each other once in awhile. hahaha. very rare though. wait, are you still in love with 5566 and dunno what xiezhi is it? lols.
sheril; HEY BESTFRIEND! on and off bestie more like it man! we always break up and patch. :D well its been great knowing you and hanging out with you! and remember, dont let anyone know our secret - why we became bestfriends! hahaha.
shabana; shaBANANA! youve made me laugh many times with all your silly but really funny jokes throughout the entire year man. :D especially during miss ho's class! id never forget them! so sad she is going to migrate, right?
wilder; WILDER! swimming meet was fun for the very first time in my whole lifetime in mgs because of you! id never forget the "bright and sunny" chant. murphy's law really works! hahaha. and you always fall for my trick. GUAI. :D you know what i mean.
tianying; hey! you should be in england by now right? think so. though i doubt you will see this, but its nice having you in b3 and working with you for literature once. :)
hannah; hey! tsk, you have so many ear piercings. unlike me! because imma good girl. hahaha. youre like a wolf in sheep's clothings. and please, dont buy so many mangas already lah! save money. go shopping. :D
karmy; hey! widjaja! i like your surname. its so cute! its like mojojojo! but you end up making fun of my surname. so mean! :( but i still love having a classmate like you, japsie girl! yeah.
esther; "esther so beautifuuuull" quoted from our beloved miss goh. :D oh no, hope you dont see this. otherwise id see a fist flying into my face! hahaha. i just like teasing you once in awhile, although id have to end up running around the class.
eleanor; hey! you can draw really well. your art pieces are really pretty. and the class party will be held at your place on 2nd jan, so see you! :)
id end here. :D
love you girls!
Saturday, December 30, 2006 ; 2:14 PM
happy birthday antonius! :D
is it me, or has blogger changed its posting layout? ohwells. whatever it is.
just finished watching "first love of a prince" the twist at the ending was really good. :D very sweet. but before that, it was so sad. i probably used up quite a few pieces of tissue yesterday night while watching. hahaha.
and soon, id need to take off my nail polish. there goes my peach coloured nails and christmas toenails. :( all thanks to work. oh yeah, havent actually reckied the place yet. dont even know where the hell is the office. shit ass.
what more can i say? its definitely a boring day today. my period came at the wrong time. really. i really wanted to go wildwildwet today! and why did i watch The Holiday? otherwise i can go out with jacinth and whoever today. rarhh.
im bored at homeeeee.
i needa go out. outtt!
and the new year is arriving shortly. hawt! am welcoming it. :D but i wont be going over to shab's place for countdown. ohwells. sounds like im being stuck at home. yes, under a stinking rooftop. and no other shows appeal to me. damn.
Friday, December 29, 2006 ; 8:27 PM
top; justine, me, jacinth
bottom; meryl, melody
as you can see from the picture above, we were at melody's place this afternoon! :D specially to celebrate all three (jacinth, justine, melody) of their birthdays. and maybe post christmas. hahaha. so meryl and i bought the cake from prima deli. actually wanted to go sentosa today to build the cake. sand cake! but melody and meryl were saying that it was definitely gonna rain. and melody didnt really wanna go out. so we bought the cake this morning. yeahs. like right in front of jacinth. so doh. but nevermind lah. im sure she wont mind! :D
watched about two movies. pride and prejudice & just like heaven. i prefer pride and prejudice! honestly i think keira knightley (above) is quite pretty. funny thing is, she likes to wear corsets. and i thought that was the most uncomfortable piece of clothing one could possibly own. anyway, we then had the cake. meryl and i actually wanted to make it a surprise thing. but it was just kinda impossible. and melody ong! she even went "aiyah, no need to be so secretive lah" so anti-climax i tell youu! :(
oh yes. and before the birthday girls could blow the candles, the wind blew all the fire away. lol well done. :D
pressie time came next!
jacinth - huge doggie soft toy & little teddy
justine - rainbow bangles & a pink necklace
melody - two eyeshadows & two eyeliners
hope you girls liked the pressies! :D
after which, we played uno & monopoly (disney version) and ate donuts which jacinth bought back from hongkong! :D
now is a recap of yesterday.
went to vivocity early in the morning with meryl to get justine's pressies. and believe it or not, we managed to pull it off and bluff justine! :D the ahpek actually believed that meryl's mom fetched her there and that my dad fetched me. hahahaha. ahpek ah! be careful so as not to allow yourself to get cheated by those stinking bullshitters selling the oh-so-magical rock which has healing powers, so they claim. lmao.
at the same time, i bought a necklace too, when we got justine's bangles.
pretty yes? its even prettier when its worn.
until about 1.30pm, justine came. and we bought melody's pressies! actually didnt have any idea what to get for her. like honestly. clothings? accessories? then we settled on eyeshadow after someone said that melody wanted some eyeshadow from red earth. bought her eyeliners too, because she also said she wanted it the other time. when i had them applied for myself at the make up store. yeahs. :D a pity there was no black eyeliner left. so we got her a brown and a purple one.
meryl also tried the purple eyeliner actually. but at a different outlet. melody ong! we went from vivocity to raffles city link just to find you a black eyeliner alright. although to no avail, but be thankful! hahaha. oh wait, as i was saying, meryl tried the purple eyeliner. yeah and i think she seriously looked nice in it! she really should have bought it too! plus, her spectacles are purple as well. it blends, even with them on! really. and speaking of purple, i got myself a purple eyeshadow. while justine got the green. or have i already mentioned that in my previous post? oh gawd, my memory is failing on me.
here is a picture.
thats all folks.
i gotta run. continue watching my korean drama. first love of a prince. :D the prince is really charming. because i like guys with guts. i like guys who have courage. i like guys who are daring. i like guys who are bold. yeah. not exactly the bad boy type like what jacinth says. okay, maybe a little. since bad boys are usually the ones with more guts and all. hahaha. whatever man. i shall just stick to my words, stay single for the time being.
chatting with charis now, about relationship stuff. and once again, many things are running through my mind. it actually kind of reminds me of jeffrey. not that im still not over him. but the situation is so alike. and whats more amazing is that both charis and i broke up on the same day. haha would you believe that? how much more alike can we get? :D hahaha.
oh charis dear, cheer up. God has put you to this, im sure He will put you through it too. just trust in Him that He will guide you to the right path. dont worry too much about it. and if you need a listening ear, just remember that id be here for you no matter what my friend. :) loveloves;
TELLY TIME! :D
Thursday, December 28, 2006 ; 10:24 PM
ps; this is the only picture i have with you! like alone. only both of us. taken long ago (about 2 years back). seriously. cos now youve got long hair! hahaha. :D
happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday to melody,happy birthday to you!:D
now all five of us are sixteen! yeah! we so have to watch an nc16 movie
together in theatres man.
i apologise for the lack of proper updates recently. went shopping today. cant tell much in detail until tomorrow. so catch my update tomorrow! :D
but here was something really amusing today. alright at least for me. doubt youd find it funny though. im really not good at telling stories. :(
anyway i was on the mrt train, going back with justine, when suddenly there was a droplet of water which fell onto my foot. so i exclaimed loudly "what the. how come got water drop down?" after which, immediately looked up, at the roof. but saw no leak. nothing. and so i wanted to look down at the droplet of water on my foot again. then saw that the lady right in front of me was carrying a wet umbrella. OMG. and she kinda looked at me. i was like oops man! felt so embarrassed, yet at the same time really tickled by it. had to try to control my laughter all the way until i board off the train. obviously couldnt though. so ended up giggling and smiling to myself like i was a mental patient who just escaped from woodbridge hospital not too long ago. LOL. horrible.
then i went over to my uncle's place for dinner. like right after shopping. yeahs. thankfully wasnt late. no wait, im hardly late! unless i oversleep. hahahhaa. :D
had much crabs for dinner. followed on by gambling and drinking. as in, drinking wine, white wine. definitely not beer. i detest beer. yeahs. :D
and little kaylyn is growing cuter and cuter each day. she goes up to my grandma, says "shang nao jing" and then hits her head. aww man. i love kids. :D
and and, i got my bloody period. great. like right before i intended to visit wildwildwet with justine and meryl this saturday. damn it lah. :(
and and and, im gonna change my blogskin soon! just for awhile. im starting to get bored of this layout. so id use another one first then until im not bored with this anymore then id come back to this one. yeah. i swear im easily tired of things. sorry li yan! :( hope you dont mind yeahs.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 ; 9:55 PM
i hate despos.
i hate perverts.
and some asshole, who happens to have both qualities mentioned above, just added me on msn. oh God save me. now i need to bitch. charis too is occupied with the asshole, because i introduced him to her. yeah. and he even added her on msn too. we are so gonna play a fool with this guy. :D
hahahahahaha.
now im feeling high! not high as in sexually. but happy high y'know? :D OMG, THIS IS DAMN FUNNY. IM LAUGHING MY ASS OFF EVEN AS IM READING THE CONVERSATION AND CHATTING AT THE SAME TIME.
seriously, men like him should die.
and my goodness. he just asked me and charis for what? cyber-sex/chat. right. sick. go and die asshole. burn in hell you fucktard.
; 12:21 PM
had christmas dinner with my friends (classmates/schoolmates) last night. :D namely justine, wilder, charis, vanessa, chessa and angeline. yeahs. we met at orchard mrt, then headed for wheelock place. and believe it or not, this is what we saw.
yes! queues at the traffic junction. like ohmygawd. we were laughing our asses off when we first saw it. but i guess its obvious why those queues were needed. you can see from the picture how our kiasu singaporeans are rushing towards the traffic light, wanting to go go go!
and because of all these queues, charis and angeline were stuck behind. hahahaha. they had to wait for the next green light! :D thus, justine and i decided to take a picture, whilst waiting for them.
:D
and another picture!
from left to right; justine, chessa, me, vanessa, wilder.
had dinner at bigO. honestly, its not even dinner. the food there was so expensive that most of us only took dessert there. well i shared a waffle with justine. and half a waffle there costs $5.60, including tax. the size of the waffle can be seen below. :)
but it was yummy. :D
after which, its pictures, pictures and more pictures down orchard road!
charis, me, justine.
wilder, justine, chessa, me, charis.
me & justine.
charis, me, justine.
justine, me, chessa.
chessa, charis, me, justine.
and i just realised i didnt really take pictures with vanessa or angeline. ange didnt wanna take pictures, so thats understood. but vanessa? how come i didnt take pictures with her last night? aww man. :(
then we went towards paragon to take pictures, before meeting angeline and wilder who were at coffee bean. they werent interested in taking pictures with all the decos i think. :D
chessa, me, charis.
justine, me, charis.
taken with charis's phone at coffee bean. its darn cool. solarized effecttt! :D
okay, then we went home.
and on the way back, we saw the gigantic version of justine's camera. LOL. :D so cute!
two more pictures. at the mrt station. just me & justine! :D
i swear my dressing is so different from usual. but i just felt like dressing differently for christmas. and my shoulders are damn broad can. my blouse is a size bigger thanks to it. :( oh whatever. id quit whining.
present from wilder!
taah-daah!
EARRINGS! :D
id never get enough of them. love ittt! thanks wilder! and paiseh, didnt get for you people anything. o.o whoops.
Sunday, December 24, 2006 ; 9:46 PM
HOME SWEET HOME! :D
and i bet you all missed me. hahaha.
vietnam was seriously so interesting. its something very different, from singapore. pretty run down though. but nevertheless, still interesting. one thing id never forget would be the traffic. its crazy im telling you. you cant imagine how bad it is. the vehicles can come in any direction. like three hundred and sixty degrees. there are no signs indicating which direction the vehicle should be heading. the vehicles just came in all directions. north, south, east, west, you name it. thus, crossing the road was one of our biggest challenges!
seriously, thank goodness i came back in one piece, despite having to cross a couple of roads. :)
on the very first day, we basically did shopping. so unfortunately no pictures were being taken. yeahs. didnt get very much for myself. only a set of pajamas (its surprisingly two-pieced! yesyes, i decided to get it because i thought it looked really cute. and i believe most vietnamese use it to sleep too. so im killing two birds with one stone. a souvenir cum pajamas), a handbag (which looks very much like yihui's, honestly. but i thought it looked so pretty, i just had to get it) and a jewellery box (bought on the second day. handmade by the victims of the vietnam war. but it looks very pretty. especially if you appreciate art, you would love it even more! plus, you would be doing a good deed, buying the box is considered as a form of donation). :D
second day, we went to cu chi tunnel (unsure of the spelling) its where they had the vietnam war, i think. very interesting. the environment was that of a forest? just have a look at some of the pictures. check out the trapholes too. goodness. anyone who fell down would most probably have died. :(
oh they even had this little tunnel for you to go in. its original! since the war. but i so didnt dare to go in. neither did the rest of my family members. it was dark (yes, no lights at all), stuffy (the air was extremely stale), dusty (which might trigger my asthma) and warm. so yeahs. i was so stunned when i saw how it was like. really freaked me out. so much so that i quickly ran up. LOL. :D
spot me! i look dumb in that picture though. :D
and after which, we went back to the hotel room, all tired. the boys were enjoying themselves! have a look.
telly + lappie = insanity. :O
and finally, last day! just went sight seeing.
the post box office. pretty? yes, indeed.
live performance.
brother, my grandparents & cousins.
lastly,
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE! just in case i cant blog tomorrow. would most probably be out the entire day. church in the morning, lunch with my relatives, dinner with my friends. :D
goodnight.
Thursday, December 21, 2006 ; 8:17 PM
rona (my little domestic helper) helped me to dye my hair this afternoon. :D and it turned out like this.
somehow, it gives a different colour when taken at a different angle. but i think it looks more like the one below. its reddish under light. yeah. :)
and i basically spent most of my time tellying this afternoon. mom refused to let me out because we are going overseas tomorrow morning. bahh.
yes yes, and therefore this blog shall be on
hiatus for the time being. until monday! vietnam, here i comeeeee! :D gonna just visit the place, see how its like!
hmm and i just stumbled upon this quiz. check it out! :D
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspxGet to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspxThe Real You
Here is the analysis:
1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
till then.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 ; 9:00 PM
OMG I CAN FINALLY BLOG! NOW IM OVERJOYED! :D
and why do i see a santa claus popping outta the screen? and he reads "do you like santa? send me to your friends. copy the url below and send to your friends on instant messenger" right. so here y'll go. the link. :D
http://www.christmascardsanta.com/im_invite.php?sid=483406got it from jon. was checking out my mailbox earlier on. so yeahs.
before i begin blogging about today, id sing justine a belated birthday song!
happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday to AHPEK :Dhappy birthday to you!hahahhaa. now youre sixteen too! :D and this means only millimong is still fifteen!
onto today! okay, basic introduction. went out with wilder and justine this afternoon at plaza singapura. had our lunch at MOS burger, then headed towards the movie theatres where we caught The Holiday! i swear it was nice. :)
the amazing thing is. wilder messaged me yesterday whether i wanted to go out today. because she actually wanted to find a partner to watch The Holiday. and justine and i were going out today to watch The Holiday! how coincidental. :D
okay, cut the shit. next we had ice cream at gelare. (pronounced as jer-la-ray, in case you didnt know) shared a triple scoop. my pick was cookies & cream, as usual. and trust me, our ice cream looked really quite good. yes, imma sucker for ice cream! :D
makes you drool, doesnt it? :D
and thats us, enjoying! :D
from left to right; wilder, me & justine
we took so many pictures that our darling ice cream because like THIS (below) in the end.
disgusting.
then we went to vivocity! for dinner, yeah. here is a picture taken on the train. possibly the most unglam shot of wilder ever in her entire life. :D
TAAH-DAAH! but i dont know who that is, in the background.
first location was at toys r us, because wilder wanted to visit it. believe it or not, its her first time there. hahaha. :D
mmm, this picture is quite obvious. you can see the two layers for my new hairstyle. yes yes, the front is short, and around the ears, my hair is long again. oh and both sides are of different lengths. its done on purpose. :D
i just love trying out new hairstyles.following on, we went to the pet shop! and saw this extremely cute yorkshire terrier! its 3 months old. so cute. so playful. so energetic. i love it so.
it costs $2200.
mom says if i can get 5 As for my olevels, she will get me that. hah. thats like indirectly "NO, dream on" actually. but ohwells, look at the brighter side, at least i stand a chance. of 0.000001% maybe? LOL. :D
last picture! thats the hair dye i bought from watsons. gonna do it myself again tomorrow. because as you can see, my hair is like black. :(
rawr.
oh yes, and i got edusave awards! :D thats another $150 to spend on clothings, clothings and more clothings! screaaammms.
last thing. i found a dead lizard in my room this morning. it was jammed in between the sliding doors of my wardrobe. damn it gross. the best part is, i didnt even scream at all. just jumped onto my bed immediately. :)
and one more thing. speaking about screaming, i got a shock this afternoon at ps. was walking towards the bend then i suddenly saw this man with a camera. getting shocked, i shrieked. omg. then justine and i burst out laughing.
no wait, one more thing. justine and i didnt manage to enter the theatres thru the exit doors. :(
Monday, December 18, 2006 ; 7:49 PM
a new ring, along side with a new hairstyle. :)
butterfly design. love it. finally bought it! yeah.
; 3:02 PM
happy birthday eileen! :D
have so many questions running through my mind at present. so i decided to turn on the computer again and blog it all out in hope that i would feel better after which. but, where do i start?
lets just say, i read some stuff early this morning. should i say i feel sympathetic towards a particular someone? i dont know. unclear about that. what i do know is that i just wanna help her.
but then again, who am i to her? not even her friend, and vice versa. chatted with her once though, over the internet. but even then, we still arent considered as friends. you get what i mean? yes.
plus, the last time i tried to help her using my method of approach (not revealing my identity though), she not only didnt appreciate it, but also felt offended by my words and shot back. it seemed that the effect rebounded then. was i too straightforward? were those words too harsh for her to handle? maybe. but she really is so pessimistic about everything. she looked at someone who really wanted to help her as a bad person. like, okay? so be it, your loss, not mine.
but now, it seems that she partially agrees with some of my words. and that really makes me wanna help her even more. was feeling quite troubled the whole morning. thankfully i had hiro accompanying me. thanks! :) he told me not to bother too much. because there is no point. even if i wanna help, i wouldnt be able to. because the only person who can help herself really is herself. understand? yes. and that really is true. so im just gonna type out 3 steps you (yes you) have to follow in order to move on.
1. learn to accept your unhappy past. whatever it is. even if you may not be a christian, just remember that if God has put you to something, He will definitely pull you through it.
2. now that you have accepted and resigned to your fate, let it go. dont keep thinking about it. dont think about what you could have done, what went wrong, etc. because that wouldnt salvage the situation. its over already. OVER.
3. move on. :)
isnt as easy as it sounds, but just keep positive. yeah. thats all. id stop here.
sigh. maybe kaypohness really isnt a virtue after all, right jaimeepoks? :D LOL.
psst. im gonna have my hair cut later! at about 6pm. going down to town myself. pity me please. :D and its justine's birthday tomorrow! remember to wish her happy birthday y'll. hahaha.
Sunday, December 17, 2006 ; 7:42 PM
once again, am at
www.blogthings.com, trying out some quizzes. :D
and this one, made me laugh. really.
Never Date a Sagittarius |
Blunt, outrageous, and overly indulgent - a Sag is way too overwhelming for your subdued personality. While you may appreciate their zest for life, a Sag will shock you with how they truly think and act.
Instead try dating: Scorpio, Capricorn, Taurus, or Cancer |
now laugh with me people. hahahahaha. :D
guess its true. i should never date a sagittarius.
onto other quizzes! but aint posting the results up.
; 11:56 AM
home sweet home!
finally back from malaysia, afamosa. wasnt fantastic, really. in fact, out of five stars, id only give two. the water world was quite pathetic. possibly worse than our very own wildwildwet. because the queues were moving so slowly and honestly, it was really quite dirty. you wouldnt believe how long daniel and i queued up for, for the family raft. probably about an hour? because by the time we finished queueing, our clothings were nearly dry. and guess what? i got sun tanned again. my arms are so dark now! i cant stand it. :(
after which, we went bowling with the rest of my parents colleagues. along with their children of cos. and thats when my dad totally pissed me off. just after the first time i rolled the ball, which hit 7 pins, as usual, he began opening his
bloody mouth. telling me how i should be rolling the ball, how i should stand, where i should stand, etc etc. like come on, firstly, im here on a holiday, not for bowling lesson. secondly, different people have different styles. you could suggest, but just dont force me.
then i realised how temperamental i can get. for that game, when he kept making me roll the ball according to his own way, i scored a damned 13 points. wow, his method is so the best huh? thankfully he stopped towards the end of that game. and so i played my own way the next round and got 86 points. its not that good a score, but you see the big difference? my gawd. i just cant stand it when people force me to do certain things which in a way, harms me. if its for my good, id understand. otherwise, just
fuck off man. dont get on my nerves.
argh whatever.
something funny which happened.
daniel and i were sleeping. mom heard this conversation between us and then told us the next morning.
daniel : STRIKE!
denise : strike huh?
daniel : mmm.
LOL. thinking of bowling even in our dreams. the amazing thing is, we were communicating even though we were both fast asleep. telepathy between siblings maybe? :D
and just perhaps, i should take up bowling. question though is, i hardly bowl and at this age, would i be able to pick up and all? hmm. doubt it. so maybe i should just play as leisure yeah?
Friday, December 15, 2006 ; 7:30 PM
third time im blogging today! :O
taking a couple of quizzes here and there from
www.blogthings.com because eugene is afking! his eyes are hurting. aww. too bad. :D LOL.
Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
Extroversion:
You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything. |
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now. |
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural |
You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
and if you noticed, all three quizzes are related to personalities. because im in tha mood for those quizzes now! :D BYE. dinner time!
; 5:42 PM
believe it or not, i spent the entire afternoon on maplestory today. hahaha yeah. i supposedly quitted. but have been going back every now and then. because of daniel. he came back to playing since charmaine is doing so. how sweet. :)
some screen shots taken along the way.
thats the first! at garden of red 1. was training charmaine's character. when speli came over, claiming that he wanted to raid the map. LOL. mind you, speli is a guy in a girl's character. so gay right? i know. :D and that thingy which im holding, i borrowed it from him. its super cute looking!
and another shot! sparkles looking fiercer this time round. :D
next, we headed over to happyville. he was in the midst of writing a sentence. the complete sentence is "babysparkles is fuck" screw his ass. T.T
and so sparkles tried making her own name too. but speli just had to ruin it with the stars. on top of that, he cracked a seriously lame joke.
sparkles : whats with the stars?
speli : it shines
speli : IT SPARKLES
LOL whatever man. :D
evidence of him being vulgar! as usual. :D
and then we decorated an xmas tree together. :D
oh and the best part of today is, sparkles managed to level to 75. yeah finally. she has been stagnent for how many effing months? i dont know, alot, thats all i know. :D
and last screenshot!
eew! SAMUEL (yuyuhaha) AND JOEL (speli) ARE GAYING! :D LOL. that was taken about a week ago. when we went mming together. hahaha. disgusting men.