Friday, June 30, 2006 ; 7:34 PM
im gonna bear a grudge with mr khoo from today onwards. i swear. he is such an !^#$%*& please. he actually said my weight out ! like what the fuck. thats my deepest and darkest secret. ): and this stupid jamie heard it. and and, she just had to repeat my weight in the canteen. it was super annoying. taking height and weight is like. horrors of horrors man. super upset over it. ): i dont care. charis and i are gonna go anorexic after our olevels ! after all i can afford to lose alot alot of fats. rarhh. but actually, if i were skinny, i still wouldnt dare say my weight out. its like, my secret. :D gahh, whatever. stupid k-khoo. screw him. plus, he gave us only two options to play today. either soccer or pickerball. like what the crap is pickerball ? bet its some old fashioned game for uncles like him. :D so anyway, we picked soccer. omg. its gross. i hate soccer. hahahs so i ended up gossiping with shab and hennie. lol cos they both were being the goalkeepers at the same time. yepps. :D oh and i tried to convince hennie about going for founders day. gosh, its so exciting im telling you ! ive already got my gown. its blue, halter neck design. but i think i look fat in it. and it feels tight, though my mom begs to differ.
ahh and this ms ho is super funneh ! :D cos we were given this mini "test" to do within a short period of time. so i got the first question and three quarter of the second question correct. its quite a long question, i would say so it basically filled the whole page. :D and cos she thought i got the whole second question correct (im assuming that, since i got the front part all correct, except the very last part of the question) so she wrote there "excellent!" :D but then after she marked the later part of the question, she actually cancelled out the "excellent" and wrote "changed my mind?" LOL. i was laughing hysterically at the paper when i saw it. :D suuper funneh ! but i think she is stricter for this term. agree ? she doesnt joke as much as she previously did. still funneh at times though. thank goodness her sense of humour hasnt completely disappeared. :D otherwise i think i would like, fall asleep in class or something.
hmm and ive given some thought over a certain matter. :D and ive decided to let time solve it for me. maybe God will gimme some inspiration in helping me settle over time. but im still gonna complain a lil here. so dont mind me.
sigh, i really dont understand what goes through a guys mind. honestly. their words seem so unreliable now. when they tell you something, you just cant help but to wonder whether theyre speaking the truth or not. are they joking or are they being serious with you ? or maybe its cos of dave that ive began lacking trust in guys. i dont know, really. what do you girls think ? to believe or not to ? guys are seriously trouble makers. without them, we girls wont have any problems alrite.
Thursday, June 29, 2006 ; 6:16 PM
nooo ! i just realised my tagboard cant appear ! nooo ! this is bad. we need the gossip box ! appear now ! abracadabraaa ! now appear ! nooo, i cant live without gossips. ): its the only thing that keeps me alive in class ! why else would i be awake ? nooo, come on, dont crash on me ! rarhh. appear ! now now now !
; 5:27 PM
as promised, i have changed my blogskin. :D cos its the same as munchs. i didnt know until justine told me. then i was like. OMG. youre so kidding ! anyway thats not the point. point is, im really proud of myself. :D abstinence from using the computer really isnt an easy job alrite. especially when you were addicted to it. were, i repeat. praise me people, praise me please. :D havent touched maplestory for the pass three days already. and today is the fourth. well done denise. keep up the good work yeah. strive on ! your determination will be rewarded. yes yes, it will be. i must psycho myself. :D blah.
ahh, nelly furtados maneater is not too bad. :D its a song. ermm yah. oh, we got back more papers today. amath paper two and chemistry. gahh my results all suck. i swear, at the rate im studying, i might as well just go fly kite ! dont even bother sitting for the olevels. sure fail what. :D sigh i shouldnt be joking. this is bad. a serious issue. and i dont feel too much pressure yet. when i receive my poor results, id just go "blah, whatever. at least i passed." that shouldnt be the attitude denise ! wake up. :D but then again, i should be thankful for my results. i mean, i didnt study much for the mid years, yet i passed. its like, i just studied about 2-3 hours the day before the examination ? even went out on certain days. :D LOL. but thats cos i was dating before the exams. hahahs. please, denise is so guai, she wont go out unneccessarily. but well i wanna thank God for His grace and mercy. He should be creditted for it. agree ? :D
so lets see, it was a horrible day today. i dont think i even need to voice that out. sure the b3 girls understand why. :D one and a half hours of math, followed on by one and a half hours of chemistry then chinese, physics, english. omfg. all the boring subjects ! or those which require much brain cells, unfortunately. hahas. :D okay, look at it positively. uh chemistry and physics are similar to free periods, math isnt so boring since ms ho is our teacher. and, chinese wasnt too long. as for english, ms bong wasnt here in class. though work was assigned to us. :D but even if we really do have work, do you actually think any one of us would do it ? LOL cmon, even if we are told to hand in by today, there would be at least one who would give excuses. thats me ! :D oh, that reminds me. there would be early school closure on 7 july 2006 ! yayness ! this time, i really do love MOE. thou shall support the ExCEL Festival with all her heart and soul. woohoo ! three quarter day ! :D
oh yes, i did follow up with melody after school. and after which, i was messaging with jeffrey. and what he said did make me think alot. cos we were messaging during lunch then i said i have follow up so id message him later. and so i did. so here is a part of our conversation;
denise : have you done street evangelism before, by any chance ?
jeffrey : ahh i dont talk to strangers about God, i believe He has His own power to reach out to these people.
denise : but what happens if God cant reach them and these people die ? theyd go to hell !
jeffrey : yeah but i just wont tell them. cos ive tried telling my friends before. but they just wont believe in Him.
denise : glad you tried. just hang on there. perserverance has its rewards ! :D
then he joked with me in the next message. i dont know. :D it feels weird. especially since mel and i mentioned a twee bit about how it is hard to reach out to some. and she told me her sister uses the "self-proclaim" method. :D meaning her sister would just let all her friends know that she is a christian and such. kinda in hope that some day theyd ask why she became one and stuff ? which they did. so she managed to share Gods word. :D well done amanda ! lol. i dont know. maybe id like try and let him know of this method some time soon. but since he already did try telling his friends, his friends know that hes a christian right ? so ? uh, i dont know. :D guess we can just keep praying about it. and hope that some day theyd be curious enough to ask about God and yes, share it with them ! but dont over do it. i hate it when some christians go "all the way" ! it has its negative effects ya know ? :D okay, thats it. i shall stop on this topic. otherwise id be like one of them too ! and all my poor readers will be bored to death ! oh wait, do i even have readers ? blah, whatever. :D
ermm, yes ! and during english (or rather, free period), jacinth, meryl, justine, melodie and i had a fun chat ! :D it was super funny too. poor melody. she was trying to sleep with all our laughter. plus a few shouts across the classroom. hahas. but it was super funny. we were saying about "being left on the shelf" :D so now i know that jacinth and justine wont marry after 40, melodie wont marry after 50 ? and meryl and i wont marry after 30 ! hahas. id feel so paiseh, to marry after 30. like, an auntie getting married ? eew ? :D and when you hit 30, im sure youd look alot older already, compared to one who is around 25 ? 5 years age gap ! * gasp. thats a hell load ! and then youd start sagging. hahahaha.
alrite, i shall end here. this is quite a long entry already, i think. i dont have much patience and time to write sucha long entry. so till then, guys. :D melody and jacinth ! you both owe me my letter. rarhh !
Saturday, June 24, 2006 ; 2:04 PM
happy birthday mitchell (:
sparkles has hit level 70. like finally ! and she will be stopping for a couple of months, to focus on the last lap. way to go !
Wednesday, June 21, 2006 ; 12:43 PM
another test.
http://www.blogthings.com/howextrovertedareyouquiz/Your Extroversion Profile: |
Friendliness: Very High |
Assertiveness: High |
Cheerfulness: High |
Sociability: High |
Activity Level: Medium |
Excitement Seeking: Medium |
How Extroverted Are You?
im gonna change my blog skin sometime soon. real soon.
; 11:34 AM
received a mail from tickle a few days ago. so i decided to do some of their tests now, since im bored. ):
http://web.tickle.com/tests/standard/your_type.jspYour type is the Bad Boy
The Pink Lady needs her T-Bird. You're attracted to the Bad Boy. Thetough guy. The heart-breaker. So what if he's hard to tie down? You want aguy who's got an edge, someone who keeps you on your toes. In fact, it mightbe the challenge that keeps you around. His bad-ass attitude is like amagnet — if a guy's got a rebel reputation, he's got your attention! Yourman's gotta be confident and have lots of machismo. Plain and simple,sensitive guys just don't float your boat. You have no time for the sweet,romantic, or doting guys who pursue you and, frankly, bore you to tears.Maybe you're just not into the touchy-feely thing right now. Who cares?Whether you're seeking adventure or looking to tame the wild, there'ssomething about a bad boy that keeps you coming back.
uh ? i like bad boys ? HAHAHA. ermm okay ?
http://web.tickle.com/tests/mobilestyle/Denise *, your mobile style is Fast and Furious
Like a well-oiled machine, you keep things moving in the right direction. And your cell style is as quick-paced as you are. To you, a phone is more than a way to stay connected with family and friends. It's a vital tool to make things happen.Whether you're closing big business deals or making plans for the weekend, you're always thinking two steps ahead. Admit it — you're a multi-tasker, and while walking and chewing gum may be hard for some, you'd likely be juggling oranges at the same time as well. Keep going!
ive got a feeling i did this quiz before though. but the results arent familiar. O_O
http://web.tickle.com/tests/balancedlifestyle/Denise *, you really know how to focus on Family and Friends
But everyone needs a break — even from things they're great at. You might even find some alone time energizing. Do people ever call you a people person? Well they're right. Family and friends seem to be your number one priority. While some people need a bubble bath to relax, others prefer an hour at the gym, but your quickest and easiest way to rejuvenate is to surround yourself with those who love you.You know that meeting friends for dinner during the week or setting aside extra time to visit with family can really recharge your batteries and make you feel balanced. Just don't forget how healing regular periods of solitude — walks in the park, a little extra effort at work, great books — can be, too.
see, im not addicted to maplestory. x))
Denise *, your eyes say you're Dramatically Daring
Gutsy and bold, you take charge of life and that includes your makeup. Let the other girls blend into the crowd. You want to stand out in all the right ways, and you know you can use your eyes to capture attention.Daring and adventurous, you're not one to do anything halfway. Whether it's pursuing Mr. Right or throwing the party of the year, you're willing to put it all on the line. After all, if you decide to go after something, why not go all the way? And if your fearless attitude draws attention — and admirers — all the better. Go wild!
they should say ive the innocent type of eyes lar !
http://web.tickle.com/tests/dotohair/index.jspDenise *, when it comes to your do, you're a Style Savant
You're a class act from the top of your well-coifed head to the bottoms of your chic shoes. Known for your sophisticated and timeless style, you always manage to look picture perfect, and you know your hair is an important part of that polished package.Your taste for the finer things in life may require frequent trips to the salon for a blow out, tasteful highlights, or even a sculpted updo. But you're willing to put up with a little tress stress in the name of looking good. After all, it's your poise and charm that are sure to open doors — and hearts.
till then.
; 9:57 AM
sigh. maple is patching now. so im really bored. watching sassy girl [chunhyang] again. im not exactly sure what the title is, but i believe its like that. :D aww, the show is really sad now. cos theyre breaking up. seeing jaehee cry is like. oh no, my hottie is crying ! ):
oh, ive been having really weird dreams these days. no idea whats wrong with my mind. last night, i dreamt of a murder case. serious. its super scary. im hoping this wont take place though. it was like, planned for a few years. very evil. ><"
and just the other night, i had another weird dream. i dreamt of some place. it was extremely quirky. below is the sea and i was on the escalator, elevating all the way to the top from the sea bed. it was dark, with a few lights at the side. and and, inside my dream i met choyyoke and dave. O_O okay, very weird. i know.
till then. JAEHEE, IM COMING BACK ! :D
Wednesday, June 14, 2006 ; 10:58 AM
kinda had fun yesterday on maplestory. hahas. sparkles got married for the second time, you see. :D sometimes, i feel as though i turned her into a whore. marry, divorce and then marry again. with a different husband. LOL super funny ! and my mom was so fascinated with the marriage system that she stood behind me most of the time. she laughed many times, i swear. especially when i told jeffrey [my maple hubby] that my mom was behind me, and he just went "hi mom" HAHAHA super funny. even i laughed until i had a stomachache. :D i took some screenshots during the wedding, as well as after. a pity i didnt manage to take a screenshot of all the weathers and megaphones used. only got about four outta ten ? too many congragulations. this wedding was so insane. believe it or not, i even had friends messaging me. like "congrats on your wedding" or something. like. omg ? how the heck did you know ? thought youve quit mapling a long time ago. that kind of thing ? :D so here are a few screenshots ive taken.
thats a screenshot of the people who stayed on for the next half an hour. many left already. so you can imagine how many people were invited. sheesh.
sparkles is now married, again. :D
there was suppose to be the "d" after the marrie. but maple is stingy, as usual. didnt allow so many characters on the weather. screw maple. and the next screenshot too.
continue it yourself. lol
done. thats all i took. quite little i know. but ohwells. :D
and yesterday .. one month ago, we were officially together. i dont know why, but i cant seem to let him go. i know he isnt worth it. many have told me that. but .. i dont know. shrugs. its just. the feeling is still there. ohwells. smile denise ! be happy. ohh ! and i bought a new facial expression for sparkles as well. hahahas.
there. super cute yeah ? i know. :D
Sunday, June 11, 2006 ; 5:12 PM
dropped the idea of going out for dinner today. supposed to tag along with my parents and the two korean ladies (one aged 25, other 29) but ahwells. :D anyway they are only going for seafood and kbox. so its like. nahh, not interested. initially had plans to go zouk, but then theyre closed today and tomorrow. sad huh ? so, im staying home. and going onto maple now. :D hohoho.
Saturday, June 10, 2006 ; 3:22 PM
i know ive to let go. but i just cant seem to. why ?
Friday, June 09, 2006 ; 6:04 PM
b3 really makes my life go wild. they colour my world man. and i swear, i love you girls. well, apart from some, whom i dont wish to mention over here. hahas. :D
honestly, i never really liked sentosa. its just sun, sun and more sun. and i hate being tanned. believe most of you are aware of that. so when my friends ask me out for suntanning, its a definite NO WAY. but today, i was "obliged" to go to the beach. palawan beach, to be exact. dreaded going there initially, but the disgust faded after awhile. :D so it wasnt that bad after all. but there were some really beng guys who were sharing the tent thing with us. and trust me, one of them got me on my nerves. i was already kinda moody, then jacinth called and asked us all to go over to the food court. so i was like, okay. thats fine still. so i walked back with vannie first to get my wallet. and the stupid sand kept annoying me. hard and rocky. i was without my slippers, please. so its like. i was already not in the right mood, then the stupid sand made my mood even worse. then when i was at the lil tent thing there, one of the guys either accidently or purposely had the ball hit my thigh. i was like wtf. im just trying to get my wallet and this stupid ball had to hit me. so i got kinda pissed, but cos i was a lil upset, i didnt have the energy to scold them. just picked the ball up and threw it hard at one of their legs. didnt really bother whether it was hit me by accident or not. then i just headed for the food court with vannie. but sher should really thank me. if i wasnt there, the ball would probably have hit her head. :D
and stupid kor is bugging me to keep him accompany (by smses) on his journey home from his cousins house. gahh, he should just stay at home and not go out. smack him. and smses reminds me of melodys phone. :D it died today. thanks to whoever who DRAGGED her into the water. ive no idea who did it, cos i was at the other side of the beach. with very much softer sand. :D actually, i dont think it was funny. if it was done to me, my mom and i would have gotten fucking pissed. its like. hello ? are you immatured or something ? dont you know the dangers of dragging someone into the water ? chances are low, but the possibility of her drowning is still there. and her phone ! thats even worse. okay, to me, my phone is bloody precious. so if i were her, i probably would have blown my top. and excuse me, phones are not that cheap. they cost at least a hundred ? whos gonna pay for the damaged phone ? the people who got her phone spoilt ? i dont think they even care. so im totally against doing these acts. yeah. it would be fun if you were the ones dragging her, no doubt. but please, consider the feelings of others. dont do it just to fulfil your selfish desire. pfft.
alrite, i shall not continue. it would get me annoyed. LOL. uh uh uh, oh ! and i bought a photo which cost me around thirteen bucks. is considered expensive, but how often do i purchase such pictures ? :D besides, they bring back memories each time you have a look at it. so its worth it, i guess. psst, one of our photos are placed at the kodak there for advertisement. hahahs. and i shall end here. i feel horrible again. whats wrong with me and my mood these days ? keeps going up, and coming down. never thought id suffer from mood swings. ohwells. blame my hormones. :D
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 ; 5:27 PM
howdy. :D
was so fucking pissed earlier. my stupid brother never learns. actually hes not stupid. hes just really stubborn. refuses to write the math question out. and ends up making uneccessary careless mistake. i dont know why i have such a generous brother. seriously pisses me off to see marks getting deducted due to some careless shit. and we ended up getting involved in a heated arguement. lol whatever man. wash my hands off.
okay first and foremost, i must warn all you girls out there. apparently, some asshole claimed that he got my name and email from my blog. so if anyone has their emails written on their blogs, please please please beware of this guy. his email is
free4fun789@yahoo.com. im not labelling him as some pervert or rapist, though i wouldnt be surprised if he is one. hahas. but well, just be careful yeah. he sent me an email which wrote;
Hey Denise,
It's the holidays now. If you wanna earn some cash, let me know. I have job openings available. This is not a spam.
john
i was really puzzled after receiving the email so i replied to decline his offer, and asked how he managed to get my email and stuff like that. then he said he got it from my blog. so im pretty sure he must checked out my links and probably sent an email similar to that one above. oh, then he added me on msn after i replied. and he told me the job "is easy but you getta earn big bucks" so what do you think, girls ? once again, curious denise asked what job that is exactly. ahh, and he claimed that its some modelling. dude, obviously i wouldnt believe your shit. he didnt even state which company and stuff. like hello ? but anyway, im typing this crap out to alert those people out there. just dont trust this guy so easily. it might be a trap. we never know. i stick to my words. its better to be safe, than sorry.
next. hmms oh, i went out with jacinth, charis and wilder today. to plaza singapura. we ponned chinese. hahahs. poor laoshi, must be so annoyed with us. but then again, do i look as if i care ? LOL. and cel said only SEVEN people from our class went for it. out of the twenty something. thats nearly one third of the class. WELL DONE b3 ! :D so, anyway, back to the topic. we went there to buy some snacks and drinks for the class party. and i also bought myself a blue fbt. goodness. i never thought id actually buy one, honestly. firstly, i hate shorts. secondly, i have big hips. though its good for child-bearing, i wouldnt wanna "flaunt" it, ya know ? and thirdly, i think i look really gross in it. heh. but i just kinda bought it cos i dont have any shorts at home. apart from the school p.e. shorts. besides, id need it this friday for the class party.
and for those who do not know about the class party, i do hope you getta see this. majority would be meeting at 9 am, harbourfront mrt. we will be going to sentosa for i dont know what rubbish. probably just for suntanning, swimming, playing with beach balls, picnic-ing etc. i hate suntanning though. i dont fancy dark skin tones. it disgusts me. no offence to those who naturally have dark skin. but for me, id rather stick to my relatively fair-toned skin. :D and if i can avoid the sun, i will. but id still go for the class party. b3 wont be complete without any single souls missing. hopefully hennie can persuade her daddy to allow her to attend this outing.
hmms my mom is now pissed with my brother too. cos he cant be bothered with his cca test. blah. whatever. i wouldnt really care if i were him either, so i shall not intervene into their conversation. :D
oh and on the way home, i decided to take note of some people in the mrt train i was taking. and these are those whom ive noted.
1. some people are just so bloody inconsiderate. there was this lady who was standing right in front of me. its fine that her back was facing me. but she just had to lean backwards with her frizzy hair so close to me. i was like. eew. no one wants to smell your hair or something. and for goodness sake, dont think youre that pretty. she kept looking at her reflection on the side door. and trust me, she really isnt pretty at all. with all those pokholes on her face. eew. bad skin complexion. possibly one of the worst ive ever seen.
2. oh and there was this cute guy on the train too ! :D i just have a thing for guys with nice hair and facial features. goodness. i love his golden highlights. and maybe it isnt that bad being single. at least i get to spot cuties or hotties anytime i want. without that sense of guilt deep within myself. by the way, im comforting myself. lol.
3. there was also a lil girl who was standing in front of me, after i changed train. she has a pretty face. but, her clothings made her look like a lil whore. it was just over revealing. i dont understand how some parents would allow their daughters to wear such clothings. her whole back was bare. then i thought to myself. you mean kids these days mature so fast ? raging hormones ? for your info, kids at the age of 10 are starting to go on dates. thats a twee bit too young, dont you think ? well, i started at 12 though. but i knew i wasnt matured enough to handle it. oh, and whats worse, some are starting to wear more revealing clothings. tubes and barebacks should be absolute nonos for kids.
4. a mother and daughter were beside me. thankfully that was their relationship because they were really leaning onto each other. and guess what ? one had a bigger tummy, smaller boobs. while the other had a smaller tummy and bigger boobs. so when they were "pieced" together, it was perfect. lol oops. that was mean of me. but thats what i thought in my mind. and i dont mean to be offensive to anyone. so please dont get offended. anyway im not that slim either. and i dare to admit it. cos i live to eat. :D
5. weird ladies were in the bus as well. one had her emails PRINTED out, and she was literally reading them on the train. while another was circling and shading her 4d ticket. good grief. hey, that reminds me of cel and i ! we were doing 4d just the other day. hahas. :D cel would understand what im talking about.
6. and there was this guy, whos hair style looked exactly like daves. except, his had golden highlights in the front. so yeah. nothing much.
7. lastly, two guys were way too close to each other for comfort. it kinda reminds me of that mother and daughter. but these two guys are definitely friends. or maybe boyfriends. we never know. hahas. anyway, one was an exact replica of a china nerd, and the other was pretty hip. honestly, he had rather good fashion taste. i guess opposites do attract. just like me and melody. :D we are so different from each other. but we are still good friends ! an example would be that shes a paikia and imma guaikia. LOL
ahh, this has been a really long entry. the readers of this must be really exhausted by now. but i think im like, even more tired than you are. i slept for merely four hours last night. was on the phone with fure. he just messaged me to ask if i was still awake, can tell he was bored. so yeah. and since i was awake, missing dave and wondering about many whys, he called me. it was a funny conversation on the whole. and i swear, his crap is like. OMG so freaking much. so much that i had to put the phone aside at one point in time. cos he just talked non-stop about even water and food causing harm to us. like what the hell ?
i shall end here. my fingers are tired. till then guys.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 ; 5:12 PM
anyone noticed todays date ? its 060606. aka triple 6. its the devils number. doesnt affect me much though. hmms lets see. im currently chatting online with meryl. and she thinks jae hee is cute. gahh, hes not cute. hes HOT. :D
oh, that reminds me. enggie ! havent seen you online lately, so i thought id just leave you a message here. jon scanned in THAT picture (neoprint) already. so you want me to send it over to you ?
and and and, meryl thinks hyun bin is better than jae hee ! i so frreaakkiinn beg to differ. ): just look at those two pictures below. and youd know whos the HOTTIE. obviously my jae hee. hahahs. and i hope sher doesnt see this. apparently shes got a crush on hyun bin. but facts are facts after all. JAE HEE IS THE HOTTEST ! :D
that is, shers hyun bin. no doubt he does look QUITE cute. but not when you see my jae hee !
drum rolls please. :D
.
.
.
.
.
taahdaahh ! my baby jae hee ! :D
hes so hot isnt he ? but nonono, all you girls out there, hes so MINE. hahah !
and here is a fraction of the conversation between meryl and i.
<
> says:
look!
<> says:
wah...
deníse ! the men dont get it. says:
o_O"
deníse ! the men dont get it. says:
he looks like ..
<> says:
so sexy
deníse ! the men dont get it. says:
the guy acting in .. fullhouse.
<> says:
a sex bomb?
deníse ! the men dont get it. says:
NO
deníse ! the men dont get it. says:
LOL
in conclusion, i have better taste. too bad. :D
Monday, June 05, 2006 ; 5:19 PM
tuition was pretty fun on the whole. :D
damien and some other guy joined us too. so there were four people altogether, including myself. which is good, cos it means there would be more brains to help me if help is needed, that is. aunty catherine was "put in charge" to stop us from talking and laughing, etc. but anyway she was outside the classroom for half the time. so we kinda whispered alot. until we made a lil too much noise, then she had to sit in with us to stop us from communicating. LOL it was supposedly under examination conditions. but the other fellar came late and he even brought along with him SUSHI. my goodness. made me really jealous. anyway, i feel satisfied with myself. i actually managed to finish the whole paper. :D its the acsi emath paper. and hey, acsi is better than mgs alrite. so i should be proud of myself. yayness. hahas. okie, shall go in maple awhile. just awhile.
ahh, i like nick lacheys whats left of me :D
lovely song for nice people like me !? LOL !
; 12:51 PM
stolen from grace. id do my name and his. =
A- Damn good in bed.
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- Your wild and crazy.
D- Damn good in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
F-People totally adore you.
G-Love is something you deeply believe in.
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-You have a nice ass. ;-)
J-Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You're so damn cute.
M-success comes easily to you.
N-You have a BIG warm Heart.
O-You love foreplay.
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R-Your talkative.
S-People think you are so sexy.
T-You are the best in bed.
U-You are really chill.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u what to do.
Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive.
Z- your lovable.
so here is mine !
D- Damn good in bed.
E-You're Super cool.
N-You have a BIG warm Heart
I-You have a nice ass ;-)
S-People think you are so sexy
E-You're Super cool.
LOL ? says who im good in bed ?
D- Damn good in bed.
A- Damn good in bed.
V-You are not judgemental.
E-You're Super cool.
grace ah grace, did you copy correctly ?
two times good in bed ? hahahs.
okay, im off. watch my JAE HEE (:
; 12:36 PM
hohoho, i ponned amath and physics class today. but, im still a guaikia. :D like duh ? so anyway, i ended up going to kap with six others. justine, melody, grace, charis, sheril and jacinth. and lil miss melody, along with orang utan grace, ran away from us ! they foolishly wasted their bus fare. so smart of them huh ? ahhwells, we ate pancakes and hashbrowns. and and and, we played with the maple syrup and butter and sprite and milo. :D lol stupid charis and justine started it. isnt my fault. and a pity i cant go out with them today. ms lai FORCED me to go back for tuition today. rarhh. thank goodness ive got sean to accompany me today. thats good, thats good. at least i dont suffer alone. bwahahhas. :D
shall end here. toodles !
Sunday, June 04, 2006 ; 9:56 PM
its over between us. really over this time.
there is no way i can try salvage this shit.
and, happy birthday kor. (: love love.
; 3:54 PM
i plucked up some courage last night and asked him a really stupid, but important question to me. that is, whether he still has any feelings for me. then i added that if he does, reply. otherwise, ignore the message. until now, there still is no reply. so i guess everything is over. no, it was already over. i really do regret calling for that break up. but then again, i tell myself, if he really did cheat on me, isnt the break up good for me ? but like dre says, i cant just assume. and this inner self conflict is confusing the hell outta me. im getting frustrated. sick and tired of it all. i really like / love him a great deal. this is bad, so bad. im feeling so lost.
thankfully my parents often bring my brother and i out for meals and stuff. so thats good. at least it helps keep him outta my mind for the time being. ahh, that reminds me. ive bought a new spectacles. finally. :D its red and black on the outside. and on the inside, its blue, green, white and orange. funky yeah ? duh. lol.
gonna re-watch my korean drama again !
JAE HEE, YOURE SO UBER HOT ! :DDD
Saturday, June 03, 2006 ; 10:50 AM
another day has passed.
i messaged him last night, again. to ask how whether he was feeling better or still as "moodless" as the day before. and he told me he would be like this, forever. then i wondered to myself. is that a statement used so that he can avoid me ? or is he really feeling like this ? dre told me i should give him a chance to explain and give myself a chance too. and i agree. i think i should too. but he just doesnt give me that chance to ask him about the entire truth. what exactly happened ? maybe i was really too rash. i should have questioned him at least, instead of calling for a break up. now, its so hard to get him out of my mind. so terribly difficult. ohwells. whatever it is, id survive. :D im sure i will. thinking of him too much gives me headaches. really bad ones.
till then.
Friday, June 02, 2006 ; 4:00 PM
home sweet home.
i realised ive been blogging very recently. maybe its due to the fact that ive been avoiding maple, so currently ive more time for other stuff ? yeah. probable. anyway i was blog surfing. went to jacinths blog where i noticed that she took a quiz in graces blog. so i went over to graces blog to steal the link and chose a quiz to do. :D there you go.
http://www.nerdtests.com/ft_spoiled.php
and the results.
Your Score Summary
Your Score:
59
What does this mean? You are not happy unless you are eating Golden McNuggets! You seem to be extensively spoiled. We are happy for you! We can only wish that someone has given us almost everything we wanted. You are spoiled, spoiled, spoiled, you brat!
Overall, you scored as follows:
4% are more spoiled,1% are just as spoiled, and 95% are more deprived than you!
The average score is:
35
im not that spoilt. oh cmon. anyway another.
http://www.nerdtests.com/ft_weird.php
huh. im not weird. charis is. =
well another.
http://www.nerdtests.com/ft_love-money.php
Your Score Summary
Your Score:
38
What does this mean? This is a great score! You don't seem to take money super seriously, but you do understand the importance of it. Keep up the same thinking! On the down side, there are people out there who love your money more than you do (like us).Be careful! Don't say we didn't warn you!
Overall, you scored as follows:
40% scored higher,2% scored the same, and 58% scored lower.
The average score is:
37
right. i expected a bigger score. i love money, and i dare to admit it. :D
shall end here. good bye.
; 9:43 AM
last night i was chatting with a few of my friends on msn. melody, jacinth, enggie, andre and jiahuang. and then dre touched on the issue of love. he didnt know about me and dave, which got him slightly embarassed. cos hes always teasing me and stuff. anyway, he asked about what happened between me and dave which made us break off. so i told him. then it just struck me that i didnt even allow dave to explain his msn nickname and i just "shooted" at him just like that. i guess it was really unreasonable of me to do so and i should have clarified everything before breaking up yeah ? so believe it or not, i messaged dave. just asked if he was still awake. had the intention of calling him up to ask. he replied, and i was really happy. i was smiling to myself like an idiot. okay, thats not the point. but he seems to be avoiding me. i dont know. he just said he had no mood to do anything when i asked if i could call. sigh. i really wanna know what exactly happened. at least that would either end it all or .. ohwells. im off to school. have follow-up with melody after which. yayness (:
Thursday, June 01, 2006 ; 6:22 PM
denise must be really an idiot or something. i didnt even realise that the angel saved his father. oh gosh. not until enggie told me. then i was like. "OH YEAH, thats right" :D okay, so a new discovery made. the angel saved his father. not the fellar who created the "anti-mutant" thingy. lol
; 6:02 PM
goodness gracious. yet another month is over. this is indeed a bad sign since it shows that the olevels are drawing nearer and nearer. ): and ive not gotten into the mood of studying yet. honestly, our class is like, all about having fun. needless to say, its with the exception of some. the word "study" just somehow or another doesnt get into us. i dont differ.
went out with melody, justine, meryl, jacinth, charis, yihui, gina and sheril today. school finished at 10am so why not seize the chance and hang out ? it beats getting stuck at home. though at times, i get a lil worried that id bump into him or something. he does go orchard too. but doesnt matter. shall not think too much about him. :D and jacinth offered me a lil challenge, which i have accepted. she and i will race to forget the guys we like. in her case, its terence (in singapore idol) and mine .. you all know.
pfft, my mom is pissing the hell outta me again. "cant you go and rest ? is blogging so important to you ?" like hello, is there a problem with that ? at least i get to vent my anger and express all my thoughts in here. keeping a diary is also like storing in some parts of your life. and like you (mom) said, im old enough to know what i want. and this IS what i want. so just quit bugging me to lead the life you want me to. i should get my own freedom of choice too yeah ? urgh.
sometimes, i feel like a total failure. i mean, i havent succeeded in any aspects of my life as a daughter, student and girlfriend. to me, at this point in my life, the four major fields to me are family, school, friendships and boy-girl relationships. doubt i actually did well coping with friends either, but at least i know ive got some true friends around. frankly, i think b3 isnt that united as it seems to be on the surface. there are many internal conflicts, or so you could say.
but anyway, back to the topic. we watched x-men 3 today. it was .. great ! :D meryl and i have an eye on the angel. hes pretty hot actually. a pity his role, like what melody has commented, isnt that big. in fact, its quite useless. but hey, he saved that fellar who invented the "anti-mutant" thingy alrite. so he isnt that bad after all. agree, mel ? :D melody thinks iceman is drop dead gorgeous. hurhur. i dont think so. really. he is just .. mr freezy. thats all. but i guess he really does melt her. lol
okay i should end here. its been a relatively long entry. or so i think. thats it. im off. :D * poof.