Saturday, June 03, 2006 ; 10:50 AM
another day has passed.
i messaged him last night, again. to ask how whether he was feeling better or still as "moodless" as the day before. and he told me he would be like this, forever. then i wondered to myself. is that a statement used so that he can avoid me ? or is he really feeling like this ? dre told me i should give him a chance to explain and give myself a chance too. and i agree. i think i should too. but he just doesnt give me that chance to ask him about the entire truth. what exactly happened ? maybe i was really too rash. i should have questioned him at least, instead of calling for a break up. now, its so hard to get him out of my mind. so terribly difficult. ohwells. whatever it is, id survive. :D im sure i will. thinking of him too much gives me headaches. really bad ones.
till then.
