Monday, October 16, 2006 ; 8:04 PM
praise the Lord now that there aint school anymore ! :) think i study a hell load better, in terms of focus and attention span, as well as rate of absorption, when i aint in class. so seriously, thank God there aint school anymore.
met up with colin again, at the jurong regional library. (wonder if cel was there too today) but anyway we were on the third floor. and joke of the day is, mr colin tan had absolutely forgotten that 4 x 5 = 20 ! haha. super funny. this aint meant to insult or offend him in any way though. so he worked on his english composition followed by emath fys, while i did my physics tys. am so glad i actually started on my physics. like wow ! :D in case you didnt know, i loathe physics. its the most boring and dry subject ever, after social studies. heh heh.
after about two hours or so, jon came to join us. he was supposedly having classes when i messaged him. but being the goody-too-shoes girl, as usual, i suggested that he ponned class and joined us at the library. and well, he took the idea. so he came. and for the first time, colin and jon met. :D psst; they both exchanged comments on each other ! aint gonna say it here though. but jon knows colin's comment on him. cos coocoo said it out when we were in the lift.
and trust me, jon is very destructive by nature. even he admits so. after colin left, jon and i headed back to the library. where i was supposed to study and he was supposed to read the book which he got off the shelf. but, he ended up destroying his compass. as in, the one which is found in your mathematical set. he pierced holes through here and there and poof, the compass looked more like a hammer rather than its original shape. :) goodness gracious.
oh. that reminds me. when we went to the jurong entertainment centre for lunch, i met this bitch. okay, not really met. but i sort of bumped into her. she was wearing a white sleeveless top, probably thinking she looked so fucking hot in it. when obviously she didnt. together with pants i believe. omg, i was just queuing up in front of that bitch at the drink stall. then the aunty asked her what drink she wanted. and you know, whenever people are talking to someone else, we girls sometimes like to kaypoh and turn our heads to whoever they are speaking to yes ? so i did that. and she gave me this face. as though she was doing a body-check for me. scanning down my clothings or something. or maybe even trying to see if my boobs are bigger than hers or not. (honestly she had a minimum C cup, which is the cup size im wearing. although i only wore a B cup today because i felt like it) and after which she gave me that "ouh, okay" kind of look. so i was pretty, if not extremely, turned off by her. i totally hate it when people scan through me. maybe its because im self-conscious ? no, im not. okay, perhaps its just my bloody period which caused much moodswing today. especially each time i look into the mirror, and gasp with horror at the pimples which broke out a couple of days before my period. oh damn it. well, back to this bitch. and as she and her friend walked out of the foodcourt, i noticed she told her friend something and then her friend looked at me. you know, when girls gossip ? like ugh, bitch. fuck off man. but then again, i too had my fair share of bitching about her. not really. i just complained a twee bit to colin. and then to jon. :D
another thing. i didnt know daniel was ice skating in the jurong entertainment centre ! otherwise i would have gone up to visit him and his friends. after all, we were already there. then he could have met jon and colin. ohwells. maybe its fated that we didnt meet outside home today. anyway i see him all day round. doesnt really make a difference whether we are meeting out of home or at home. :)
then home sweet home. i came back and started mapling. because jon thinks i study too hard. when he hasnt seen the rest of my classmates yet. they mug the shit outta their asses. okay. that sounded a bit crude. but its not like i dont use such phrases. so hmm, nevermind. pardon me ! :D and then on maple, when i was screaming at "loony" as he got this suuper kage with really good statistics (doesnt matter if you dont understand all these). so yuwei thought i was calling "looneytoons" which is dave. and then awhile later, yuwei pm-ed me telling me that his maple wife divorced with him because of this guy called looneytoons. which is dave. i was like, omg. okay, dave is my ex boyfriend. and i really doubt he was serious with me, even though i was quite serious with him. or at least, i had feelings for him. you know the type where when he feels upset, you feel so depressed just because he is upset ? yeah. even though we were just friends and even before i had feelings for him. anyway, that isnt my point. okay. if dave is now dating yuwei's girl, doesnt that make him a flirt ? like, omg. if he wants to date her, he better make sure he is serious with her. otherwise i will just kick him in his balls the next time we meet on the street. (as if we will ever meet. but yeah, if we happen to, then yes) that asshole deserves some punishment. one day, he will get his retribution. but then, if he really is serious about yuwei's girl, then i sincerely wish them both all the best from the bottom of my heart. :D and i would even support them, even though yuwei is my friend. but hey, yuwei only married her in maple. not like they both know each other in real life, i think. but yuwei's girl does know dave in real life. so ohwells. doesnt matter. aint really interested in finding out about his life, but if the information comes along the way, i would say why not listen to it ? its called girls and their gossips. and
kaypohness is a virtue, right jaimeepoks ? :D
speaking of relationships get me all upset over again. and i just read li yan's blog not too long ago. she too isnt having a good time, thanks to wengyu who is my brother's friend. grr, men. and jon has been the only person who figured that i was putting up a fake front this afternoon. beneath all the smiles is really a depressed denise. :(
ohwells. how much worse can things get ? it will get better, someday. :)
