Monday, October 23, 2006 ; 3:32 PM
dont think it sank into me yesterday that he is now attached with another girl. i feel the pain very much more today, especially after yuwei double confirmed it. very painful. is it just me or does it really feel as though the heart was being pierced through ? that sharp pain. its killing me. i feel like crying, but im still suppressing it. i mean, i shouldnt be crying for a jerk, right ? and its not just that pain. that uncomfortable feeling that he is with someone else, its just so horrible that i actually puked my lunch out. LOL. laugh at my stupidity.
