Thursday, October 19, 2006 ; 6:43 PM
just checked my received files. and saw something i shouldnt have seen - the shockwave flash object he created as a happy first month anniversary. and foolishly, i opened it. what happens after which is self explanatory.
having this emotional rollercoaster is taking away my confidence in letting him go. but then again, if the Lord has put me to this obstacle, He will put me through it. right ? okay cheer up denise. you arent gonna die. :) thank God. haha.
