Thursday, June 29, 2006 ; 5:27 PM
as promised, i have changed my blogskin. :D cos its the same as munchs. i didnt know until justine told me. then i was like. OMG. youre so kidding ! anyway thats not the point. point is, im really proud of myself. :D abstinence from using the computer really isnt an easy job alrite. especially when you were addicted to it. were, i repeat. praise me people, praise me please. :D havent touched maplestory for the pass three days already. and today is the fourth. well done denise. keep up the good work yeah. strive on ! your determination will be rewarded. yes yes, it will be. i must psycho myself. :D blah.
ahh, nelly furtados maneater is not too bad. :D its a song. ermm yah. oh, we got back more papers today. amath paper two and chemistry. gahh my results all suck. i swear, at the rate im studying, i might as well just go fly kite ! dont even bother sitting for the olevels. sure fail what. :D sigh i shouldnt be joking. this is bad. a serious issue. and i dont feel too much pressure yet. when i receive my poor results, id just go "blah, whatever. at least i passed." that shouldnt be the attitude denise ! wake up. :D but then again, i should be thankful for my results. i mean, i didnt study much for the mid years, yet i passed. its like, i just studied about 2-3 hours the day before the examination ? even went out on certain days. :D LOL. but thats cos i was dating before the exams. hahahs. please, denise is so guai, she wont go out unneccessarily. but well i wanna thank God for His grace and mercy. He should be creditted for it. agree ? :D
so lets see, it was a horrible day today. i dont think i even need to voice that out. sure the b3 girls understand why. :D one and a half hours of math, followed on by one and a half hours of chemistry then chinese, physics, english. omfg. all the boring subjects ! or those which require much brain cells, unfortunately. hahas. :D okay, look at it positively. uh chemistry and physics are similar to free periods, math isnt so boring since ms ho is our teacher. and, chinese wasnt too long. as for english, ms bong wasnt here in class. though work was assigned to us. :D but even if we really do have work, do you actually think any one of us would do it ? LOL cmon, even if we are told to hand in by today, there would be at least one who would give excuses. thats me ! :D oh, that reminds me. there would be early school closure on 7 july 2006 ! yayness ! this time, i really do love MOE. thou shall support the ExCEL Festival with all her heart and soul. woohoo ! three quarter day ! :D
oh yes, i did follow up with melody after school. and after which, i was messaging with jeffrey. and what he said did make me think alot. cos we were messaging during lunch then i said i have follow up so id message him later. and so i did. so here is a part of our conversation;
denise : have you done street evangelism before, by any chance ?
jeffrey : ahh i dont talk to strangers about God, i believe He has His own power to reach out to these people.
denise : but what happens if God cant reach them and these people die ? theyd go to hell !
jeffrey : yeah but i just wont tell them. cos ive tried telling my friends before. but they just wont believe in Him.
denise : glad you tried. just hang on there. perserverance has its rewards ! :D
then he joked with me in the next message. i dont know. :D it feels weird. especially since mel and i mentioned a twee bit about how it is hard to reach out to some. and she told me her sister uses the "self-proclaim" method. :D meaning her sister would just let all her friends know that she is a christian and such. kinda in hope that some day theyd ask why she became one and stuff ? which they did. so she managed to share Gods word. :D well done amanda ! lol. i dont know. maybe id like try and let him know of this method some time soon. but since he already did try telling his friends, his friends know that hes a christian right ? so ? uh, i dont know. :D guess we can just keep praying about it. and hope that some day theyd be curious enough to ask about God and yes, share it with them ! but dont over do it. i hate it when some christians go "all the way" ! it has its negative effects ya know ? :D okay, thats it. i shall stop on this topic. otherwise id be like one of them too ! and all my poor readers will be bored to death ! oh wait, do i even have readers ? blah, whatever. :D
ermm, yes ! and during english (or rather, free period), jacinth, meryl, justine, melodie and i had a fun chat ! :D it was super funny too. poor melody. she was trying to sleep with all our laughter. plus a few shouts across the classroom. hahas. but it was super funny. we were saying about "being left on the shelf" :D so now i know that jacinth and justine wont marry after 40, melodie wont marry after 50 ? and meryl and i wont marry after 30 ! hahas. id feel so paiseh, to marry after 30. like, an auntie getting married ? eew ? :D and when you hit 30, im sure youd look alot older already, compared to one who is around 25 ? 5 years age gap ! * gasp. thats a hell load ! and then youd start sagging. hahahaha.
alrite, i shall end here. this is quite a long entry already, i think. i dont have much patience and time to write sucha long entry. so till then, guys. :D melody and jacinth ! you both owe me my letter. rarhh !
