Saturday, July 29, 2006 ; 2:13 PM
its nearly the end of the month. a bad sign - this shows that the prelims are drawing nearer and nearer. and in no time, it would be the olevels. ): im feeling pretty fucked up right now, actually. my parents really get on my nerves at times. my blood is boiling. pfft. i dont understand. when i said THRICE that id write it out for you later, dont fucking ask me to say it out. and then after i say it out once for you to hear, you re-phrase my whole shit and ask me to keep repeating. like seriously, fuck you. i already said id WRITE it out later. so youd get the exact phrase. fuck it. parents are so bloody assed stubborn. and just cos i jokingly go "whoa, watch telly again" you get so fucking offended ? and even shoot back at me going "what ? just cos your olevels are here doesnt mean that i cant watch. so if youre in university, we cant go out lar ? no even to work ?" eh, fuck you lar. i never even mention anything about my olevels or that im jealous of you watching the fucking television and you yell back at me ? fuck ya'll man. okay, cool it denise. they arent worth getting frustrated over. sometimes, i just feel like telling them off. like,
get a life man, fuck off. this is my life. parents get annoying at times like this. urgh. this is so pissing me off. and i swear, if my mom is to walk into the room and see me blogging, she will scream her ass off and force me to study. study study study. is that all life is about ? then id tell you, youre really a no-lifer. so fuck it.
oh and one more thing. cant parents ever be satisfied with what they have ? i was just buying macdonalds with my mom and we redeemed some points from daniels ez-link card. and then she commented "we keep redeeming the points and this is all we get" hello ? macdonalds owes you nuts. you should just be contented with whatever youre given. stop asking for more. and the same concept applies for my studies. if i get a 70, my parents would go "why not 80 ?" it so fucking pisses me off. sickening.
