Tuesday, November 14, 2006 ; 10:18 AM
wanted to blog again last night. was fucking pissed with my dad. but what i was even more pissed with was this fucking thing called education. id elaborate on it later. it drives me up the wall. omg, someone save me! or just kill education and i would be eternally grateful to thee. :D
had extra amathematics tuition last night. it was supposedly from 7pm-9pm. but as it was the last lesson, we were all engrossed with work (and having our fair share of fun too) that we unknowingly exceeded the time by about half an hour. hey, we really didnt know. and after the extension of time, miss lai still wanted us to make sure that we didnt have any more questions to ask. so that caused a delay by another five minutes.
so after tuition, i called daddy, who was waiting below for my class to end. and i noticed mommy tried calling my handphone numerous times as well whilst i was having tuition. i swear my parents are so fucking over-protective of me sometimes that it drives me nuts too. i swear theyre both suffering from paranoia. thinking all day long that if i dont contact them by 9pm, it either means i got kidnapped or killed by some anonymous.
anyway i ran down as quickly as possible and then hopped onto the car. daddy asked how was tuition, i said it was fine and that i think i have picked up a bit of relative velocity! (yesyes, finally. last minute shit) so he went on and on and on about relative velocity and amathematics.
while i was so fucking annoyed because i already had two and a half hours of fucking amathematics and now he wanted to continue speaking amathematics with me. so i went "daddy, stop. no more amathematics. i had alot of it already" and mind you, i said it so fucking nicely that you wont even believe i said it. because usually id just ask you to shut up, when im annoyed enough.
but noo, he felt offended even so. what a sensitive man! and he was like "why cant you even talk about it?" and i just ignored him. and yes, secretly rolled my eyes too. i dont understand why he cant understand me. if you have enough of something, you just have enough and you just wanna put a pause there. its like, cant you leave me alone for awhile? gawd.
after which, i noticed mommy called my handphone again. obviously when she tried contacting daddy, he didnt bother. he thinks mom is being the paranoid one, but in actual fact, its them both. so anyway, i was like "uh how come mommy called me again?"
and ohmygawd, he just fucking shouted at me "who asked you to be so irresponsible and not call us to let us know that tuition was going to end late by half an hour?" i was like, what the fuck? so i raised my voice too. like, "i was concentrating! i didnt even notice the gawd damn time lah!" and he finally shut the fuck up. if he continued, i would have starting yelling too. i dont give respect to unreasonable people, even if youre george bush.
ohmygawd. i cant stand it. its fucking pissing me off. first they tell me not to check my handphone in the midst of class. and then they tell me to focus. and when i focus, which led to being all caught up, its my fault? hey fuck lah, wheres the justice. so tell me, what the fuck do you both want from me? ohmygawd. and even as im typing this, im rolling my eyes too. argh.
thankfully mom realised how pissed i was when i got home. you can actually tell from my face when im fuming mad. yeahs. so she talked to me in my room. well sort of. and i cant believe i used the f word twice in front of her. i dont use vulgarity in front of my parents, even though mommy knows i use them. likewise for daniel. we just dont use it at home.
i was so fucking pissed.
you wouldnt believe i was me. i could have just literally killed someone out of rashness. trust me. ohmygawd. sickening shitty asses. this is damn bloody annoying. and i told her for the second time how much education is destroying all our lives. she just doesnt see it, i think.
dont you all realise?
because of some fucking certificate, some parents who are rich enough are even willing to lose their dignity and bribe the principal or something to get into a well-known school, or maybe even pay for the certificate! i wouldnt even be the slightest bit surprised if i see it happening. damn it all.
and because of this fucking certificate, what all parents talk to their children most about would be the issue of academic grades. moods have been spoilt also because of grades, marks and everything else related to education! how many disputes and heated arguements have occured because of education. how many families might have been broken because of education.
yes, i mean it. im very certain at least one family has broken up because of it. it all starts from the husband questioning the wife why she didnt bring up their son properly such that he bothers to study and yadayadayada. and then they continue arguing about everything else to the point whereby both parties cant tolerate it anymore and they decide on a divorce.
such things do happen.
or their child could be under so much pressure that he/she decides to run away from home and never come back. because of their runaway, they might have just gotten involved with those gangsters and stuff. which could possibly lead to deaths during gang fights. thats a little exaggerated, but well, its possible.
and why does all these shit happen? because of this fucking thing called education!
till date, i still cant believe the government would place so much emphasis on this fucking shit. true, we need education in order to progress as a country. but hey, that would mean alot of us losing our happiness.
guess the world we are living in is like that now. so whatever. just make the best out of it i guess. ohmygawd.
