Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ; 4:32 PM
solid evidence to support my hypothesis that men, in general, are destructive and violent by nature.

taah-daah !
p.s; that can of lemon barley, which originally belonged to me, was squashed up by mr colin tan. :) below !

GASP GASP. who knew a guy like him would get all barbaric and treat a helpless can like that ?!
nahhs, i was just kidding. no offence taken yeah.
sigh im so effing bored right now. dont feel like studying, dont feel like playing either. so i decided to just blog some shit out. :) after all, blogging relieves stress. and at present, li yan is sending me some songs from sick puppies. i have absolutely no idea whats so great about them, in comparison to breaking benjamin. my favourite band of the year.
and i came to a conclusion that today would be considered as a happy happy day. :D three reasons which made my day, and two reasons which lead to negative effects. (that sounded strange, but nevermind) lets start off with the bad points. good things must always be kept for the last. xian ku hou tian. yes yes. something like that.
BAD STUFF1. daniel was mean to me this morning !
like suuper. i cant believe he would actually sacrifice for charmaine and not for his dear sister. grr, so nasty of him. read our conversation.
denise : hey, where are you going ?
daniel : uh out ? play lan with hakim they all.
denise : oh okay. which is like, where ?
daniel : ginza plaza lah.
denise : huh. okay. so you walking to the mrt ?
daniel : yeah.
denise : good. wait for me then. im going to the mrt too.
daniel : but im leaving soon.
denise : what time ?
daniel : probably about 8.20am.
denise : so early ? aye wait for me until 9.30am lah.
daniel : no.
denise : meanie.
then while having breakfast, i noticed daniel was on the phone. so being his kaypoh sister, i asked who was on the phone, although the answer was obvious enough.
oh wait. speak of the devil ! daniel is back.
and omg omg omg, he is drenched. with all the rain water flattening his spikey hair. eew. whats worse, he just told me who he actually went out with. grr idiot. he lied to me.
whatever. next !
2. jeffrey
yeah, still feeling all upset over this useless guy. maybe not useless, but he so isnt worth it at all. and i know that. ohwells. so i posted back the handphone chain he gave. aint too sure if it would reach him, thus i left my address on the envelope before dropping it into the box. re-wrote it in ink. initially i had it written with invisible pen. haha how creative of myself. now praise me ! but i was really afraid the item wont get posted. and if it doesnt, i would rather it gets back to me, than it sort of getting missing forever. yeah.
the amazing thing is, i saw someone today who reminded me of him. very much. but that guy looked nerdier, and more of the good boy type. blah. heck. next.
GOOD STUFF1. i got my birthday present from colin today !
haha actually its more of a special request as a birthday present. finally he agreed to take neoprints with me. :) yay ! i love neoprints. i seriously dislike taking photos with the handphone camera. reason being that once your phone gets trade in, all the memories would be gone. and no more ! and my memory really is failing on me. sometimes i cant even recall how some of my friends look like. haha imagine that. so yes, neoprints. they make me happy. thanks coocoo !
2. i just found out that my olevels schedule isnt all that bad after all ! when i first got it, i was actually whining about why my olevels end so late and so on. but after knowing that colin's ends like, 5 days later, im pleased. very. :) and i cant wait till the olevels are over. its like, oh my goodness, freedom ! then it will be time to fulfil my wishlist. like going to vivocity, having a chalet at sentosa, movie marathon, sleepovers, and maybe a drinking session until we all get drunk. haha. oh dear, this is getting me excited !
3. i have improved !
as in, last night, i coincidentally entered my parents room while they were watching the korean drama stairway to heaven again. then it was the scene where sangwoo broke open his necklace and placed her necklace inside it before clipping it back. at that point, i just remembered jeffrey. because he told me once that he bought that set of necklace for himself and his ex girlfriend, which is now burried somewhere in pasir ris. yeah. and the thing is, even after going back to my own room, i didnt shed a single droplet of tear. :D though the sadness is still there. but, improvement ! really. and i felt so proud of myself. like yay ! accomplished a little at least. and this little bit before the olevels is good enough. least i dont need to worry about getting emo. which i so totally detest. i would rather have myself feeling bright and cheery everyday. and this really is the thing which made my day today.
no matter how bad things get, just keep looking at the positive side of it. even though my dad disagrees, for a stupid reason.
alright im off. have blogged quite alot today. till then !
