Thursday, August 03, 2006 ; 5:19 PM
i hereby declare my love for marinas cookie monster ! hahahaha. it so uber cute. just love it. and we all look funny w it on our heads, for some reason or another. yepps. so, there is something going thru my mind now, which is quite disturbing actually. therefore i decided to blog it out. :D sadly i cant write it all out. i know the person involved would most probably be reading this entry. so yeah.
dont you think we human beings are extremely quirky ? the things we say or vow about and what we really do sometimes contradict each other. in fact, its most of the time. i knew about something a long time ago and at that time, i really felt that everything was okay. even added that i wont feel jealous about it in the future or something for that matter. yet, here i stand right now, feeling kinda upset and well, jealous. its pretty foolish of me. dont ask me why im feeling this way right now either, cos im totally clueless. i dont know. i just, i dont know. and its not the first time im feeling this way. second time alr. do i really have that little trust and faith for the people around me ? even the close loved ones ? i wonder. whatever it is, id just leave it all to God. He knows whats best for me. right now, id just shut my mouth and watch how things go. its so difficult typing out my thoughts now. sheesh. forget it. i give up blogging about this. hahahaha. see ya guys. and study hard ya'll ! prelims are up and coming. :D
