Monday, August 14, 2006 ; 4:56 PM
mathematics paper two was okay today. i mean, its do-able, but very tedious. hopefully i can get my a1. that is, if i dont make any careless mistakes. i really need the a1, badly. ):
since there was only mathematics paper two, i was released from school early. came home and mapled (been suffering from maple-crave alrite) then i trained his character from 18% > 66% lele was nice, she allowed me to leech off her when i was bathing. and she even gave his character free potions. think id get her something too. after all, i believe a nice person always gets his/her rewards. so ive been playing since i got home, until about half an hour ago. my mood was destroyed. right now, all i can say is im fucking confused. i dont even think he knows the reason behind this. should suppose what i think isnt right is fine with him. so he doesnt feel it. or maybe like all other girls, im just being overly sensitive. i dont know. i need some time to chill off and then think through it properly. at this state of mind, i doubt i can even think straight. actually, i only got really confused after xiong mentioned something. before that, it wasnt so bad.
but in any case, there are a few people id like to thank. after reading my msn, they offered a listening ear. aaron, terence and enggie. thanks you guys. :D and although i dont really know aaron too well (just gotta know him two days back), i guess he is quite a nice guy too. even sent me what he terms as a "happy" song, in hope that id cheer up. thankyou, i appreciate it. who knows, i might gain yet another good friend. :D im glad the world isnt only filled w heartless souls.
and screw the asshole (enggies "FRIEND") ! quit pretending like you didnt know. he alr told you before hand. you fucktard, get lost man. just dont piss me off when im in a foul mood. otherwise youd just be my scapegoat. :D
think i should stop blogging. maybe id call him tonight. throw everything out or something. but confessing your true feelings isnt as easy as you think it is ! so we will just see how things go yeah. one thing thats for sure, denise wont collapse so easily, over such a matter ! :D smile, denise ! smile !
