Sunday, October 29, 2006 ; 10:34 AM
its strange. i dreamt of him again. cant remember it in detail, but both dreams are about the same. its a conversation. something is so wrong. is the Lord trying to put a message across to me ? it makes me wonder. ohwells.
had this really funny conversation with eugene last night. stupid kor. but it made me laugh. he is always so full of shit. anyway here it goes !
eugene : im going to thailand. hope everything is alright there.
denise : haha i hope the terrorists there turn gay, kidnap you and rape you. :D
eugene : .. WTF lol, you sick sick person.
denise : am not being sick. just a little open minded by nature. :O
eugene : dirty minded you mean, sure you arent a guy ?
denise : yeah maybe i am. i might have a dick ! :)
eugene : id go fetch my microscope, id need it to see.
denise : haha shuddup. dont insult my lil dickson !
eugene : you even gave it a name ? rofl.
denise : yeah. but sshh, keep it a secret, between you and me ! :D
eugene : like hell i will, its gonna be in the straits times tomorrow.
denise : noo ! dickson is shy. if you do that, he will just dislocate himself and jump off the building ! :O
eugene : lmao. what a wild imagination.
(p.s; my words arent exactly the same. its based on my memory. i deleted my sent messages already)
and here is a picture of dickson !
yes yes, my middle finger. LOL. :D
posting this makes me feel so retarhded. but heck.
and here is a song. its rather old, i would say. but listening it last night on zennie struck me. perhaps because i can relate to it. :(
enjoy.
"Speechless"
by The Veronicas
Feels like I have always known you
And I swear I dreamt about you
All those endless nights I was alone
It's like I've spent forever searching
Now I know that it was worth it
With you it feels like I am finally home
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
You leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
Oh no
My everything to you
You leave me speechless
(the way you smile, the way you touch my face)
You leave me breathless
(it's something that you do I can't explain)
I run a million miles just to hear you say my name
Baby
You leave me speechless
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
I can't help but surrender
My everything to you
dont really listen to these slow songs actually. :)
