Thursday, June 01, 2006 ; 6:02 PM
goodness gracious. yet another month is over. this is indeed a bad sign since it shows that the olevels are drawing nearer and nearer. ): and ive not gotten into the mood of studying yet. honestly, our class is like, all about having fun. needless to say, its with the exception of some. the word "study" just somehow or another doesnt get into us. i dont differ.
went out with melody, justine, meryl, jacinth, charis, yihui, gina and sheril today. school finished at 10am so why not seize the chance and hang out ? it beats getting stuck at home. though at times, i get a lil worried that id bump into him or something. he does go orchard too. but doesnt matter. shall not think too much about him. :D and jacinth offered me a lil challenge, which i have accepted. she and i will race to forget the guys we like. in her case, its terence (in singapore idol) and mine .. you all know.
pfft, my mom is pissing the hell outta me again. "cant you go and rest ? is blogging so important to you ?" like hello, is there a problem with that ? at least i get to vent my anger and express all my thoughts in here. keeping a diary is also like storing in some parts of your life. and like you (mom) said, im old enough to know what i want. and this IS what i want. so just quit bugging me to lead the life you want me to. i should get my own freedom of choice too yeah ? urgh.
sometimes, i feel like a total failure. i mean, i havent succeeded in any aspects of my life as a daughter, student and girlfriend. to me, at this point in my life, the four major fields to me are family, school, friendships and boy-girl relationships. doubt i actually did well coping with friends either, but at least i know ive got some true friends around. frankly, i think b3 isnt that united as it seems to be on the surface. there are many internal conflicts, or so you could say.
but anyway, back to the topic. we watched x-men 3 today. it was .. great ! :D meryl and i have an eye on the angel. hes pretty hot actually. a pity his role, like what melody has commented, isnt that big. in fact, its quite useless. but hey, he saved that fellar who invented the "anti-mutant" thingy alrite. so he isnt that bad after all. agree, mel ? :D melody thinks iceman is drop dead gorgeous. hurhur. i dont think so. really. he is just .. mr freezy. thats all. but i guess he really does melt her. lol
okay i should end here. its been a relatively long entry. or so i think. thats it. im off. :D * poof.
