Tuesday, May 16, 2006 ; 1:05 PM
its been such a short period since we started going together, and we already have obstacles coming our way. actually, it isnt him who has the problem, its me. and he just messaged me. sigh, what the hell is wrong with me ? shouldnt there be trust between a couple ? why is it that i feel so insecure ? id like to know. my inferior complex ? or what ? and like jon said, my insecurities might cause me to lose him. hes a great guy, or at least in my eyes. i love him. i dont wanna lose him. hes one guy i feel greatly for. i dont usually break down and cry for guys. my pals should know. i never believe that guys are worth it. yet, im going against my beliefs this time. it feels horrible. ohwells. cheer up, denise. im sure God will have a way for me. yes, He will. and i hope melody managed to complete her bio yesterday. pretty worried for her actually. she sounded quite bad yesterday. life suddenly seems all screwed up. but its okay, theres always the ups and the downs. so SMILE ! =]
