Thursday, August 31, 2006 ; 9:09 PM
finally got the pictures taken by justine today.
gonna put up just a few. and they will be re-sized to fit my blog and all, thus alot blur-er. you could ask justine for the original though.
so first and foremost, presenting the front view of ms ho's car !
yes ms ho, you are simply fabulous ! :D
and the back windscreen !
admiring our work ? had better be. hahahaha.
this picture is funny ! :D just look at it.
i was inside ms ho's car. :D my hair looked really bad. just look at THAT.
thats the six of us ! :D
from left to right;
MERYL (wearing her mother's yellow and orange short dress which she tucked inside her jeans), MELODY (wearing a milky pink and white striped body hugging shirt with a long black skirt), ME ! (wearing my new hot pink and white polka dotted baggy tee with baggy black pants), JUSTINE (with a lime green spaghetti strap which she covered with her black cardigan and jeans with a pink retro belt wrapped around it), JACINTH (white body hugging top and white skirt which has two black strings tied around the middle of it) and MELODIE (wearing a green sleeveless long dress and a black and white belt)
a closer view of our faces. :D i love these girls !
then we went over to ms bong's house, where we took even more pictures. mainly of issac, of cos. hahaha. he is so cute !
aww, sucking his thumb ! :D
i like this picture. he is like, squinting his face. so cute ! :D
baby issac and his drop-dead cute smile ! :D aww.
so young and using a mobile phone ? o.o LOL
mother and son look alike ? hmm.
and the last picture !
in case you havent figured out, she was trying to get him to stand up. cos we were leaving. so she had him up to send us off. :D yepps. thats all folks. till then.
; 6:15 PM
daniel just
pissed the hell outta me.
fucking shit.
i just began blogging and just becos he wanted to use the computer, i had to give in to him. otherwise id be seeing his
bloody rude ass-ed face the whole night. just felt like giving him two tight slaps on his face. like wake up dude, this isnt the way you should be treating your older sister.
and you know what ?
thats what i
hate most. (okay, not the most, but ranked top few on my hatelist)
to feel like im commanded to do something.
i dont owe it to anyone. so you fuck off.
and in addition, we (my boyfriend and i) havent communicated for the past, lets see, nearly 6 hours. im missing him so badly.
urgh. forget it.
shouldnt be getting too pissed at daniel or miss my baby too much. gives me wrinkles. so yes, i shall smile. :D and start perking up to blog more positively.
but, gahh, i think my mom saw all the
f words i typed above. she was behind me and i forgot to minimise this screen while talking to her. LOL. heck it, not like she doesnt know i use it. and coocoo just went "class dumdum..class" right thanks for reminding me huh. :D
well, shall not divert any further. back to today !
its teachers day celebration. before that was
supposedly acers (whatever the spelling) day. it rained this morning, so the exercise was cancelled off. had class time instead. actually, we were pretty disappointed to know that it rained. not becos of the aerobics, but becos if it rained, we couldnt
decorate ms ho's car. ):
thankfully the Lord was kind to us, once again. He stopped the rain and we managed to
do our thing. it was hilarious, i tell you. we literally used rags to wipe the water off her car and then stuck the two mahjong papers. one at the front windscreen, the other at the back. and in addition, there was the huge red ribbon. hahahaha. so you could imagine her facial expressions. if you cant, just think about yours. hers is probably similar. :D
and the best part is, she allowed me to drive her car. hahahaha. she actually passed me her car keys. and i stupidly used the key to open the drivers seat instead of just pressing the button. how dumb i can get. but i must say her car was comfortable. more comfortable than my dad's. really. :D
after which, it was more or less time to get released off school. so we headed over to ms bong's place. to visit baby aiden ! aww, he is so cute. but the elder one, issac, was even cuter ! his smile is contagious. i swear. it just makes you smile, naturally ! and justine will be sending me the pictures she took. so after she sends it all, i might post some up. provided im not too lazy. :D heh.
left ms bong's house at about 1.45pm then the four of us (me, justine, melody and meryl) went to westmall to watch
the devil wears prada. it was great ! :D honestly i wouldnt mind paying to watch it again. so much fashion. the clothes were OMFG. indescribable. you guys must watch it yeah.
oh dinner time. i must go. bye !
Wednesday, August 30, 2006 ; 9:10 PM
like finally, the end of prelims. :D rejoice !
things hasnt been too good lately, i must say. my girl intuition is acting up again. i feel .. nevermind, i shall not mention it here. or rather, i shouldnt even say it out. just let nature take its course. im sure in time, things will start to surface. but then again, this is just my intuition. so i dont know, i really dont know.
so anyway. i felt that the chemistry paper was average on the whole. the multiple choice was pretty difficult. but paper two was definitely on the easy side. :D thank God ! and oh yes, that reminds me. i went to paragon with mommy for retail therapy just now, in search for my retro clothings. and omfg, they had retro clothings. like quite a lot ! its really unusual. so while shopping, i kept going "thank God, thank God" and i think the salesgirls probably thought i was mad or something. but anyway, i bought an oversized hot pink & white polka dotted top. its rather long, but thats alright, since im going to wear black pants. that should be retro enough right ? with all the accessories too. actually i wanted to get a black and dark purple one, but too bad, they didnt have. oh and i tried on this white and multi-coloured polka dotted dress. i loved it. mommy thought i looked okay in it. but daddy said i looked fat and short in it. i was like. what the hell. o.o but i think id be going on a diet with charis after the olevels. hahahhaa. low-carb please. but then, its like, oh gosh, i cant sacrifice all the food in this world. especially chocolates ? like godiva, etc. its a to die for ! and i spent like $2.50 on one piece of chocolate just now. its worth it though. i mean, i enjoyed nibbling on it. lol. :D what else ? oh yeah, i bought two panties. yaynessness. hahahaha. one black and one red ! the very first red one i own. cool.
okay i dont feel like blogging anymore. so see ya.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006 ; 4:26 PM
oh yeah, this rocks. one more paper to go. that is, chemistry. :D
and problem when you surf the internet is that you can never put a stop (unless youre very disciplined, which is exactly the opposite of me i must admit) so surf surf surf and i came across this site which got me annoyed.
I am worth $1,690,852 on HumanForSale.comi cant believe im only worth THAT amount. sound so cheap lah. bill gates can easily buy me at that price. rarhh. ): thats it, im gonna study.
Monday, August 28, 2006 ; 7:51 PM
just yesterday i praised daniel and he got into trouble today. well done. apparently he was messaging charmaine in class. and was caught by his teacher. how stupid right ? and whats more, he didnt feel anything after his handphone was confiscated. in fact, all he cared about was that handphone chain given by kylie.
so today, id give some little tips for ya'll if you wanna sms in class.
1. dont even try messaging in class unless you can type fast.
reason being that if you cant type fast, it shows that you arent exactly familiarised with the keypads. you should be able to type accurately without looking at your phone. and denise mastered it since primary six. :D
2. pick a comfortable position !
when i say comfortable, i mean comfortable sitting position (preferably a position which you normally sit) and there must be a place where you can hide your handphone. just in case you nearly get caught. it would be best if you manage to chuck your handphone in your bra or something. but that only applies to us girls, so nevermind.
3. do not have your handphone facing you.
the reason should be obvious enough. handphones give out light and if you dont wanna get caught, turn it away from your face. and whats worse, if you wear spectacles. imagine the reflection ! omgosh. wouldnt wanna imagine.
okay just three main pointers. wont mention anymore. i have to study for my physics. rarhh. its so boring for goodness sake.
and this is a call for all 4b3'06 people.
GO AND READ YIHUIS BLOG ! :D
www.blue-whales.blogspot.comif you dont have the password, get it from me.
just message me or something. id reply asap.
Sunday, August 27, 2006 ; 9:28 PM
daniel has become more gentlemanly lately. im glad.
; 1:05 PM
oh yes.
check out these hairstyles.
then tell me the definition of outlandish.
our stylish haircuts are nothing, compared to these.
; 11:23 AM
just looking at the date makes me happy. :D why so ? well, its coming to the end of the month. and thats when my prelims end ! yaynessness ! like finally. but still, there is physics and chemistry. pfft. the two subjects which give me pressure.
and yet another newsletter received from tickle.
http://web.tickle.com/tests/celeblook2/index.jspDenise *, your celeb look is inspired by Keri Russell
From the small screen to the silver screen, you've got plenty in common with this adorable actress. Like Keri, you're charming and sincere, with a sweet disposition and great personal style.For you, staying stylish is likely to be as much about feeling great and enjoying yourself as it is about what you wear. That's why you're not one to follow outlandish trends. After all, you'd much rather wear your clothes than have them wear you. By keeping it simple, it's your unique self they'll remember. Way to go!
trust me, i have absolutely no idea who that keri russell is though. LOL. :D
so, this morning, i was catching up with the
current affairs in singapore. so called. reading the
old newspapers to be exact. and two articles annoyed me. one if titled 'earthlings reel on finding that Pluto is just a dwarf' and the other is 'school says rules are clear-cut'
lets talk about pluto.
okay, first and foremost, i cant believe that theyre
demoting pluto to a dwarf planet. like what the hell. its my favourite planet for goodness sake. ): and its the smallest, cutest. this is irritating. and after all these years of making us learn about the
nine planets ? yikes. i dont know. so, after accepting pluto as a planet, theyre now downgrading its status, to leave just eight classical planets in the solar system. well done.
and now, there is even a new definition of a planet, and of a dwarf planet. lets check it out.
a planet is a celestial body that must be in orbit around a star while not itself being a star. it has to be large enough in mass (5 x 1020 kg / diameter > 800 km) for its own gravity to pull it into a nearly spherical shape and have cleared the neighbourhood around its orbit.
on the other hand, a dwarf planet is similar to what has been termed 'minor planets' right. and at present, there are two other planets joining pluto. ceres and xena.
rarh. pluto doesnt get any respect !
pluto is so cute lah. why do they have to demote it ?
and to make things worse, the article on students hairstyles.
hey, i really dont understand why schools have to put up so many rules. what exactly is the main purpose of holding a school ? what exactly is the main purpose of sending us to school ? WITHOUT A DOUBT, ITS FOR EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES. (duh !) thats why i dont understand why schools have to interfere even with our physical appearances. so what if we decide to keep outlandish hairstyles ? so what if we want to have long, buffed or even painted fingernails and short skirts and low badges and ankle socks and many many more ?
i dont see what is wrong.
firstly, when students have all sorts of funky hairstyles and appear to be what most teenagers term as trendy, it doesnt neccessarily mean that they are
paikias you know ? or those type who cant study. thats so not true. its a stereotypical statement which has caused us all to forgo our passions for trends. just think about it. what has hairstyles got to do with academic results ? theyre like worlds apart. good heavens.
secondly, its the adults who have created this image where teenagers who enthusiastically keep up with trends are considered as
useless. well even if that isnt true, one thing thats for sure is that my mom has
that type mind set. but i believe majority of the parents have that too. if ya'll never began with these, people in our generation would be free to have any hairstyle we like. and why do you say these funky hairstyles are for
useless souls ? give me a reason. one that would make me surrender and have me shut my mouth. plus, i dont think looking trendy tarnishs a schools reputation. like i mentioned, its all about perception. if people slowly accept and adapt to changes (in terms of thoughts), i dont think we would have a problem anymore.
lastly, i think we should all be given the freedom to choose how we want to look. agree ?
to sum it up. there are three points altogether.
1. hairstyles do not affect our academic grades.
2. hairstyles were stereotyped by those ancient people (and its not true !)
3. its
OUR hair.
* what i cant believe is that certain secondary school students are under in-house suspension for having inappropriate hairstyles.
super funny. :D
what has rules become ?
seems to me like its getting more and more
unreasonable.
Saturday, August 26, 2006 ; 9:54 PM
omgosh. this is like the fourth entry for today ! yikes. but i was really sick and tired of studying chemistry, so here i am.
decided to log into my friendster ! found this. its posted by tina. :D
Message:
[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[x] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/ wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
T O T A L: 6
[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer and laptop in your house.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[?] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
T O T A L: 9
[x] You have over 50 friends on Friendster.
[x] You have pictures on myspace.
[x] Your parents let you have a Friendster
[x] You have no problem in your studies.
[x] You collect something normal.
[?] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[x] You look forward to going to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You do something after school at home/outside.
[ ] You always pass ALL the subjects in exams.
T O T A L: 8
[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[?] You are happy with your appearance/looks.
[x] You aren't self-consious at all.
[x] You have friends.
[x] Your parents working salary monthly is more than $4000.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.
T O T A L: 4
[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You've gotten awards/prizes/trophies before.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You dont have any enemies at all.
[x] You are Happy that you're living.
T O T A L: 9
GRAND TOTAL : 36 x 2 = 72
Now count the number and multiply by 2.
Then repost saying 'My life is __% happy'
so my life is 72% happy. :D
oh and earlier on, i was playing with the hulahoop. (havent touched it for a long time. so i cant get it up to my neck and down to my waist again. boo) its what i call multi-tasking. losing weight and memorising at the same time. :D i totally rock.
and bite the fats.
be a cannibal today.
thats nonsense. :D
; 8:29 PM
cant believe im blogging again, within such a short period of time.
but in any case, i happened to come across this website.
http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvenjoy.
Paranoid (moderate)
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant. They usually shift blame to other people and tend to carry long grudges.
Schizoid (low)
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. Unlike avoidants, schizoids genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived by others as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."
Schizotypal (moderate)
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.
Antisocial (moderate)
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. Antisocials tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.
Borderline (low)
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing injury to their own body. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. Borderlines think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.
Histrionic (high)
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.
Narcissistic (moderate)
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.
Avoidant (low)
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. Avoidants are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidants yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.
Dependent (low)
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. Dependents often remain in abusive relationships. Over-sensitivity to disapproval is common. Dependents often feel helpless and depressed.
Obsessive-Compulsive (low)
While Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder (OCDP) sounds similar in name to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder, the two are markedly different disorders. People with obsessive-compulsive personality disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.
omgosh. i have so many moderates and highs. compared to his. he has everything all LOW ! wow. :D
daniel was being retarhded again, trying to read what im typing 'with the help' of a binoculars. LOL mars is appearing tonight ! around midnight, i recky. so check it out.
; 7:45 PM
just received an email (from i dont know who, cos i dont specialise in memorising emails and such).
the email was entitled "Which baby are you?" so you could roughly guess what the content was about. :D
JanuaryPretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
FebruaryAbstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MarchAttractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic....... Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
AprilSuave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.
MayStubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
JuneYou've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!
JulyFun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AugustOutgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying....... in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent Strong willed. A fighter.
SeptemberActive and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
OctoberLoves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer....... Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
NovemberTrustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
DecemberThis straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.
honestly, i dont think its true at all. hahahaha. and by the way, im an october baby ! :D
; 3:12 PM
happy sweet sixteen meryl ! :D
okay the Lord has been fairly good to me today, and therefore i shall be thankful.
just came home about an hour ago. went out with my family to waffletown. :D yay i love that place. had lunch there cos of tuition earlier this morning. otherwise i wouldnt travel all the way to balmoral just to have lunch there. its quite a waste of my precious time, since i dont live too close there.
oh bother me. there are so many people chatting with me on my msn messenger. im trying to blog in peace. there is so much for me to do within a limited time. sort of. i need to get my afternoon nap soon. and am trying to restrain myself and not label them as
irritants for the time being. self control, denise.
and i forgot to blog this yesterday. daddy was really sweet. he tried to search for the bottle of incanto dreams (the perfume from salvatore ferragamo) for me at the arrival hall in the airport yesterday. unfortunately, the sales girl claimed that it is only available at the departure hall. ): there goes my bottle of perfume. and my dear bill gates hasnt chanced upon my blog,
yet.
here is a picture of incanto dreams. i dont know if you share the same feelings as i do, but the bottle itself already makes you wanna buy it !
there. it is gorgeous, isnt it ? actually incanto charms has the exact same design, i think. just that it is blue in colour. lets compare.
okay there is a slight difference. charms doesnt have the yellow butterfly on the bottle, while dreams does. and charms seems more
complicated. or so i feel.
and another picture !
im using that perfume at present. :D have the other jennifer lopez perfume too. its called glow, for your information.
a pity i dont really fancy it. its just not my type. and honestly i think it makes me smell like a cheap whore. dont ask me why, i just think so !
i think perfumes are essential for us girls. not so important for guys, but i guess it would be good if guys wear them too. okay firstly, perfumes boost our confidence. when you smell good, you feel good and somehow or another, if you are observant enough, you will be surprised with the way you project yourself. the way you talk, the way you walk, the way you speak. :D and secondly, i think girls who smell bad are really turn-offs. as in, its just disgusting for a girl to smell of perspiration. for guys, its more understandable, for some reason or another. maybe its just my perception. but heck it, its my blog, my say. and thirdly, when you wear a good perfume *, even when you perspire, your sweat glands wouldnt smell as strong. if you get what i mean. on the other hand, when you dont put on perfume, and perspire, your stink is more obvious. its true ! thats what i noticed, after taking p.e.
* the definition of a good perfume (in my personal opinion); a perfume which can last for a few hours. probably for about 4 hours or so. and when it is mixed with your sweat glands, the scent is still there, although not as strong as before. and these perfumes usually cost quite a fair bit. lets say, seventy on the average. my jennifer lopez (still) costs around there. i think its considered cheap, compared to others which can cost a hell load more. :D yeah. and one thing about cheap perfumes. the scent changes over time. initially it smells good. but after awhile, its gross please. an example would be those cheap cans which can be easily purchased even at ntuc fairprice. impulse. frankly, even my brother uses better deodorants.
okay enough on perfumes. they make me sound bimbotic, for goodness sake. and i should stop here for today. still have to reply ambers email. sometimes, it really puzzles me as to why i even bother replying. after all, we arent friends any more. but even then, i guess she does deserve my sympathy in some ways. not trying to say she is that pathetic, but well. its complicated. wont attempt to explain. till then.
Friday, August 25, 2006 ; 5:27 PM
just a gentle reminder. it is meryls birthday tomorrow. so those who havent wished her a happy sweet sixteen, please do so ! :D turning sixteen is a once in a life time thing. and what gets me jealous is the fact that she can now legally watch nc-16 shows while i still cant ! pfft.
okay, cut the shit. so, we had chinese paper two today. and frankly speaking, i felt that the close passage was damn difficult can. totally lost touch with the language. this is bad, since i would be re-taking for my olevels. gahh. heck it. whatever. :D making myself frustrated would only mean id get more wrinkles next time as im ageing. yes yes. so smile !
after which, we lured meryl into the canteen and gave her a surprise ! :D actually she felt something was fishy when we crowded around the table, but continued heading towards our direction anyway. then melody and justine prounced from a corner with the cake ! yay ! to think we managed to pull it off, without her finding out in the end. GO
brotherSISTERHOOD ! LOL this melissa kept saying us six were brotherhood. excuse me lady, i dont have a dick. hahahahha. :D
and meryl just spoke to me on msn.
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>Victory over oneself is the greatest of victories says:
oh... see my picture?
<>Victory over oneself is the greatest of victories says:
hot or not?
<>Victory over oneself is the greatest of victories says:
hahaha
deníse ! ♥ incanto dreams. says:
LOL obviously not. :D
hahahaha typical meryl ! therefore our hypothesis is right. the lip gloss would definitely be put to good use. the art of seduction ! lets give it up to meryl lee, the professional at it. LOL
and my dearie just gave me a heart attack can. read the following
_Lost says:
u noe
_Lost says:
our love relationship wont hv a gd ending
_Lost says:
noe y?
deníse ! ♥ incanto dreams. says:
uh ?
_Lost says:
u really wanna noe?
deníse ! ♥ incanto dreams. says:
why ?
_Lost says:
cos...hais
_Lost says:
cos....its wont hv a ending ma
_Lost says:
HAHA
deníse ! ♥ incanto dreams. says:
NONSENSE. LOL
he is so cute. :D so so cute ! but yesterday night, HE WAS PMSING AGAIN. LOL no lah, im joking. oh and that reminds me. during the commendation award (condemnation award, more like it) there was this primary school teacher who was so fucking bitchy. i cant stand her. used to think she was nice and all, until today. joanne and her friends (currently in primary six) asked if they needed to wear their brownies uniform during the actual ceremony and she just went "of cos. stupid question" i was like. hello ? youre a teacher. you shouldnt be reacting so harshly at them. moreover, teachers do impact our lives. their words and actions will influence us. and another thing. i thought it was really rude of her to answer back like that. plus, it was an immediate reaction. so i conclude that she didnt even give any thought before she actually shot back at them. i dont think anyone would like to be answered rudely, especially when youre just trying to verify something. it just got on my nerves.
oh and i had a 'gossip' session with colin this afternoon. during the interval after we celebrated meryls birthday and before the commendation award rehearsal. ahh i cant believe im still not over it. LOL ! thinking of it just makes me insane please.
okay. that should be about all. i must go. its napping time ! :D shall sleep from 7.40pm to 9.30pm or something. then i will have energy to burn midnight oil to study and chat on the phone with him ! yay ! nites ya'll.
Thursday, August 24, 2006 ; 7:42 PM
actually, last night, i had one of the strongest urge ever to blog. there was just so much (in particular my thoughts and feelings) to reveal about. it was horrible, yesterday. to the extend that our dear denise even cried. but then again, i think i made a big hoo-haa outta it. LOL.
but in any case, i was like, further saddened to know that blogger was down. wait a minute. 'further saddened' sounded quirky. but heck it. (according to melody, thats my new phrase recently. JUST HECK IT !) :D my my. i just noticed its been three days since the last entry. and i think im addicted to blogging. my feelings are like bound up and as always, i need to let all the frustrations go. if i hadnt had listening ears for the past thousand years, i bet id probably be yet another member of the woodbridge hospital community can ?
so, yesterday was seriously bad, but today was good. so good. thats why i say, life is full of ups and downs. :D shall just be appreciative that God has blessed me today. oh not to forget, much thanks to melody and justine who went retail therapying with me too ! :D yay !
actually we didnt really go shopping for ourselves. it was more of hunting pressies. if you get what i mean. so many loved ones have their birthdays fall in the month of august and september. in addition, there is the teachers day celebration on 31st august. hence teachers day presents have to be prepared soon and the best way would be to buy a small gift. although some would prefer baking, as they find it more sincere, i dont know, i just prefer choosing a present and buying it for whoever it is. after all, much thought has to be given in order to select a present okay ! so when giving, its the thought that counts. yes. hmms the theme for this years teachers day celebration is going retro - the 70s. and since i dont have any retro clothings, im going to get some. cant believe im actually doing this. retro is not my kind. but in any case, since its our final year this year, id say why not ? that reminds me. i bought a white and black polka dots bandana today. is it called a bandana ? im not too sure really. :D hey maybe i can change my whole wardrobe to retro ! that would be le hot. something totally different. well i like changes anyway.
o.o edmus just messaged me. lol thats rare. no, actually it isnt. heck it. no harm catching up with an old friend anyway. so called. plus, if that thebra person really wanted a fight and enggie needed back-up, id have to contact edmus and some others too. :D
so a list of items which were purchased;
1. meryls birthday present
(credit goes to melody. she thought of it. we are getting her a few random items according to the letters in her name. in other words, we are getting something like m for markers which we got three of rather contrasting colours, e for a hard boiled egg which i would be destroying after drawing on it with the help of a permanent marker, r for red paper bag which we bought from precious thots, y for a yellow flower which melody would be getting tomorrow and l for lip gloss which we got from sasa) its definitely not those expensive and woo-wow kind, but i think its really cute. and we thought it through during the ride to jurong point okay. so you better thank us, meryl. :D hahaha as if you will see this.
2. teachers day present for ms ho
(its a cute pink pillow from precious thots. i swear, precious thots is omg, lovely ! if i had all the money in the world, id just buy the whole of precious thots. hahahaha. so, on the pillow, it states "the greatest teacher" there was a blue one too. justine and i thought it would be hilarious if wilders sisters class bought the blue one for mr seow. LOL perfect pair. :D)
3. teachers day present for mrs goh
(okay, although she no longer teaches me, i still think she deserves a present. so i shared with justine. got her some nail polishes. hopefully she will like it. we arent exactly sure of the colours. but its something different and as mentioned above, changes are good)
4. teachers day present for ms or
(this one was a little tricky. we couldnt figure what she really needed. but justine said "SHOES" immediately. but it would be very hard since we have no idea what her size is and pretty ones would cost a bomb ! not all mg girls are as rich as they appear to be. dont stereotype us ! :D so anyway we got her a pencilbox. LOL its so off lah. but we really dont see her carrying a pencilbox so we reckied she doesnt own one, thus we bought it. a brown one. one of justines favourite colours. got it from thirty seven degrees. i mean, ms or is still young. she can carry them off)
we have yet to get ms cheong and laoshi a teachers day present. not intending to give the rest. i mean, they dont deserve it. wont point them out. okay, apart from ms bong. we arent giving her cos we wont even get to see her anymore (i think) ! ):
another thing. I LOVE THE SALVATORE FERRAGAMO PERFUME I SAW AT SASA. OMFG ITS SO .. OMG OMG ITS JUST DAMN HOT PLEASE. :D ITS CALLED INCANTO DREAMS. GO CHECK IT OUT. THE SMELL IS HEAVENLY. I SWEAR. OMG WHOEVER WHO BUYS ME THAT PERFUME, ID LOVE THAT PERSON TO DEATH ! HAHAHA NO LAH, IM KIDDING. THAT DUMB ASS BOTTLE COSTS MORE THAN A HUNDRED BUCKS. plus, i doubt id accept it even if you give me. so paiseh. UNLESS ITS BILL GATES WHO IS GIVING ME. :D HE IS SO RICH, IM SURE HE CAN AFFORD IT, EASILY.
SO, HEY BILL GATES. IF YOU HAPPEN TO CHANCE UPON MY BLOG, REMEMBER TO BUY ME A BOTTLE OF PERFUME OKAY ! ITS INCANTO DREAMS FROM SALVATORE FERRAGAMO ! :D THANK YOU ! LOL !
Monday, August 21, 2006 ; 9:04 PM
today has been pretty, if not very, slack.
received an email from amber this morning. its about her suspicions on who could have possibly be the one who used the megaphone. and i appreciate that email, amber.
oh and i spoke to gmbdonpao too, regarding the case of my handphone number. wont reveal too much about it. sneaky lil rats are everywhere. :D and by the way, donpao looks cute ! hahahaha.
okay i just took yet another test from tickle. and after i post the results up, i must evacuate from the study room. my maid needs to sleep early, she is falling sick. God bless her.
http://web.tickle.com/color/index.jsp
Denise *, your true color is Orange!
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its been quite a good day today. only THEBRA is annoying. lol moronic child. i cant believe someone oh-so-matured would do such things. especially tagging as an anonymous ? what a joke. even i dare leave my own name at an enemies blog. still tell me youve got guts ? hmm i really have my doubts. but who cares. that chicken aint even worth spending a minute of my time talking about. :D
ahh that sentence sounded funny.
Sunday, August 20, 2006 ; 7:44 PM
OMG daniel is super cute. that day he fried something without even turning the fire on ! so cute. :D and he has his home economics examination some time soon. aww he makes me smile. i love daniel ! very very much ! there are no other better younger brothers around ! :D
; 7:06 PM
many things are going through my mind right now. far more than you could possibly imagine.
just awhile ago, i found ambers blog, with an entry of her side of the story today. dont ask me how i managed to get the link. i just have my sources. :D
before reading her entry, i must say i was still very pissed with her. especially since i thought she was the one who had mega-ed my handphone number out and all. but as i read the entry, the anger subsided. on the contrary, it was substituted an overwhelming feeling of sympathy for her. especially in the very first paragraph where it seems that she was extremely hurt by this incident and that is evident since she stated that she was crying her lungs out while blogging. to her, friendship comes before relationships. that i can understand. she is still young and hasnt gotten into any boy-girl relationship (bgr) before, thus she treasures friendship very much. perhaps that too explains why she was so pissed when i totally ignored her and decided to stay neutral initially when she was insulting my baby and all. and to amber (if youre reading this that is) let me tell you something. you werent as cool-headed as you sounded when you blogged about what you said in the buddy chat. in fact, i would say it was like, rude. and you ought to know that i cant and wont tolerate rudeness. so anyway, later i realised i had to take sides. indeed, it was a quite a tough pick. but you know something lil one ? i believe you will side with your loved one too, if you were me.
as i continued reading, i realised you didnt exactly have a good day to begin with. perhaps it was understandable why you flared up like that. but then again, what right do you have to just vent your anger at me ? im no anger bag. definitely not here for you to vent your anger on. if you had told me you werent having a good day, i might have controlled my temper better. hmms and im sure he would understand it better too. yeah.
another thing id like to clarify would be who the fuck used the megaphone. i dont know if ive turned soft or something after reading ambers post, but maybe it really isnt her. but if it isnt her, who else could it possibly be ? not many people have my handphone number. plus, i dont have that many enemies in maple. and even if it was my enemy, whats the likelihood of he/she knowing my handphone number ? one thing thats for sure. the person knew that i was in a heated conflict with amber. otherwise he/she wouldnt have mega-ed at that time. but in any case, ive written into maplesea to help me find out who that sneaky rat is. hopefully they would do something. id very like much like to find out who it was, even though the anonymous calls have stopped since 1.36pm. whoa, it lasted for 3 hours. good heavens. LOL
oh yes. and in ambers entry, i found out something, which is very disturbing. and therefore, i came to blog everything out (apart from what that statement is). yeah maybe i will find daniel or melody to talk to. theyre best to talk to. usually i can talk to my baby about it too. but definitely not this time round. ): ohwells. smile denise ! you wouldnt want wrinkles, would you ?
well thats the question that keeps me smiling. :D
; 7:04 PM
many things are going through my mind right now. far more than you could possibly imagine.
just awhile ago, i found ambers blog, with an entry of her side of the story today. dont ask me how i managed to get the link. i just have my sources. :D
before reading her entry, i must say i was still very pissed with her. especially since i thought she was the one who had mega-ed my handphone number out and all. but as i read the entry, the anger subsided. on the contrary, it was substituted an overwhelming feeling of sympathy for her. especially in the very first paragraph where it seems that she was extremely hurt by this incident and that is evident since she stated that she was crying her lungs out while blogging. to her, friendship comes before relationships. that i can understand. she is still young and hasnt gotten into any boy-girl relationship (bgr) before, thus she treasures friendship very much. perhaps that too explains why she was so pissed when i totally ignored her and decided to stay neutral initially when she was insulting my baby and all. and to amber (if youre reading this that is) let me tell you something. you werent as cool-headed as you sounded when you blogged about what you said in the buddy chat. in fact, i would say it was like, rude. and you ought to know that i cant and wont tolerate rudeness. so anyway, later i realised i had to take sides. indeed, it was a quite a tough pick. but you know something lil one ? i believe you will side with your loved one too, if you were me.
as i continued reading, i realised you didnt exactly have a good day to begin with. perhaps it was understandable why you flared up like that. but then again, what right do you have to just vent your anger at me ? im no anger bag. definitely not here for you to vent your anger on. if you had told me you werent having a good day, i might have controlled my temper better. hmms and im sure he would understand it better too. yeah.
another thing id like to clarify would be who the fuck used the megaphone. i dont know if ive turned soft or something after reading ambers post, but maybe it really isnt her. but if it isnt her, who else could it possibly be ? not many people have my handphone number. plus, i dont have that many enemies in maple. and even if it was my enemy, whats the likelihood of he/she knowing my handphone number ? one thing thats for sure. the person knew that i was in a heated conflict with amber. otherwise he/she wouldnt have mega-ed at that time. but in any case, ive written into maplesea to help me find out who that sneaky rat is. hopefully they would do something. id very like much like to find out who it was, even though the anonymous calls have stopped since 1.36pm. whoa, it lasted for 3 hours. good heavens. LOL
oh yes. and in ambers entry, i found out something, which is very disturbing. and therefore, i came to blog everything out (apart from what that statement is). yeah maybe i will find daniel or melody to talk to. theyre best to talk to. usually i can talk to my baby about it too. but definitely not this time round. ): ohwells. smile denise ! you wouldnt want wrinkles, would you ?
well thats the question that keeps me smiling. :D
; 6:14 PM
many things are going through my mind right now. far more than you could possibly imagine.
just awhile ago, i found ambers blog, with an entry of her side of the story today. dont ask me how i managed to get the link. i just have my sources. :D
before reading her entry, i must say i was still very pissed with her. especially since i thought she was the one who had mega-ed my handphone number out and all. but as i read the entry, the anger subsided. on the contrary, it was substituted an overwhelming feeling of sympathy for her. especially in the very first paragraph where it seems that she was extremely hurt by this incident and that is evident since she stated that she was crying her lungs out while blogging. to her, friendship comes before relationships. that i can understand. she is still young and hasnt gotten into any boy-girl relationship (bgr) before, thus she treasures friendship very much. perhaps that too explains why she was so pissed when i totally ignored her and decided to stay neutral initially when she was insulting my baby and all. and to amber (if youre reading this that is) let me tell you something. you werent as cool-headed as you sounded when you blogged about what you said in the buddy chat. in fact, i would say it was like, rude. and you ought to know that i cant and wont tolerate rudeness. so anyway, later i realised i had to take sides. indeed, it was a quite a tough pick. but you know something lil one ? i believe you will side with your loved one too, if you were me.
as i continued reading, i realised you didnt exactly have a good day to begin with. perhaps it was understandable why you flared up like that. but then again, what right do you have to just vent your anger at me ? im no anger bag. definitely not here for you to vent your anger on. if you had told me you werent having a good day, i might have controlled my temper better. hmms and im sure he would understand it better too. yeah.
another thing id like to clarify would be who the fuck used the megaphone. i dont know if ive turned soft or something after reading ambers post, but maybe it really isnt her. but if it isnt her, who else could it possibly be ? not many people have my handphone number. plus, i dont have that many enemies in maple. and even if it was my enemy, whats the likelihood of he/she knowing my handphone number ? one thing thats for sure. the person knew that i was in a heated conflict with amber. otherwise he/she wouldnt have mega-ed at that time. but in any case, ive written into maplesea to help me find out who that sneaky rat is. hopefully they would do something. id very like much like to find out who it was, even though the anonymous calls have stopped since 1.36pm. whoa, it lasted for 3 hours. good heavens. LOL
oh yes. and in ambers entry, i found out something, which is very disturbing. and therefore, i came to blog everything out (apart from what that statement is). yeah maybe i will find daniel or melody to talk to. theyre best to talk to. usually i can talk to my baby about it too. but definitely not this time round. ): ohwells. smile denise ! you wouldnt want wrinkles, would you ?
well thats the question that keeps me smiling. :D
; 11:40 AM
urgh.
amber just fucked us (me and my dearie) up. its now the second time we (me and her) are getting into a heated conflict. but this time, ive gained new knowledge - that is, my previous hypothesis is right ! teenagers (ranging from age 16 onwards) really cannot get along too well with primary school kiddos (maybe primary 6 is still fine. after all, i can get along well with ariel. but then again, thats becos we are from the same school. a common interest helps in bonding people together) :D
lets recall the situation. (only maplers would understand this. but in any case, non-maplers can also read and do me some justice. thankyouu)
1. amber asked me to help her take care of her map @ coolies for awhile.
[just becos she wanted to close some windows and turn the air-con on. hey how long would that take ? a minute or less, i reckied. but that wasnt a problem, since i was round the corner]
OMG. THAT FUCKING WHORE JUST GAVE MY HANDPHONE NUMBER OUT TO EVERYONE ON MAPLE. SLUT, IF YOU NEED MEN, JUST LET ME KNOW. I THINK IM CAPABLE OF GETTING A FEW TO SCREW YOUR PUSSY. OH WAIT, THEY PROBABLY ARENT INTERESTED IN FUCKING YOURS. I MEAN, EVEN THE PROSTITUTES IN GEYLANG ARE FAR BETTER TO SCREW, COMPARED TO YOURS. FUCK OFF LAH, DESPO. YOUR DEAR DITPRO WILL GET TO KNOW ALL YOUR SECRETS. WATCH OUT. YOURE SO GONNA GET IT FROM ME, I SWEAR. YOU WATCH OUT BITCH. :D ps. even shanice thinks youre a bitch. im messaging her and my baby now. id make your life a living hell, you fucking bitch. okay, now im getting a hell load of messages and calls. but at least it shows im more well-liked than you are. hahahaha. im wanted, unlike you. ego as it sounds, well it is true. no ones interested in a lil despo kiddo. maybe like he said, thats why ditpro doesnt like you. just look at yourself in the mirror. :D eew. i think the mirror would shatter. lol
okay, back to the situation.
2. she realised that st0ryofus was the one who pmed her "you suck hard" so she got pissed and started flooding the buddy chat box. insulting him as a noob and all. naturally, as his girlfriend i would get annoyed upon seeing all the critics. but to avoid a conflict, i completely ignored her. but i did mention that he was my boyfriend. wait, not like she cared anyway. kids never consider how others would feel. thats one of the ways to differentiate a kid and a mature teenager. :D hahaha. praising myself once again. but its true, dont you agree ?
3. ahh, and then she blames me for not doing anything. dont mind my question. but ARE YOU RETARDED OR WHAT ? which girl would help a casual friend instead of her own boyfriend ? lol you moron. fuck you. wake up.
4. later, when she found out that st0ryofus (lvl 60) was actually luvingeuu (lvl 104), she started to threaten us with genosis (supposedly one of the best, if not the best, guild in maple) ! LOL hey bitch, after shanice left geno, alot of others left too. leaving geno with only 6 people, or so i heard. what a huge gang youve got backing you up. OMG i laughed so hard. especially when he thought the same too. we just laughed our asses off please. kid, learn to get your facts right before you begin shooting at people. so dont threaten me with genosis. furthermore, unorthodox has won genosis before in a ks war. oh, wait a minute. i heard you asked xiong if you could join unorthodox back ? what a laughing stock. i wonder who was it who said she wont join unorthodox back. :D
alrite that is more of less about it. and then came the handphone thingy which i mentioned about earlier. thats all folks. i shall find shanice one of these days and we shall do something. :D yay ! i love shanice lim lalalala ! hahahha. that was yuweis nickname for her, actually. oh another thing. i think yuwei is still in geno. so, i doubt geno would actually help you, you chicken.
Saturday, August 19, 2006 ; 9:15 PM
check it out.
http://web.tickle.com/tests/relationshipiq/index.jsp
Denise *, your Relationship IQ is 125 This number is the result of a formula based on how many questions you answered correctly on Tickle's Relationship IQ test.
Your Relationship IQ score is a number that measures your general knowledge of how people should behave in relationships. But we also took a look at how you behave in your relationships.
Your test results tell us that your greatest relationship strength is communicating with your partner while your weakest is .
tickle is most annoying though. it refuses to give you a full report of your test, unless you pay a certain amount for it. pfft. cheapskate. and it just stopped THERE. "while your weakness is ." thanks huh.
Friday, August 18, 2006 ; 7:13 PM
sigh. highly doubt our parents would ever understand us huh. its stressing me out, once again. this question constantly pops into my mind "why cant we understand each other ?" and its sad to say that at times, even when both parties understand each other, you are still so reluctant to compromise. would you die after giving in just a teeny weeny bit ? im like more than willing to do so. yet, you just have to have things your way. and it pisses me off. in fact, its not only me. daniel as well. mom, dad, havent you realised that daniel has been ignoring you both ? he doesnt even bother answering the both of you when you ask him a question (i must admit this isnt the best solution to avoid getting into another heated conflict with your parents). and instead of wondering why he is doing so, you continue scolding him. nagging at him, telling him how horrible a son he makes and all his weaknesses would be pointed out again. it is true, the weaknesses youve pointed out does make sense. we cant study (the one you point out most often). or rather, we dont like studying. but so what ? why cant you accept us for who we are ? why cant we live happily together like all the fairytales in books ? why are you never satisfied ? why do you keep pressurizing us for more and more ? even when we did well for an examination, youd ask "why didnt you get higher ?" it really pisses me off. i dont know how long more i can tolerate this shit. but the day i flare up and run away from home, please dont come looking for me. i cant take the pressure youre giving me. i dont like it. i hate it. i really do. im sorry, i just cant live up to your expectations. i cant. i really cant.
and just today, just after i told daddy that i didnt read the question probably so i ended up fumbling at the end of the chemistry practical and have lost a mark due to my carelessness (or rather, the fact that i overlooked a piece of information), he started scolding me. i was like. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM. its not like i didnt check my work. plus, i managed to amend two parts of the question, leaving only the last part unchanged (which carries 1 mark only). its not like i wanted this to have happened. its not like you never made mistakes like this before. surely you have. unless youre mr perfect (which is definitely not the case). you dont even remember our schedule properly, how is it then possible that youre perfect ? and speaking of his poor memory for our stuff only, ahh. it gets on my nerves too. even my mom cant take it. but thats a different story altogether. in any case, i dont blame you for it, though it annoys me very much. after all, you have so much work in the office. youre overloaded with tons of information daily. it would be a miracle if you could still remember our schedule. look dad, you have to understand, dont expect me to be perfect. i just cant be. and another thing that is for sure, no one is perfect in this world. apart from our Heavenly Father, that is. im glad, im glad that even if im all alone on the human world, i can turn to God and share with him all my problems. i know He will be there for me. im assured. and im pretty sure daniel (my brother) & jeffrey (my boyfriend) would be there for me too !
mom, dad, you see, your opinion might not necessarily be mine, yet you just have to disagree with me and fight it out so that you will win. question then would be "is winning that important ?" and "why cant we ever reach a compromise instead ?" it always such that our parents outwit us in every senario. we end up surrendering and sometimes, get really hurt. i dont know how many of you face the same problem as i do. but one thing thats for sure, im not standing alone. im confident and certain that at least one more soul out there shares the same view as i do. and ive decided to take comfort in that. then again, i look at a different angle. it isnt really your fault that you both are like that. youve been brought up so differently from our generation. we probably would never know the definition suffering from the low standard of living. we probably would never know what its like to strive our way out of poverty. we probably would never understand either. maybe thats why you place our academic grades as first priority and maybe thats why all these differences are surfacing. i feel that the governments stress on education isnt doing us singaporeans a good thing, with regards to the inner conflicts among each and every family.
study, study, study, thats all you know about.
your emphasis on my studies has caused yourself to be blind. youre clueless about what daniel and i are going through. youre blinded by my studies and nothing more.
Lord, save our family.
Thursday, August 17, 2006 ; 7:20 PM
once again, denise is bored !
so its quiz time. yay ! (hurhur) got the mail from tickle a couple of days ago. thought i wouldnt do it immediately. wait till im bored, then id do. so here !
http://web.tickle.com/tests/luckycharm/index.jsp
Denise *, your lucky charm is a Good Luck Troll
There's something about you that just brightens up a room. It's only fitting that your personal charm is as fun as your good luck charm, the Good Luck Troll. These pot-bellied, big-eared, wild-haired, naked little creatures can lighten the mood almost as easily as you do. Whether they are perched on the end of a pencil, gazing down from the bookshelf or riding along on the dashboard, these "so-ugly-they're-cute" trolls bring good fortune to those who truly appreciate their power. Often mentioned in the same breath as Pet Rocks, Sea Monkeys and the Slinky, Good Luck Trolls aren't just another fad rescued from oblivion. They come from the enchanted forests of Norway, where it was believed glimpsing a real troll would yield years of good luck. These miniature imitations are easy to spot and even easier to laugh at. And that's the point: nothing bad can happen when you're laughing.
* psst. he got the same for this one too ! hahaha.
http://web.tickle.com/tests/yourstyle/?test=yourstyleogt
Denise *, you've got a Fresh 'n' Funky style
Vintage tees, old-school sneaks, thrift store treasures. Cool finds like these are part and parcel of your fun and funky wardrobe. With you, it's all about making your own statement and dressing in your own hip and unique style. You might pair an '80s rocker t-shirt with some cool jeans or a cowboy shirt with tuxedo pants. It's all about how you feel that day.You've got a mind of your own, and you certainly don't need a style advisor to tell you what to wear. And you have great fun on spontaneous and unique purchases — you just aren't going to get a second shot at those one-of-a-kind vintage golf knickers. And that's how you keep your style fresh!
http://web.tickle.com/tests/musicmatch/index.jsp
Denise *, your music match is a Hot Hip-Hopper
The world of hip-hop won't be the same after you bust on the scene. With your unique blend of personality and upbeat energy, you put a new spin on anything just like your music match Fergie from the Black Eyed Peas. Spontaneous and energetic, you have a good time mixing it up.Whether you're hanging with your girls, shopping at the mall, or chilling at home, you know how to liven up even the dullest of moments. All your friends know that there's no such thing as boring when you're around. You're like a breath of fresh air who makes the same old, same old seem totally new. And that's how you get the party started!
FERGIE ROCKS PLEASE.
http://web.tickle.com/tests/standard/party_animal_women.jsp
Bambi you ain't, but you still have the qualities of a sweet, shy, forest-dwelling Doe. Though you're fun, friendly, and always delighted to meet new people, at parties you can seem like an innocent who's relatively inexperienced on the whole social scene. Perhaps that's true, perhaps it isn't. Either way, you can use it to your advantage — bat your girl-next-door lashes at the handsome young bucks and watch them come running. Just remember not to go into the meadow alone — it can be dangerous for a wide-eyed Doe. Smooth-talking wolves are always on the prowl for a pretty little prize like you. Take a friend or two along so you can relax and have a drink, knowing someone's got your back.
whoots ! look at that word - INNOCENT. hahaha that best describes me lah. :D
and now over to www.blogthings.com
http://www.blogthings.com/howevilareyouquiz/
You Are 50% Evil |
You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. |
hohoho watch out ya'll. x)
http://www.blogthings.com/howabnormalareyouquiz/
You Are 48% Abnormal |
You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. |
OMG HAHAHAHAHA. im laughing my ass off please.
http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofwritershouldyoubequiz/
You Should Be a Film Writer |
You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen! |
What Type of Writer Should You Be?
http://www.blogthings.com/howshyareyouquiz/
You Are 12% Shy |
You aren't shy at all, in fact, you're probably quite outgoing. You are comfortable in almost any social situation, no matter how difficult. |
thats not true ! blame the questions please. im super shy lah. x)
http://www.blogthings.com/howdopeopleseeyouquiz/
Slow and Steady |
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it. |
never knew that. :D
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/
How You Are In Love |
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
oh i see. :D
http://www.blogthings.com/howhappyareyouquiz/
You Are 92% Happy |
It's unlikely that you know anyone happier than you. You know how to be happy, no matter what life throws at you. |
why thank you ! i take that as a compliment. :D
http://www.blogthings.com/howvainareyouquiz/
You Are 54% Vain |
You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence. Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you! |
sher should take this quiz ! she probably would get 100% ! hahahha.
(*raises hand up to eye level. HELLO HENGSHER, IF YOU SEE THIS.) :D
http://www.blogthings.com/whatalcoholicdrinkareyouquiz/
You Are A Martini |
You are the kind of drinker who appreciates a nice hard drink. And for you, only quality alcohol. You don't waste your time on the cheap stuff. Obviously, you're usually found with a martini in your hand. But sometimes you mix it up with a gin and tonic. And you'd never, ever consider one of those flavored martinis. They're hardly a drink! |
What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
LOL.
HAHAAHAHA I FOUND THE MOST AMUSING THING EVER ON BLOGTHINGS. OMG IM LAUGHING LIKE MAD NOW. THIS IS SO DAMN BLOODY HILARIOUS. HERE IT GOES. (kinda sick though, but its damn funny lah. or so i think)
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http://www.blogthings.com/penisnamegenerator/
HAHAHAHAHAHA SUPER FUNNY. NOW IM LIKE SO TEMPTED TO TRY HIS NAME OUT. :D SEE WHAT OUTCOME IT GIVES. HAHAHAHAHA. THIS IS SO HILARIOUS. OMG MY FACE IS SO RED NOW. :D
okay, thats it. im gonna try his name. for laughter, peace and joy ! hope you guys dont find it offensive though. LOL
Your Penis Name Is... |
Curious George |
HAHAHAHA HELLO CURIOUS GEORGE. :D LOL SUPER FUNNY !
okay thats it. im laughing way too much. i need to stop. gotta cool down and study. LOL LOL LOL !
; 11:32 AM
amathematics paper one was pretty easy, i would say. :D think i got majority of the questions (which i knew how to do) correct. miss ho checked it for me, in the canteen. and she was having break with mr xiao ! hahahaha. hmms except for some parts here and there. but i didnt manage to do the binomial and permutation & combination question. i totally suck at permutation & combination please. :D as for the binomial, i didnt manage to get the answer. did more than half way and then got stuck. so whatever. just hope i get above 60/80 for that paper. which is possible, i think. i think.
ahh, he finishes school at 5pm today. im gonna miss him. ): thats so random. blah whatever.
oh yeah, was checking my emails earlier. huiling sent me quite a sweet one so i decided to copy and paste here. share it with ya'll. :D after all, todays devotion was on helping whenever possible. sharing each others burdens. yepps. here it goes.
He met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home. suddenly he asked the waiter. "would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there". While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story , the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life. And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything. Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again".
Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her: what's the taste of salty coffee? It's sweet. She replied.
Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON !!
Don't ever leave the one you love for the one you like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love.
Tips for the girls:
1. Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
2. Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
3. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
4. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
5. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
6. Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
7. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
8. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
thought it was pretty sweet. so yeah. :D the english in the story isnt fantastic though. but thats okay, as long as you understand what the story is talking about. yepps. off ! mapling time. hahahaha.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 ; 9:44 PM
was bored of amathematics, so denise decided to go blog surfing. and came across this site ! x) http://sexy.namedecoder.com/
try it out if you like.
i did my name. and his ! hahaha.
and
:D
didnt expect myself to be so retarhded. ohwells.
now trying to download as many songs from breaking benjamins new album - phobia. i seriously think theyre damn bloody hot ! :D
and now its hands up by lloyd banks on my limewire. which is also the theme thang for my blogskin. hahahaha. i like the album name. ROTTEN APPLE. stupid, but cute. :D
yay ! the pet monkey just came out on maplestory today. i might buy it. its so freaking cute can. omg. but then again, i shouldnt be spending too much. i mean, its not gonna last forever. ahh we will see how things come along.
back to revising.
; 3:21 PM
physics practical was like crap today. gave up on the second question halfway thru. was like, wtf screw the paper. O_O some of the instructions werent even clear enough. whatever. i just gave up. why stress myself up for something i wont be able to score in, no matter how hard i try ? :D give up lah. then focus on others and score for it. yepps. so, its amathematics paper 1 tomorrow. hopefully i wont get a mental block again. mental blocks are scary. :D
and yesterday, some fucking loser stole my pencilbox. argh, got me pretty pissed off. was at the library w my dearie then i felt hungry, so we went to get curly fries. :D and when we came back, both my book and my pencilbox was GONE ! initially i thought someone might have given the "unwanted" stuff to the information counter. so i went to check it out. but nooo, they didnt have it. great. started to get frantic. really bad. ): thankfully he found my book though. somewhere among the shelves. some bastard must have taken it and placed it there, for i dont know what reason. tried to hunt for my pencilbox too, looking at every single corner of the library, but to no avail. ): fuck the asshole who stole my pencilbox. gahh, made me buy more stationaries from popular. pfft. thats like over ten bucks (including the stuff i bought from schools popular today) rarhh. if i know who did it, mwahahaha. :D please people, help me place some curse on that theif. curse him/her to get some disease and then he/she has to amputate his/her hands so he/she cant steal forever and ever again ! :D yay ! best will be his/her hair dropping all off then that person wont dare to walk out of his/her house. get locked in there ! be punished for stealing ! go and die ! rarhh. ): there goes my darling pencil box. had it since i was in secondary two leh. thats like. two years back. it has sentimental values ! (abit lah) kill kill kill. bite bite bite ! chop the persons head off. use it and kick football ! :D
now i sound like a sadist.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 ; 10:44 AM
it hasnt been too good a day today. woke up with a runny nose and then after which, i didnt manage to complete writing my literature essay. due to a mental block at the start of the paper. ): this is bad. but actually, i kinda saw that coming. as in, not being able to write fluently today. ohwells. whatever it is, im meeting him awhile later. so yaynessness ! :D
Monday, August 14, 2006 ; 4:56 PM
mathematics paper two was okay today. i mean, its do-able, but very tedious. hopefully i can get my a1. that is, if i dont make any careless mistakes. i really need the a1, badly. ):
since there was only mathematics paper two, i was released from school early. came home and mapled (been suffering from maple-crave alrite) then i trained his character from 18% > 66% lele was nice, she allowed me to leech off her when i was bathing. and she even gave his character free potions. think id get her something too. after all, i believe a nice person always gets his/her rewards. so ive been playing since i got home, until about half an hour ago. my mood was destroyed. right now, all i can say is im fucking confused. i dont even think he knows the reason behind this. should suppose what i think isnt right is fine with him. so he doesnt feel it. or maybe like all other girls, im just being overly sensitive. i dont know. i need some time to chill off and then think through it properly. at this state of mind, i doubt i can even think straight. actually, i only got really confused after xiong mentioned something. before that, it wasnt so bad.
but in any case, there are a few people id like to thank. after reading my msn, they offered a listening ear. aaron, terence and enggie. thanks you guys. :D and although i dont really know aaron too well (just gotta know him two days back), i guess he is quite a nice guy too. even sent me what he terms as a "happy" song, in hope that id cheer up. thankyou, i appreciate it. who knows, i might gain yet another good friend. :D im glad the world isnt only filled w heartless souls.
and screw the asshole (enggies "FRIEND") ! quit pretending like you didnt know. he alr told you before hand. you fucktard, get lost man. just dont piss me off when im in a foul mood. otherwise youd just be my scapegoat. :D
think i should stop blogging. maybe id call him tonight. throw everything out or something. but confessing your true feelings isnt as easy as you think it is ! so we will just see how things go yeah. one thing thats for sure, denise wont collapse so easily, over such a matter ! :D smile, denise ! smile !
Sunday, August 13, 2006 ; 6:00 PM
sexy, i just love changes. :D
its emathematics paper two tomorrow. wish me good luck ya'll. i need the A1. no careless mistakes should be made tomorrow, denise. focus. you can do it ! :D
oh and enggie, cheer up yeahhs. like i said, there are many other fishes in the sea. fret not. youre smart, you should know whats the right thing to do now. just tell that friend of yours to fuck off please. he is not even a real friend. screw his ass.
till then.
Saturday, August 12, 2006 ; 5:42 PM
i believe its been quite a few days since i last blogged. havent got much time lately. especially since the social studies paper was last friday. as many of you would have realised, my humanities are the poorest. i swear i can still fail the subject even though my literature elective scores are okay. thats because i usually get single digits for my stupid essays. hahahaha. cant seem to get the technique of writing right. and so, denise being the guaiest person ever alive on planet earth, had put in a considerably large amount of effort in studying her social studies for the past two days. * grins. if i fail this time round, im going to burn my social studies textbook at the end of the year. actually, ive considered having a burn book party after the olevels (sounds kinda bimbotic, i know) but many would be passing their used textbooks over to their younger siblings.
the wind is freaking cold. i just sneezed twice. God bless me.
as i was saying. not many would join me in the burning of books. so i decided to cancel the idea away. besides, i do have a younger brother. just that he doesnt use my old textbooks. he gets new ones ! pfft. how spoilt. but then again, he hardly spends. guys dont shop, ya know ? heh heh.
had my mathematics paper 1 on friday too. thankfully it was easier than our mid-years. im hoping i didnt make any careless mistakes (which im terribly fond of) yeah. otherwise id be losing a hell load of marks there. and my grade would go from A1 to B3 or something. that happened before, so i wont rule out that possiblity.
also received our olevels chinese results on friday. i did badly. so dont ask for my grade. ):
well thats about it. my life isnt as colourful as i wished it would have been. :D going over to my aunts place now. see ya !
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 ; 5:48 PM
its time to change my blog link. reason being that its uncomfortable knowing your privacy is being invaded and secondly, im seriously sick of this link. so what shall my new link be ? will brainstorm later. then get some of you to relink me after the change has been done. :D p.s. im selective with nearly everything. which includes the people who read my blog. but i dont think id like to put up a password. its so troublesome, even for myself. unless im forced to do so. yepps. ahh, maybe i shall change the layout as well. this layout somehow doesnt suit me, or so i feel.
oh yes. i think i should make it clear. when i mentioned that my privacy is being invaded, i dont mean you jolyn. just clarifying, in case you get the wrong idea. although id be honest and say "you do freak me out !" hahahaha. so, i found out today that my blog has been read by people i know over the internet (im being general here) and im just not comfortable with it. changing the link would help me to feel better and therefore, i will do it. :D call me weird, if you must. some might be thinking a blog is for everyone on the internet to read. yes yes, i agree to a certain extent. wait, what am i talking about ?
so, as i said, id blog about why jolyn is so scary. feel honoured girl. youve stolen the limelight of this entry. :D
according to denises hypothesis, prefects are extremely sly students who manage to convince the teacher that they are guaikias (ahem ahem) and thus are made as prefects to help in school. be it in terms of controlling the students from being less chaotic, maintaining the school rules, helping out in the administration section, etc. since they can put up fake fronts without getting caught, i shall conclude that they are professionals ! all the paikias in guaikias clothings (changed from "all the wolves in sheeps clothings") :D tsktsk, shouldnt we then be afraid of them ? now now jolyn, understand mee ? oh wait. gina chan is an exception. she is one bulliable prefect ! hahahaha. joking.
ahh, im wearing my brand new lingerie ! love it. i shall attempt to describe it for ya'll. even though my command of the language isnt fantastic. but ohwells. :D so, its dark blue in colour. silky-materialled dress with sleeves and at the end of the sleeve, there is abit of lace which has the exact same colour as the dress. yes yes. and the top is partially off-shouldered. in fact, its stretchy. comfortable. like it, love it.
try downloading this song. im currently obsessed with it.
"The Diary Of Jane"
by Breaking Benjamin
If I had to
I would put myself right beside you
So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?
And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
No
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be
Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?
There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be
Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane
ITS LE-HOT. :D