Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ; 8:42 PM
happen to chance upon someone's blog. wont reveal her name here. but if she happens to read this, im very certain she will know it is her blog i read.
just as much as my heart was thumping whilst reading, i somehow managed to keep my cool on the chair. my mind is so filled with many things at present, but one thing thats for sure.
he is a jerk. no wait, many of my friends have already called him that, even before this. haha. but after i read that particular entry, i more or less can tell what kind of guy he is. how naive i was, to believe those sweet nothings. how foolish i was, not to safe guard my heart. but then again, maybe it is a blessing in disguise to know it, although the hard truth always hurts. in fact, i feel like confronting this girl.
i want to know the whole truth. doesnt matter how harsh it may be. i rather know it than to be kept in the dark. and if you think it is better for me not to know, think again. problem is, i dont have her number. neither do i have her email. ohmyword. ahhwells. well girl, if youre reading this, add me on msn.
scream-outloud@hotmail.com. thankyou.
ahh and colin is the first person to know about this. he just went "arent you so happy you arent with him ?" LMAO. yes, as a matter of fact, i am glad. seriously. haha. thanks coocoo ! first smile after reading that entry. oh yeah.
i dont believe i cant let go of this jerk now. :)
from now onwards, i will live to the hilt. i will show you that im really not as weak as you think i am. even if i fall down, i will step up again. i definitely will.
i will succeed. watch me.
oh. please please, dont let me catch you on the street. your balls will suffer. :D or worse, dont let me see you in a stationary shop. i will just grab a pair of scissors and have you castrated the next moment. and no, dont blame me for being violent. you asked for it.
say it loudly, and proudly,
FUCK YOU.hahahahahaha. :D
