Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ; 6:09 PM
first and foremost, a big thank you to colin, for lending me a listening ear last night. :) really do appreciate it. thanks pal. and as promised, for the time being, we will encourage each other and work on putting all these things aside.
once again, i got pretty emo last night. this really isnt my usual self. in fact, i loathe getting all emo. because on a third party's side of view, you would just seem all so pathetic. and you would perceive yourself to be all helpless. but then again, that really is how you feel when you get so depressed.
i really wonder where that denise is. it feels as though i have lost myself, at times like these. and its not exactly a very good thing. hmm like i mentioned, at the state im in, i probably wouldnt be able to do my utmost best for the olevels. believe it or not, i can score 90% when im in a fantabulas mood. and on the contrary, a horrifying 59% when im upset. blah.
enough, enough. no more going on. otherwise my mind would go dancing around like oooh-lalaaa ! :D
speaking of studies. i went to school early this morning (okay not that early. reach school around 9.45am) to "mug" with the girls. trust me, it was so not productive at all. we ended up having girl talk. i asked hardo turtle about her ex boyfriend thing and once she started, we never stopped. LOL.
and by the way, hardo turtle is hardo gayo, who is hengsher, whose real name is shermaine heng ! :D it was damn funny. she bobbed her head like a turtle today, while trying to imitate meryl's mother. so that should be more than sufficient to explain her new nickname. hahaha.
thats all folks. shall end here. im way too busy to continue. really. there are so many people chatting with me on msn. its driving me nuts. like literally. so bye.
