Sunday, June 04, 2006 ; 3:54 PM
i plucked up some courage last night and asked him a really stupid, but important question to me. that is, whether he still has any feelings for me. then i added that if he does, reply. otherwise, ignore the message. until now, there still is no reply. so i guess everything is over. no, it was already over. i really do regret calling for that break up. but then again, i tell myself, if he really did cheat on me, isnt the break up good for me ? but like dre says, i cant just assume. and this inner self conflict is confusing the hell outta me. im getting frustrated. sick and tired of it all. i really like / love him a great deal. this is bad, so bad. im feeling so lost.
thankfully my parents often bring my brother and i out for meals and stuff. so thats good. at least it helps keep him outta my mind for the time being. ahh, that reminds me. ive bought a new spectacles. finally. :D its red and black on the outside. and on the inside, its blue, green, white and orange. funky yeah ? duh. lol.
gonna re-watch my korean drama again !
JAE HEE, YOURE SO UBER HOT ! :DDD
